
Soundtrack//sunrise friend//
We are not perfect and good at doing many things, but rest assured that one day the process will make us more experienced.
- minas
We got home and the astan was done bathing.
Alfa's been asleep since then but I don't stop watching the sleeping alpha.
Mas astan came closer to me and stroked my hair softly"had it been darling, alfa's fine"
I nodded but then fell silent.
Ever since I got home from the hospital, I've been silent about what I was thinking, but I kept thinking.
Always was was with the alpha condition at this time, because maybe I failed in keeping the alpha that made me was was this.
"Why you, baby? Since then silent only? "
I shook my head"It's okay mas" I said slowly but still saw the alpha who was still asleep.
Astan twisted my body to face him.
"Mas you know that you are not okay right now, are you still thinking about the words earlier? Mas really does not mean to say that, I just panic to see alpha is sick" explained mas astan.
I shook my head, not because of my astan words so this way, I was just thinking about things that I myself do not know what.
I feel like I'm still not contemplating and thinking about how I'm keeping the alpha.
"No mas, I know that mas does not mean to say that, besides I am wrong mas do not know if alfa is sick when I am his own mother, what kind of mother am I mas? I'm sure you're disappointed with me, I'm sorry, I promise you it'll be even more useful for mas and alfa" I feel guilty.
Mas astan shook his head and raised my face until our eyes met.
He wiped my tears slowly and looked at me"You cried, I promised I wouldn't make you cry" Astan wiped my tears.
"You've been more than good, baby, you're a great mother, alpha must be proud to have a mother as great as you, your struggle was until now even sacrifice your life for our alpha child, our, I was wrong and could not keep my words, I'm really sorry for saying that to you, I failed in my promise, I made you cry" Mas Astan hugged me tightly.
I was crying there not because I felt hurt but I didn't think that astan really had changed.
I was afraid earlier, I was afraid that Astan mas will return like before.
"Mas, I actually never intended to give alpha to that guy, he took the alpha from me" I explained.
Mas astan nodded "mas tau, mas misunderstood dear, it is now we sleep, we consider this is all a process towards a happy family"
I nodded following the astan mas up to the bed.
I lay down next to the astan and hugged him and buried my face in his field.
"Good night dear" Mas astan kissed my forehead softly.
I nodded and started closing my eyes.
But not for a while I got back up feeling worried about the current alpha condition.
I stood up walking towards the alpha sleeping basket and checked her body temperature.
I breathed a sigh of relief because the alpha was no longer hot.
"Sleeping well baby" I kissed alpha forehead then returned to the bed where the astan mas was staring in wonder at me.
"Why hmmm? " Mas Astan pulled me into his arms.
I shook my head "I'm just worried about alfa mas" I said slowly.
Mas astan was oh-ria and stroking my hair trying to put me to sleep.
I started to fall asleep but again I felt was was was with alpha.
Are all mothers like this well while worrying about their children?.
"Here baby, alfa is fine, mas know you are worried but later alfa woke up because you see it continues" Mas astan did not let me rise.
He's clutching my body even tighter"now that we're sleeping, you also need rest baby "
I finally chose to resign and join the astan mas to sleep.
Hopefully by tomorrow the alpha is healed and fine.
Mom loves you, baby.
08.35Am
I finished cooking for breakfast this morning.
I climbed the stairs to pick up alfa and mas astan to eat.
"Mas, the food is ready" I went into the room and found an astan mass that was buttoning his shirt and an alpha that was lying on the bed.
I got closer to the astan mas and helped him button his shirt and then put it on a tie.
Cup,,, uh,,,
Mast Astan kissed my forehead suddenly arrived.
Habits indeed.
"Ihh mas, it's alpha loh" I finished my bond in the attan kasias.
Mas astan laughed "Kening doang in fact, not even lips"
"Udah ah mas, let's eat down"
I tried to lift the alpha but the astan mas still had time to steal a kiss on my lips.
"Mas, geez, this alpha can see you" I'm sorry.
"Hahahaha, cute if you get angry again"
Astan took it as a joke.
There is no morality to be the father of him.
"You hungry, baby? " The groove goes down to follow the astan mas that has gone first.
Mas astan sat in a chair and took his own food for him, he said he could himself not need to be taken later you are tired.
"Alfa dear to ngk tukeran sama papah"
Mas astan suddenly spoke like that when I was about to breastfeed alpha.
"Huh? Wantsome? Really? You want papah food and keep your food made papah, it's more delicious youh dear" Mas astan came to sit right in front of me.
Plaque,,,
Immediately I'm trembling it's the shoulder of an astan mas.
By the way I like to actually the same child himself, I know what the purpose of the astan mas, surely he means tuh alfa eat rice and he nyusu ngk no morak emang.
"But if you say it again the same alfa, beware ngk I love any rations including kisses"
I'm very upset, alfa is still a child to be taught to be fakboi as his own father.
Miris is yah!!.
Astan mas directly horrified my threat earlier.
Dancem's turn gets rations just afraid of him.
"🎶Dear please jan angry🎶"
Astan feeds me while singing.
Where the hell is that song? Alay.
"Later maybe mas go home a little long well, you guys heart at home"
I just nodded and took a bribe from the astan mas.
"Well full, baby? " I lifted the alpha body.
Astan buttoned my shirt and then fed me back.
"When we go home to be bought, what is the same baby? " Mas Astan grabbed the alpha from me.
I got up and got the astan mas bag that he had brought to the dining table.
Mas astan chatted with alfa as if their topic was connected when it was not.
"Father go well baby, do not be naughty same mama, later papah ngk so buyin you toys if naughty" Mas astan kissed the cheek alpha many times.
Alfa has refused but the astan mass still showers alpha kiss until alpha crying.
"Mas ihhh already dong, see alpha already so cry"
I grabbed the alpha that has been melek because it was admired by the astan mas many times.
Mas Astan laughed out loud but realized the alpha who had started crying again he stopped.
"You want to too, baby? Muahh,, muahh, ".as astan is well.
" Ihh mas, late office loh "
"What if I miss you, baby? The office itself"
"Mas leaving ngk? Or really want to fast forever? "
"Drug baby, papah's leaving"
The turn of the diencem was straight away.
Astan disappeared behind the fence.
I went into the house with the alpha who started to calm down.
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