My CRUEL husband (S1&S2)
it's just a nightmare, right?

Soundtrack//forever young-bts//

How did this happen? I really can't believe it

- minas

      I've tried many times to contact the astan mas still there is no reason.

I trembled with fear and also panicked because I could not be contacted and there was no news at all.

What if the same name with the astan mass in the news was true astan.

"No, no, no way, no way" I tried to calm my mind hoping that I was just freaking out and that astan was okay.

But I can't think straight anymore.

Could this be the meaning of my fear and worry this final ending?.

Hunt me down the stairs for getting a phone call over the house phone that has never rang for a long time.

"Hello, good afternoon" I said still with a typical voice of people being worried.

"Hello with madam astan jaya ramatha" said someone carefully from across the phone.

I immediately replied with the spirit of "i, yes sir with me, what father of his coworkers? Where is my husband sir? " I'm panicking.

They sounded a little snorting inhaling a little heavy.

"Have you read and seen the news from both the internet and television? " Task her slowly.

I was immediately shocked when they told me that currently the SAR team from the port and the office was looking for the existence of the astan mas which disappeared due to the accident of the ship he was riding.

The house phone that I held immediately fell and hung in front of me who had fallen down fell in disbelief with what I heard earlier.

Please tell me this is all a nightmare!!.

How could this happen.

I remained silent for a while and still did not know what to do.

I was like a fool and didn't know what to do.

I was confused and still did not understand this atmosphere.

"No, no, there is no way to go, "My tears are flowing immediately considering the face of the astan mas when smiling.

His promise to return home quickly immediately returned to my memory.

"Hiks, liar, "I hit the floor with my little hand.

"Liar's face, torment, "I feel very hurt by this cruel fact.

I got up to grab my hole and ran out to where Mr. umar was.

"Sir, quickly turn on our car to the port where the mast astan departs"

Pak umar instead of moving directly he was surprised to see me who ran from inside the house with a knee-length dress that I was wearing did not forget also the face after crying earlier.

"Neng why? " Ask Mr. Umar who may not know what.

I cried again"already sir, you follow what I said, take me to the port where the mas astan left last night hiks,, "

Mr. umar immediately moved to start the car and drove quickly.

I couldn't stop thinking about Astan.

"Sorry, how about alpha? Is it okay if he is left alone? " Tanya pak umar suddenly realized that I had forgotten the alpha so panicked.

I'm also confused and more worried about leaving alpha alone at home without anyone there.

What if she cries later?.

I'm getting dizzy choosing between seeing how things are at the port and finding out about the astan mas or returning home to accompany the alpha.

But, how can I stay at home when I know that my husband is currently being reported missing and I myself do not know if he is still alive or even vice versa.

I'll just press Ken's mas number to ask them to come home and keep the alpha until I come.

"Hello, mas, hiks,,." I immediately cried.

Mas ken sounded very worried because he suddenly got a call from me and I immediately cried loudly.

"Hiks, I ask for help with the same brother and come home first to keep alpha, hiks, because I'm hiks, I have to nyari mas astan hiks, mas astan missing mas,, and so on,, the ship that was riding in a taxi accident, "I explained.

Mr. umar just to be shocked and almost hit the road barrier because of hearing my words earlier.

"Astagfirullah" Mr. umar still looks in shock.

"Where are you going now? Yes, mas and kak adin will go to the alpha guard house, you do not be rash first we look for astan together, both, right now you're in a state of panic and can't think clearly so it's better that you go back home and we find a solution together" Mas ken still told me to go back home.

I can't just stay at home while the astan is alive or not only still questionable.

"Let's talk hiks, please take care of the alpha" I immediately turned off the phone.

Mr. umar also looks very worried since he knows what I talked to mas ken earlier.

He didn't ask because he probably didn't dare look at me who'd been crying since.

"Please get spayed" I still hiccuped for trying to hold back my tears.

Umar just nodded and obeyed what I ordered earlier.

All the way I was crying incessantly imagining things that didn't and it really hurt my own heart.

This really feels like a dream to me.

Just yesterday I could still see that handsome and loving face.

And today he's reported missing? Am I weak because I cannot accept this fact or am I too cruel to force me to accept it?.

"Hiks,, mas, mas must have survived, "Say, I said all the way.

Not to mention the journey was very long and far away.

I think back to yesterday night when mas astan forbade me and alfa to take him to the port because the distance is very far and mas astan fear me and alfa will catch a cold because of the delay in the journey.

My tears are getting worse remembering all of that.

I feel very sick and weak right now, my mind is constantly filled with astan and mas astan.

I really don't know how to respond to my situation anymore.

Can I survive without astan?

I shook my head after thinking that, mas astan must have survived I'm sure of it.

I continued to cry loudly all the way to the port where the mast took the ship.

Mr. umar also stopped driving with the same worry as me but he did not show it in front of me.

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