My CRUEL husband (S1&S2)
69. Our children need you(S2)

❄goodbye

    Since then I have been haunted by the fear of mina's departure. For hours, the medical team has not been out.

I have even been sitting listlessly on the floor feeling that my energy has begun to run out even though the one who is struggling right now is the mina. Why am I the one acting like I am the one in her current position.

My ears suddenly caught the sound of crying baby in the room mina there was a sense of relief but there was also fear. How will I respond to this feeling. Which feeling is more dominant I don't know.

I hurriedly stood up and peeked out from the small-sized glass door. My eyes sparkled with joy as I saw my son was born and crying like any other baby.

I was indeed delighted and moved by the birth of our baby but I felt a sense of fear when I saw the mina completely unmoving from the glass of the door. Just positive thinking astan, mina certainly did not wake up because her anesthesia has not been exhausted.

"Husband of the patient?"a doctor came out of the mina room but this time a different doctor.

I immediately panicked not to play because the doctor came out with an uninspired face.

"De, with my doc." I approached and clenched my hand as if I could not hear what the doctor was going to tell me.

"Ba, how's my wife and son doing?" I was nervous half to death.

A long, heavy sigh I could hear from the doctor. How will I calm down when the doctor behaves like that.

"Alhamdulillah the father was born safely without any lack of anything, and the male sex, I am also very surprised by this miracle sir,usually, the child conceived by a pregnant woman who is young like the patient will experience a temperature birth where the baby is underweight and will have abnormalities, such as,but thank God that the father's son was born without any shortage, the father's wife is very good at caring for his womb."

I was relieved by the doctor's words and very grateful to Mina who was very good at taking care of our baby.

"However, sorry that I have to say this sir, at this time the condition of the father's wife is unstable and still in a coma,in our estimate that the patient will not be long in the period of coma but there are also several factors that threaten the patient's safety ranging from lack of blood and also energy that has begun to run out."

My legs immediately limp and fell on the floor when I heard the news that mina was not okay now. Hearing that mina's life is between life and death makes me feel like I'm being punished now.

"How is this doc?is there anything I can help you with?whatever origin my wife can survive doc, my son needs his mother." I cried on the floor as if the child was asking for mercy.

"We understand with the father's feelings, we can only pray with chest space and hope that the patient is healthy and healed soon, we have tried our best by providing extra care."

My tears have been flowing ever since. I was happy because of our son's presence but I wasn't entirely happy to hear the mina news.

"Oh yes doc, didn't the doctor say that my wife was short of blood?, the doctor could get me blood and transfer as much as possible to my wife." I hurriedly approached the doctor.

"Alhamdulillah for the blood stock of the hospital is not lacking and currently the patient is receiving a blood transfer, you can go home now because the medical side is still handling the patient, he said,baoak hasn't been able to see him yet as well as the father's son, but still needs a check-up before being allowed to meet with the guardian."

I could only nod at the doctor's words.

the doctor left and I sat down and thought about what was going on right now, without my mind being empty.

I continue to be haunted by fear because of the words of the doctor who said that there are several factors that will endanger the safety of my wife's mina.

But since the doctor said I haven't been able to see my son yet, I can only see him from the baby's special glass door.

I stood looking at my son who was currently in the nursery.

Just from the outside I feel Peaceful to see my little son who moves motion can not be silent.

My tears fell, I was confused by those tears,whether the tears are happy because grateful to see my child born in this world or vice versa tears are tears of sadness because until now the medical has not finished handling mina would realize.

"Darling, you're well there, let papah have a friend waiting to wake up, papah not want to be alone."

My tears were getting louder just to see my son moving motion did not want to be silent like he was looking for the figure of his mother.I can not stand to see that, I want to hug him right now.

"Hiks, forgive papah if now you can't bring mamah there to hurt you dear,papah please you survive well we are the same fighting let alone mama is struggling so hard to see your handsome face my son."

Just tell me I'm a whiny man and so on. All I think about right now is how we can be together without anyone getting sick and hurt.

My tears just kept flowing and my chest felt really tight.

I had imagined that after our son was born into this world we would be a very whole and harmonious family.

Imagining that we were walking together with one hand of our son I held and another one held by the mina.

Laugh together and accompany your child while playing also learning.

I was really disappointed with my own wish and wish, just seeing Mina wake up I was so grateful.

The happiness that I have always dreamed of should be kept for a moment.

"Please wake up, our son needs you, I need you too."

"You must be strong, I'm sure you must be eager to see our son, right? So please get up and look at the handsome face of our angel."

I could not help but cry because I remembered the current state of mina.

"She needs you baby, she's looking for her mom right now."

I sat down in a doldrums because of the reality I was currently facing.

"How am I without you, baby? Hiks, I don't want to lose you."

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