
❄goodbye
I've heard mina wake me up but as usual if I haven't gotten my morning ration I won't wake up anyhow.
"Wake up, take a shower for breakfast."you just ignore it. I just need her lips right now and I promise I'll get up right away.
I felt that brief kiss from his lips. Until I could not hold my smile anymore.
"Ihhh mas loose first, take a bath there let us have breakfast." I ignored his words and still kept him.
Cups,
I kissed her lips again and again, still clutching her body tightly.
"You deliberately go fishing Mas early in the morning gini, you don't know well that your lips are very tempting, make the entire nerves so tense Mas." I took out my tongue and licked her lips briefly.
"Bandi used to dong Mas, besides not wearing clothes that ngk shy Mas? "He fixed the position of the blanket that had been revealed earlier to show my assets. Why am I ashamed of my wife.
"Don't you like it baby to see my unclothed body?"I smiled smirk while teasing him so he could not stand being there for long.
"Bath bath well I wait at the table, not long ago Mas." I laughed with such shyness.
I entered the bathroom to finish my bath.
After wearing the clothes that my beautiful wife had prepared I walked slowly down the stairs intending to surprise the mina there but was immediately oversized when I heard the sound of mina crying.
I immediately ran to hug her while gently hitting her vibrating back"Hey, you why baby? "
He didn't say a word to tell me what exactly made him cry this way. I'm really worried right now. Is he sick or what?.
18.23pm.
We are still on our way to the mina village which is quite far from our current residence.
I was very surprised by this news. I can't believe Mina's father would end his life like that. And even worse, Mina couldn't make it to her funeral because of this jerk like me.
I saw mina just silently pecking with tears that were still rushing.
If you think I'm happy with his departure? I don't feel happy at all. I was overwhelmed with a great sense of guilt now, I had let go of the dyva and intended to make peace but fate said something else. I feel guilty for following my passions more by treating them like they're not human. I'm evil because I've separated the two of them. How am I going to make amends for this?.
It was almost Maghrib that we reached our destination. When we got down Ken was already standing there waiting for us.
Mina immediately ran towards ken with a broken cry in her arms. I'm actually jealous but I feel I have no right to be jealous given the treatment as well.
Ken took us to his grave even though it was getting dark fortunately Ken prepared a light source for us.
Until there, Mina immediately sat down crying in front of her tomb while hugging the cough of the headstone.
I have no power to endure this guilt. I'm the one who's so guilty here. I've made someone very precious to my wife go.
I quickly wiped my tears violently. I want to turn back time and mend our relationship. But it can't be.
"Mas was also very surprised when people came here to tell me that he ended his life at home, they wanted to wait until you were found but because there was no sign you would come they chose to bury the father."
When I heard that my heart was breaking. I was the one who made Mina like a prisoner so that she could not meet her father even at her last moment.
"I'm sorry I was late, so many times Mas has come here but never met the father."
I used to come here just to add hurt and suffering to her. I heartily gave her some photos of the tortured and crying mina. How depraved I am.
"Hiks,, father, forgive mina sir, why did you leave, justin mina followed the father of the hyx, "Mina cried loudly hugging the tombstone firmly.
"Hey, what's wrong with you?"I tried to hug her again, trying to give her warmth. Again he refused violently and continued to cry.
"I want Mas to leave now, I don't want to see Mas again, hysterically,, "
My heart almost stopped beating when I heard that from him. What I was afraid of was real. Because I'm the one who's wrong here.
"Hey, honey, why are you? "I pretended not to understand what he said by holding his hand but he violently thinned it again.
I feel so guilty and want to fix everything but I can't. My heart is in tremendous pain now.
"Hiks, are you deaf? I told you Mas to get out of here, hicks, I hate it." He thought I would believe his words when he himself could not say them.
"No, you're lying right now, you know I know every time you lie your lies are always clearly visible, why are you like this? "I tried again to hold her hand but she was patty again.
" Hahaha Mas is satisfied, right? We're just as broke-even now, isn't this what Mas wants? Life paid for with life?I've lost my father now so does Mas still need to torture me?the reason Mas married me was for revenge right?now that my dyva life has been avenged by my father's departure, so can we stop now?"smiling to say that?.
My heart was completely shocked to hear that. My tears almost fell down thankfully I could still hold them. I didn't think he'd be able to say that. I did have the wrong intention at the beginning but honestly I never asked for this to happen and I was also struck by this reality.
"Darling, why are you like this?I know you love me so you're pretending right now." I tried to get close to him but he backed off to avoid me.
"Love yah Mas? I don't even know what and where is the love that you call? Is it when I am resting at your feet or am compelled to obey all Your commandments? That's the love that Mas mean, I never love Mas as long as Mas know." I don't want to believe even if it is reality. I'm a bad*ngan who doesn't deserve to be loved.
"Mas can't believe what you mean, you know you love me after what we've been through, please don't be like this."
It was very clear that we loved each other. The way he talks, he smiles, he loves me. Why is he like this now? We should strengthen each other. I know he needs me now.
"After what we've been through? Mas think I want to do this it even gives my virginity to Mas is because I love Mas? Hahahah turns out Mas stupid too well, Mas doesn't know how to survive because Mas has never lived like me, I just think every day how to get away from life mas even with the way I let go of precious things like that, so I beg Mas we just finish up here, I have nothing to lose if I let go, right? Because I'm the one who's been useless here."
My tears flowed straight away when I heard that from her. I really didn't expect him to say itis, I really wanted this all just a dream.this isn't the end of everything right?.
He tried to leave but I chased him again by holding his shoulder now"Mina, look me in the eye, tell me you don't love me."
He was crying hard. I know he's lying now. I really don't want this to happen, I don't want to lose it.
"Why are you crying? I know you're faking it now, so I beg you to stop pretending now, let's go home you're so exhausted that you can't think straight." He refused as I pulled his hand.
"Don't you understand human language? Ahh Mas isn't human, I don't want to go back to that house, the house that made me a prisoner, the house where I was treated unworthy by my own husband eh by the master of astan he means, so I hope you understand and leave me here."
He immediately walked towards Ken who had been just silently watching the two of us.
"I think you understand the mina saying earlier, please go, I know this is not my business but you also certainly know that at this time mina really does not want to see you."
Damn man, why interfere. I won't give up on mina I don't want to lose her.
"Take me home to Mas." I can't believe what I'm seeing.
My tears fell hard but I quickly shook off.
"Well, maybe you're tired today, we'll talk later, I'll go, baby."
I walk away. Maybe he's just tired today if forcibly also won't be able to bring him along.
Why should this day be in my life?
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