
❄goodbye
When I first heard that my wife Mina was pregnant with our baby. My heart is beating great and my heart is feeling terribly happy immeasurably.
I'm so happy and I feel like the happiest man in the world is me.
But who would have thought that happiness was also accompanied by a sad thing coming along made me unable to choose at all.
I guess my wife will get pregnant like most women in general. It turns out I forgot that he was so young to experience all this.
My wife was diagnosed with anemia because the content was still too weak so she was very weak and looked like someone who had no blood at all. And many doctors have suggested that mina should not be pregnant at her age at this time. Because it will affect the mother as well as the child.
I want the presence of our baby but I'm afraid of losing the mina. I was really mean to force him to abort our little angel but he refused. I know how she felt when I said that horrible thing, I was just afraid of losing her.
Every day I could not see that weak face. I can't stand to see him cry. I'm afraid of losing him.
However, I believe my wife is a great and strong woman she even still survives until her gestational age has now stepped on 8 months. Our fight will not be long. And I'm sure we can get through this together and we'll be happy with our little angel.
I opened the door slowly and saw the mina lying down and crying. He does not stop crying.
I came towards him with a forced smile. Because at a time like this I can't fall I have to be strong so that he is strong too.
"Why baby? " I sat on the bed, wiping her tears slowly. Holding the pain that mounts in my heart.
He weakly approached with difficulty. I took the initiative to lie down next to him.
"Why are you crying again?you never stop crying, you worry, does anyone get sick? " I hugged the weak body with a little difficulty because his flat stomach was now distended and there was life there.
She shook her head quickly"No one is sick, I'm just happy to be given the opportunity to be a mother even though I don't know the torment, I'm just happy,, will I be given a chance to hear the sound of her crying later."a cry of mina broke out in my arms. He must have imagined how our son would be born without him.
I held back my crying that had started to dry because I imagined the same thing.
I took a heavy breath because the mina did not stop talking about this, I already said that we would go through this. Just in a minute. We can definitely hold on.
"Why else, baby?who said you wouldn't be able to hear the cry of our angel?you can do it because you're his mother." I gently wiped the tears. My hands just started shaking for a lot of reasons.
"I'm afraid, hiks, I'm afraid." I felt her embrace getting tighter proof that she was really scared right now, I also returned the favor by hugging her tighter.
"Keep knowing you're a great woman, you must be strong and persevere, we must be the same as raising our children, I don't want to be alone I want us to be together for him."
I let mina cry loosely in my arms. I can only keep trying hard and hard to make sure that Mina is going to get through this.
"Mas, I want to say something the same mas but I promise I have to." I stared at the astan waiting for what I was going to say.
He wanted to talk but seemed to be very hesitant. I don't know what he'll say until he's a hundred.
"By the way, baby." I waited for him to say what he wanted to say.
"Later when the little one arrives already born, and I, hyks, I've already left, will you marry again?"his cry instantly broke after saying that.
I really can't believe what I'm hearing. I really want him to think only positively about his recovery. I don't want him to say that.
"What the hell are you?how many times did I say no one will go, we are destined to be together so you will definitely survive as well as our baby, I don't like it if you discuss this again."I held back my tears that almost fell. You are strong your astan is strong if you cry mina will get weaker.
"Mas, I beg you to horrify me first this time, I really don't know what else I want now?my body is getting weaker by the day, I'm just afraid that after I'm lonely and our son also needs a mother figure."Seeing her pale face I can't.
And my tears could no longer be strengthened when he said them all. I just want a mina forever.
"Listen, you're not going anywhere, I guarantee you'll be safe, I don't want to hear that from you, stop talking about leaving and stuff or I'll get angry." I wiped my tears violently. I really don't want Mina to see my tears.
"Look, baby, we can get through this." I hugged him and I rubbed his back which was still shaking from that cry.
"I'm sorry if you're too loud to talk, you might be surprised."
I held back my tears while continuing to say that we would be able to get through this with a tinge of happiness.
In fact, I am also a human who sometimes despair and fear as feared by mina.
I just want the safety of both of them. I really can't imagine my life without them.
Every day I watched how the mina was getting weaker and worse.
I am as strong and capable as I can take care of her with all my feelings. I really want mina to not feel the lack of affection from me even I did not fall asleep at night because I was afraid something happened to mina.
And the last way is to leave everything to the Almighty by thinking positively that everything will be fine and that there is no right to worry about.
Mina is a great woman and I'm sure she can survive.
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