Pelita Hati Bunda
Mika's Regret

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It felt so happy after so many days of not being able to meet Muka and now being able to see her. Not just looking, but meeting and talking.

It felt so good that I could not stop smiling and laughing. Yeah! Almost the same as the new lunatic for continuing to laugh, but this is me this time after seeing Mika come.

I hugged her so many times that I was so sure that Mika must be very deep and bored even though she was smiling happily at first after being in front of me.

"Nayla, pelein," he grumbled in a very annoyed voice. Not only was his voice coming out but his body was also moving to get rid of me from him but which still felt very reluctant to stay away, I still missed him a lot.

"Jeez, Nay. Lepasin," back Mika asked me to release her but this time she just quietly resigned but very much hope I will release her from my embrace.

"I miss you so much, Mika," I replied, finally releasing Mika as well and making herself breathe a sigh of relief.

Though I myself who can not meet him but I also miss my best friend very much but clearly Mika also misses me very much even though now He looks very upset because of my actions.

"Finally, I can meet you again, Mik. I'm so lost to you, "so I miss him my hand didn't let go of Mika's hand and kept holding her tight and didn't want her to leave.

"But realize that you miss, where have you been to the extent that you forget me. Do I no longer need you, do I you forget?"

Mika's voice sounded very upset and even very angry because I who had not seen her for a long time also did not inform her even though only through a mobile phone, but it was not because of my wishes? It was all because of Devan.

Mika's face looks very irritated. Many times I pulled his face trying to dodge and turn away.

"Mika," my voice sounded spoiled whining like a child, just like Ara who was wanting something.

Mika was surprised because of my change like this. His eyes turned towards me also glared but it was not long because after seeing my face he turned his eyes again.

"Don't hold it, Nay. I'm mad at you."

The reprimand from Mika still I ignored and kept doing what I wanted, I just wanted to be able to get close to Mika again without any irritation like this. It's not all because of me, is it?

Not anything Mika already looks upset like this how about until Mika knows that I and Devan mas are married even I already carry her child. Hem, Mika will definitely rampage later.

"I'm sorry, please.." I nudged my own ear in front of Mika for whatever reason Mika should still forgive me.

"No! I won't forgive you." Mika turned her face away again as if she really didn't want to forgive me.

Although like that I did not give up let alone despair, I still repeated what had become my tekat_. I should still get an apology from him.

"Mika, please, I'm sorry."

"Well, now tell me why you're still here. This is Devan's house, Nay. Not your home. You can't stay on one roof like this."

Now Mika just wanted to face me, looking at me with a gaze that really begged me to explain.

"What if something happens to you, what if Mr. Devan does something bad to you, come on, Nay. You should be able to get out of here and should be able to get back to your house."

Obviously Mika would say something like this to me because she doesn't know why I'm staying, if she knows for sure she'll never let me out of this house.

I also actually want to explain directly from earlier but how to explain it? Mika was angry with me.

"Do not let anyone say that you are a real woman because you live in a room with people in this house who are nobody to you."

Mika knows what is best for me and will always be like that, she is my best friend and I am proud of her and will always be like this.

"Mik, I've been married to Mr. Devan," I lowered my head, said softly and interrupted Mika who wanted to speak again.

I glanced for a moment and saw Mika who was very surprised, her eyes seemed to be wide-spherical with lips that were instantly gaping in silence.

"Yes, I'm married to him, how could I go."

"Why, did he force you, did he hurt you, did you guys marry into a mutually beneficial agreement, was this just a contract marriage or a series marriage?!"

There is a sense of annoyance but also a sense of worry. Mika is very worried about me.

"No, Mika. It's a lawful marriage in the eyes of religion as well as the law, I've married her properly. It's not just a contract marriage or a series marriage it's really a marriage!"

"No no! You must be lying. I don't believe you, Mr. Devan would just use you. Now you finish all your stuff and we're out of here. I'll help you clean up."

Mika immediately moved with excitement and pulled my hand to immediately do what she wanted.

"No, Mika. I really married him. In fact... I'm pregnant, "I hold her hand so I can't pull my hand.

For a moment Mika was silent after hearing I was pregnant, not how long she turned her head to do back sitting in the place that was. His eyes were getting glaring, was he really so angry with me because I didn't tell him all this?

"Pregnant? You_you're pregnant?" his face really hinted at a huge shock.

I nodded slowly, may he believe it now.

"Yes, I'm pregnant and this is Mr. Devan's son."

"You're really married to him? It's not all a lie, is it, Nay?"

As usual it will not be easy to make Mika believe, before she knows the truth how Mika will be silent and this is the truth. The truth that I am also Devan is really married and has become a small family.

"When? Why didn't you tell me? Don't you think of me as your best friend anymore?" this is what he would say.

I shook my head, not my desire to shut up and not tell Mika everything.

"It's all because of Mr. Devan, not my will. Even now my phone is still with him."

"I asked and you have to answer honestly, are you happy with this marriage? Or is this just a one-sided forced marriage and you're never happy?"

"No, Mika. I am happy with this marriage. Never mind, don't talk about what's important now that you know I asked you to come here because I miss you so much, not telling you to be a reporter."

I hugged Mika again and I here she returned my embrace.

"Well, I'll be happy if you're happy Nay. May this be your last marriage, I will always pray for your kindness even though I am still very upset with you."

"Sorry," I once again apologized to him and he finally smiled.

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