Pelita Hati Bunda
Want to always be together

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It's just the awkwardness that continues to be a friend to me when I'm in Mr. Devan's room right now. As soon as he worried about me to the point that he brought his work to the room just for the sake of continuing to accompany me.

The eyes occasionally see it and it looks that Mr. Devan continues to focus on some files in front of also there is a silver laptop that continues to light and also his hand that continues to dance on it.

That man, that man who made me calm, made me feel very comfortable and also made me smile several times even with his annoying manner.

But now? My smile that has not returned to attend keeps him waiting and he keeps it for me to feel comfortable and lost fear even trauma that exists.

Am I so sadistic or cruel if I can't accept it?

Should I trust him? I trust a man I have not known for a long time.

Is it long and does not know each other can be a guarantee to survive?

If only a relationship that knows the old can last why it did not happen to me and also the Aditya mas, less long especially when I have known for three years. And it turns out that in three years it has not been able to promise a relationship to survive.

But, is it with Mr Devan who just a few days will be able to make me and him can last a long time in the relationship?

Trauma is clearly there, a woman will definitely feel the same thing after just once having experienced the name of divorce.

A woman will be more careful and sometimes it will be very difficult to be able to believe again, for example I.

But, is Mr Devan really like that? I guess not! If he's like that once he touches me then he'll leave me. But these? She was looking for me when I left her.

"Emm," the throat that felt so dry made me move to grab a drink that was on the nightstand. Not far away just next to the bed but still need to sit.

"Nay, what are you doing!?" The file in hand was placed directly and Mr. Devan immediately ran to approach, he also immediately sat on the edge of the bed next to me.

His hand prevented me from sitting down and picking up the glass. It seems that I will not be able to get permission from him to move especially after hearing the explanation from doctor Wilona that requires me to continue to rest because my current womb is really very weak.

"What do you want, just tell me" he said.

"Sa_me, I just want to grab a drink, sir."

"Whatever you want to do tell me. What you want to eat or drink ask me too. Remember Wilona, Nay."

Mr. Devan's hand immediately grabbed the glass on the nightstand shifted his seat and approached.

Slowly his hands helped me to sit down and also helped me to drink. I'm really like a queen here, not just servants who serve me, but Mr. Devan, too.

"Te_thank you," I said nervously.

Really, it felt really awkward from before. It felt like I wanted to talk at length to say anything but it turned out that there was nothing coming out of my lips.

My eyes stared unblinkingly at Mr. Devan's face as his hands lifted and dried my wet lips from the remnants of drinking water.

"Rest so that your condition will improve again" he said.

His face and eyes kept on his face.

If only Mr. Devan_ who was with me and became the only man in my heart, I would be very happy. But it is my destiny to get to know men like Aditya and now get to know Mr. Devan and be with him.

If Aditya did not do everything to me a bad thing I would not have worked in the company of Gudia and would not have known Mr. Devan.

"Ta_but my back hurts if sleep continues," obviously I will feel the back pain because from earlier also sleeping continuously not allowed to move at all let alone get out of bed by Mr. Devan. He was so considerate, but it felt quite exhausting.

Not only that, but deliberately Mr. Devan did not invite Ara into this room so that I could sleep and rest more soundly he said. Ahh, it's so boring.

"Keep what?" long breath out of Mr. Devan, will he allow me to move and just walk now? I hope that.

"I want to get out, da_from here I'm very bored," I hope you get permission.

"But, Nay... Hem.. Yes indeed. But I have to be afraid that later you will run or jump," sounds resigned now he said.

"What a kid I am," began to sensi nih same Mr. Devan. I hope the talk isn't getting more reckless anymore. I exploded my head.

"But, I'll get you a wheelchair" Devan quickly moved.

While my eyes were wide, of course, "wheel chair?" some lines are on the forehead due to frowning. Hadeuhwas.

Can't get an answer from Mr. Devan but he's been walking and out of the room. Not long after he went back in and properly pushed the black-colored wheelchair.

Now I take a long breath. Why use a wheelchair? Though I walk can you actually but Mr Devan? This is so overrated.

"In a moment, let me help you," hurriedly, Mr. Devan stopped his chair and moved closer to me.

"Eh, what do you want! Don't fuck around!" obviously I was suspicious because Mr. Devan was approaching and swiping both palms up and down like a cold person.

My eyes were back in the sound too very loud, I was easily suspicious of this Mr. Devan. He likes doing really shitty things.

"Hem, what am I going to do?" Mr. Devan asked, how do I know?

"Gee!" screeched me because Mr. Devan suddenly picked me up.

"You think what I can do, I just want to lift you up and help you sit here" Mr. Devan slowly dropped me off again but changed places in a wheelchair.

Shame instantly appeared, how not! I was thinking shit about him.

The face that had been flushed and also lowered his head only made him smile with a hand that had already pushed the wheelchair slowly and brought out the room.

"We can get out, but only for a little while. I don't want you to be exhausted" he said.

"Hem.., sir. If I sleep with Ara later, right?" I don't want to just sleep in Mr. Devan's room, it feels so inappropriate.

"Hem...? Can't do. You should stay asleep in my room from now on and forever. I would probably let the mother of my children sleep in an uncomfortable place. Moreover, I can't accompany, no!" said it.

I knew this was gonna happen. Mr. Devan will not be able to accept this very small request of mine.

"Ta_but, Sir. Ki_we, right...?"

"Not to worry, we're getting married tomorrow."

"Well!" my eyes widened but did not dare to look at him, "me_married?"

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