Pelita Hati Bunda
Believe

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Seeing Mas Devan's face right now is so very suspicious in my opinion. He speaks a thousand languages but smiles at me occasionally. I'm pretty sure he's hiding something.

He wanted to tell but it seemed like he was very doubtful. I was wondering what he was hiding from me.

Looking at the sleeping Ara I stepped up and approached her who was sitting and looked very tired on the sofa. His back rests with both hands that become a pillow for his head.

"Mas, what's up, is there a problem?" my many. I sat next to him, facing and touching his thigh.

He looks really tired, but I'm not sure if he's quiet just because he's tired. There's something he's hiding and I really believe in it.

"Nothing, I'm just tired. No need to worry, a short rest will also recover again," Mas Devan smiled, his other hand was pulled and he used to touch my chin, even to stroke my cheek very gently. He's getting more and more convinced that he has a problem.

"Then Mas Devan cleans up first and then rests, let me take care of Ara. Or maybe you just want to go home and rest at home to be more comfortable?"

I feel so guilty, Mas Devan wouldn't be exhausted if there wasn't me too Ara.

"Why you?" ask Mas Devan. Maybe my face looks something else can be seen by him. Not only that, but Mas Devan also immediately stopped me by grabbing a hand when I wanted to move on.

I'm okay, just feeling guilty anyway.

"It's okay" answered me who sat back down and looked at him with a smile that seemed forced.

"Lying, there can't be nothing but you're like this. Just tell me what's going on, don't cover anything from me."

Mas Devan who was originally sitting with leaning this time he sat up straight and directly faced towards me. His eyes looked so seriously, looking at the entire face without blinking at all.

I who was unable to say anything in my mind immediately rushed to embrace Mas Devan very tightly. This was all I could do because I said a word as if there was no strength for it.

I sensed that Mas Devan looked surprised for a moment, his hand also floated in the air and could not reply yet but it was not long since he returned my embrace tightly.

As if knowing what I have felt Mas Devan chose silence, and let this position not be so long.

"Don't be afraid, there's me who will always be with you" he said.

I'm sure Mas Devan thinks that I'm like this because of Ara's circumstances, but not entirely because I also feel like a person who can't do anything, and it can only be troublesome for others, yes it is Devan mas Devan Devan Devan.

"I'm sorry, Mom. I haven't been able to reply to anything Mas's done for me as well as Ara."

those words appeared while I was still hugging Mas Devan. And only that word that is able to come out the rest can only be damned in the heart.

"Ssttt.., no, don't think that strange you're not wrong at all, this has all been my choice, I just want to make you happy too Ara."

Really got the perfect guy I am now.

'Thank you God, ' my inner self.

The arrival of Andri to the hospital and also he who spoke with mas Devan secretly certainly made me very curious, actually what they were talking about. Is there something Mas Devan is hiding from me?

The two of them spoke so lyrically and moved away from me, even in them coming out of the room and talking outside. While I was inside with Mika who also came to the hospital to visit Ara.

"Mika, you know there is actually a problem what has now been faced by Mas Devan? Lately he's been so weird, even when he talks to Andri he always stays away, you know what the problem is?"

"I don't know, Nay. But if you look around it seems like there is a serious problem that is being faced deh, try later I ask Andri who knows she wants to tell me."

"Yes, I'm really curious about the problem" I said.

Just keep looking at the door but the two of them have not gone inside yet, it seems like the problem is indeed very heavy otherwise there is no way Mas Devan has been outside for so long.

'What are they talking about, why so long?' my inner.

Mika who was looking directly touched my shoulder and made ami turn her head towards him.

"Have, don't think too much. If there is a problem, Mr. Devan will be able to overcome everything. He didn't tell you because he was sure he could handle it himself, if he had to, he would have told you everything."

Bener said by Mika at this time, if it was an important thing for sure he would tell me but maybe now is not the time.

I nodded to confirm what my best friend said, Mas Devan has done everything for me and I have to believe it. Before long I convinced myself to believe with all that Mas Devan might hide the door slowly opened and Mas Devan also Andri entered, They look mediocre and seem to hide nothing from me even Mas Devan who walks in front of Andri he smiles at me.

"Why, is there a problem?" Mas Devan felt very curious to see my face so seriously looking at him, I quickly shook my head.

"No" I answered.

Mas Devan nodded slowly and continued to step up to stand in front of me. It seems like Mas Devan is trying to believe me.

"Nay, I'm going home first huh? Tomorrow I'll come again" said Mika.

"Hem, thank you for coming to see Ara. He's very happy with your arrival."

Mika nodded, she took the time to kiss Ara first before she actually left, while Ara herself she was sleeping.

"I'm saying goodbye," Mika actually passed by accompanied Andri. Previously Andri also said goodbye to me as well Mas Devan.

Andri and Mika are actually very suitable. I don't know, it's their business. If it's not going to go where, right?

After the departure of the two of them, Mas Devan immediately approached touching my hand as he sat on the bench in front of me that Mika was sitting on earlier.

"Everything's okay, right?" mas Devan asked and I replied with a nod.

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Seriate....