Pelita Hati Bunda
A great love

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Until the hospital Ara was not able to open her eyes, her eyes kept closed and not open at all even though I or Mas Devan kept calling and trying to wake her up.

The more panic, the more worry is also very afraid. Although it has been handled by the doctor but the fear is getting bigger after we can not enter when Ara is brought inside to be examined.

Tears can not be held anymore, continue to slide rapidly in the deck of Mas Devan who continues to accompany. She who was supposed to go to the office became restrained now in the hospital to accompany me, accompanying to wait for Ara who was somehow in her condition.

We don't know how it really is, we're not medics who know everything.

Inside sedu Mas Devan continued to calm down, stroking his back by continuing to hug me who was so scared. Why does it have to be like this?

Just now we were smiling, laughing together and now it's all gone.

"Mas, Nay's scared," I said. The more I hid the face in his arms, hugged tightly and didn't want to let go. It's very comfortable and makes me feel not alone.

"Ssttt.., don't be afraid, there is Mas here. Ara will definitely be fine," Mas Devan continued to comfort me.

"We wait there," Mas Devan led immediately, leading me to the bench and we sat there waiting for the doctor to come out and explain all of Ara's circumstances.

Our morning spirit was gone, obviously it was gone. Ara like strength, my life, if Ara why-not clearly the body loses its spirit.

Shortly after we sat down, the doctor came out and I hurriedly moved and approached him. Mas Devan also immediately followed by slightly holding me back from rushing, surely he was very worried about my condition which was also pregnant.

"So, how's my son doing?" Can't wait to find out how Ara is doing now. I was very curious and hoped that Ara would be fine.

"Mom, your child's condition is getting worse, he should stay in the hospital to continue to get more intensive care. At home indeed you and your family will certainly take care of him, but he also needs drugs that must continue to be given."

"Good, Doc. We accept any advice you give. Most importantly, our son will recover soon."

I turned towards Mas Devan, he looked so sure to say that. But, I'm afraid, Mas Devan will definitely be very exhausted.

He has to take care of us, he also has to take care of the company and everything. How come?

But I was also very afraid that if I didn't follow the doctor's advice, Ara's situation would get worse and I was afraid that something would happen someday.

"Mas, are you sure?" many ensure. In any case I should also pay attention to Mas Devan's health.

"Mas sure, all this is also for Ara right? Ara has to heal fast, right?"

What can I say to all of Mas Devan's treatment of us. What can I do to be able to repay all his care and affection for us. I haven't been able to and probably won't be able to pay it back.

I love another man so much, but I get no love from him, for God does not sleep, and He gives greater love to you than men, and that's what I got from Mas Devan.

With what can I repay all this, is it enough to repay him with love?

I don't have abundant treasures, I don't have any fancy things that I can give to him, and with what can I retaliate?

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Again I had to cry because I saw Ara who was sick and lying in a hospital bed with some tools attached to some parts of her body.

This is the sadness of a real mother, when she sees her beloved child lying helplessly, kept silent with a pale face let alone unconscious. Which mother's heart wouldn't feel sliced at the sight of all this.

I walked in not only alone because there was Mas Devan who always accompanied me until noon, even he did not intend to leave us to go to the office. Mas Devan prefers to give all his work to Mas Andri his assistant and also Mika.

Fortunately, Mas Devan has a person who can be fully trusted to take care of all his work, if not ask what will happen to his work or to me and Ara.

"Nay, you have to be strong. If you are sad like this how will you be able to comfort Ara to be able to keep smiling. I know it's very hard, but Ara doesn't want to see you like this" said Mas Devan.

It's true what he said. Ara did not need my cry of sorrow, but she needed a smile of my strength that could make her strong in going through all of this.

It's very difficult, but it has to be done.

I wiped my tears violently. Seeing my way like this, Mas Devan caught my hand and stopped it. Mas Devan took over using with his hand that too very gently.

"Mas, what about your job?" I also worry about the state of the company. If Mas Devan were here to accompany how his work would be completed.

His hands were still moving to dry my tears, his own eyes kept seeing the movements of his hands and seeing my face that still had to be dried.

"We focus on Ara's recovery. I've also asked papa to occasionally come to the company to replace me for a while. So you don't have to worry" he said again.

It calmed me down after hearing the words, but I still felt bad.

If Mas Devan did not know me and did not marry me then he would not have lived this kind of life. Isn't this all my fault?

"Mas, are you sorry?" my many. Mas Devan frowned, maybe he was very confused by the regretful word I said just now.

"For?" and Mas Devan really asked what might make him regret.

"Because of marrying me, if you don't marry me, you wouldn't be like this. Mas won't be tired, won't lose much time just to keep me company, Mas also won't lose much money for our needs as well now Ara's clear needs are not small. Is Mas not sorry for this?"

Mas Devan looked puzzled to answer, his black netra continued to observe my entire face as if sweeping clean at all points of his incineration.

His hands were raised, flanking his face and bringing it towards him. His gaze was so great for sincerity, there was not the slightest regret that I could see.

"In love there will be no words of regret, Nay. I not only chose you as my wife because you were pregnant with my child, but I love you too."

"I love you more than I have, let alone possessions, any life I would give in the name of love" he said, looking earnest.

"Didn't you believe it? Then what do I have to prove?"

"Maybe yesterday I couldn't love you yet, but now? I really love you, Nay. Very, "Mas Devan is so stressed.

"Not just you, and the child in your womb_. But also Ara, all of you are my life."

Unable to speak any more of me, hearing all his words made me feel so happy to have such great love.

His love is not only in his words, but he first proved by his actions. What else should I doubt.

"I love you, Nay" he said.

I am no longer able to withstand the great turmoil that is in my heart. My tears broke again because of Mas Devan's heart for me.

"I love you, Mas. I love you so much" I said the same thing. I love him very much now too.

Not because of the treasure that made me fall in love, but all about it, the attention and also the sincere affection made that love also present in my heart.

My body slumped into his arms, I hugged so tightly that I also got the same reply, a hug tighter than him.

"I love you, Mas. I love you," I repeated those words again, as if to make Mas Devan truly believe. I'm pretty sure he believes it too, don't you think?

"I love you too, Nay. You are my life, and it will be like that forever." Devan convinced me more.

"Mother, Dad," call Ara.

I quickly let go of Mas Devan's embrace, turned to look at him and it turned out that Ara was awake.

"Darling," I quickly approached him, as did Mas Devan.

"What are you doing again?" he asked, maybe Ara was confused to see me as well Mas Devan who was hugging by crying haru.

"Hem, no, we are no longer doing anything" replied Mas Devan.

"We are waiting for Ara here" added Mas Devan again, I just nodded to justify his words.

Not only did Mas Devan have to try to convince Ara, but I did too. We should be able to do it together, right?

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Seriate....