Pelita Hati Bunda
Devan's remorse

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From the beginning up until going down I kept silent never responding to all the words of Mr. Devan, while Mr. Devan he kept talking asking this but none of it I answered. I saw him look upset and exhaled many times for trying to be patient but still I didn't care.

"God, I'm really like a crazy person who keeps talking to himself. Like I'm just talking to a living statue. It's so annoying that you're Nay."

Still I don't care if he'll curse or get angry at me it's up to him. I was so lazy to respond to him who always pretentiously wanted to know all about me and my whole life journey, let alone about Ara he was very curious but stupid.

Although he continued to say an expression of annoyance but in fact Mr. Devan drove me home. I he's gonna drop me off on the street 'cause he threatened me if I didn't talk, but he's not that nice.

"I wasn't told to come in, Nay?" Said Mr. Devan who hoped I'd invite him to come by the house.

"Sorry, Sir. It's been a better night for you to come home because I don't want anyone to think negatively about me. Moreover, these hours are not appropriate first, right?" I said.

I showed a smile but was forced and it was only for a moment and it obviously made Mr. Devan even more upset. Her face was so cute but still not I felt pity and changed my decision.

"You kicked me out, Nay?" Maybe Mr. Devan can't figure out what I'm doing but this is the best. I have to take good care of myself because I don't know what the people around me are like. Be careful, sometimes it is doubtful, especially not?

"I don't intend to expel the father but I just remind." I went back to grimacing briefly and rushed out of the car.

"Hem, just this time there was a woman who wasn't interested in me even she kicked me out."

"Nay, is it really not okay for me to come in?" Mr. Devan is still begging.

But for whatever reason he wanted to enter. It was so late, even everything was quiet. If Mr. Devan can enter in grebek one of my villages.

"At least drink first, Nay?" his face was so clear.

"Thank you, Mr. Devan, for having fun today. Thank you for your happiness today. And thank you for bringing us home safely."

"Good night, Mr. Devan. Have a good night, my father" I said.

"Ish, you're this. Yes, yes, I'm home. Remember yes, tomorrow must leave early until it is too late the sentence will be worse," he threatened.

"Hopefully, Sir. Once again good night. Have a nice day, Dad" I said.

Though all the words I said were solely to speed Mr. Devan away from here. I'm getting scared of people who will think negatively about me.

I don't want anyone to say that I always bring men home isn't that going to be very dangerous right?

I entered with Ara holding no longer see Mr. Devan's car that was still there. I don't know what he thinks of me. I'm sure those negative thoughts must be floating around in his head.

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Gratitude is so great in my heart because Mas Aditya did not see Ara so instead Ara did not see Aditya's time if one of them saw for sure they would recognize each other.

I can hide Ara from Mas Aditya at this time but how tomorrow, the day after tomorrow or at any time. I will never be able to hide Ara from Mas Aditya but I hope that after the Aditya mas knows he will still behave the same as he is today and let me stay with Ara and be happy.

The night was getting late but I couldn't sleep at all imagining the days after this. Facing Mas Aditya who could have met at any time also faced Mr. Devan who always sought attention.

Not Aditya mas, not Mr. Devan nor any man. For now I don't want to be close to men, let alone have a special relationship I didn't think to that extent for now.

I rubbed Ara's forehead so gently I decided to sleep with her tonight I felt so longed for warmth when I hugged Ara.

"Dad om, Ara dear father om. Father om will not leave Ara and Mother right?"

I sat down and stopped my hand on Ara's forehead and looked at her. Why did Ara get all the way to Mr. Devan so he was so afraid that Mr. Devan would leave him.

It turned out that Ara was only delirious that she was still sleeping because her eyes were still closed.

It was sad to see Ara like this. He was so close to Mr. Devan even if only in a very short time.

"I'm sorry, Mom, son. Mother cannot make father come back to us. But you will never try for that either. It would be better if we lived without a father."

I kissed her forehead and went back to breaking my body and also hugged her back.

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Author POV...

So upset Devan after arriving home. He really could not believe that any woman would dare to throw him out.

Distracted? Yep! Devan is deeply disturbed by Nayla's cold behavior bin is indifferent to her.

He was just his subordinate, daring once he behaved like that to his boss. He refused and kicked her out.

"You're really outrageous, Nay," he said. His feet continued to step up the stairs in his luxurious white house.

Such a luxurious and very big house. A house like a palace so magnificent.

No family lived there because it was not the main house, it was just Devan's house.

Only a few guards and a few domestic assistants lived in the house. There is no hostess because Devan has not been able to bring and make one of the women in this world to be a mistress.

Either because of the powerful prayers of his friends that make Devan still continue to hang like this or maybe because it is his destiny that is not as beautiful as his face that is so charming.

"Sir, do you need anything?" One of the house assistants greeted him when he met him.

"No, I don't need anything. You girls are the same. Sweet because it wants to."

The house assistant gawked, the women? What is this why the house assistant who does not know anything so get angry too?

'Sir Devan why, is he okay?' his inner.

"Go away_lah, and do not approach me again. I'm sick of seeing you guys!" cursed again.

The more inexhaustible the housekeeper thought, the more unreasonable his boss' words all got to be angry at them not knowing anything.

Brakk...

So strong Devan closed the door to his room and it certainly made the household assistants aghast in shock.

Devan is really careless himself because Nayla has behaved inappropriately what she wants.

"Just wait for Nay, I'll make the calculations for you tomorrow. It's good that you're just messing around. What do you think I am? The driver?!"

Devan kept pacing around in his room, he was really carried away by anger. He's not willing.

Bruck...

Devan dropped his own body on the super-large bed. Both of his hands were stretched out with eyes looking at the ceiling.

"So she's a girl. Beautiful no, interesting no, haughty yes. Arrogant yes. There's really nothing good about him."

Just as Devan took out all the criticism he had in his heart for Nayla, he was really very upset right now.

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