Pelita Hati Bunda
Morning rush

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First morning of school. It feels very happy but also start busy with this that must be prepared. There is Sus Neni who helps but it feels so if the mother who will be in the school for the first time.

Worry, anxiety and also have to ensure neatness and everything. No one can be missed, either.

Books already, stationery already, uniform accessories already and all are also even likes Ara whose hair in the pigtail two also I myself do.

Not only that, but also got up early to prepare breakfast as well as supplies for Ara also mas Devan. I try them both do not eat outside food especially to buy food and snacks carelessly.

If Mas Devan is big he will definitely be obedient and can choose which food is good, but if Ara? He could not tell whether the food was good or not. I don't know, either.

After everything was done I took Ara out of the room, I led her to reach the dining room and it turns out that there was already mas Devan there.

"Dad, look! Ara is pretty, right?" his babble who was so very happy, trying to show his appearance with his new uniform and also the bag that was already on his back.

Mas Devan turned his head directly, he smiled but did not look strange. I frowned at him, is there a problem?

"Mas, what's wrong?" I led Ara to sit on the same bench as yesterday and then I moved and wanted to sit on the spot yesterday as well.

"Astaghfirullah, Mas!" I immediately turned to Ara because I saw how Devan was looking now. All the buttons on his shirt have not been put up and still look messy.

"Ara, close your eyes, baby!" lintaku and Ara immediately ran without comment again.

I sat in the same chair and I forced Devan to face me.

"Emang can not be installed in what room, Mas. How about Ara?" it's my omes that looks like I'm going to friday today.

"You anyway, Ara's mentang-about school alu also not observed. I also want Ara."

His voice sounded sulky and also looked at the face like an angry child. Sometimes his lips are manyun, sometimes his cheeks are bulging.

"Not funny, Mom. Ara can't wear it yet, if you're already big," I kept busy until I managed to put all the buttons even put a tie that just put it on the table. It's like a kid like Devan.

"What is big, is small."

Mas Devan advanced his face and placed it right next to the ear, I don't know what he wanted to whisper.

"Even junior is a child. Maybe I'll go home to a big new job."

Astaghfirullah, let me say again kemes*man my husband.

The hand reflex that allowed his tie to instantly pinch his stomach until he grimaced with the pain. It feels cobbled too long if it is so.

"Aw! it hurts, Nay." Devan's hand was also reflexively holding his own stomach which had either changed color or not after getting a hard enough pinch from me.

"Dad! Dad's okay, right? Mother is not naughty, right?"

Instantly we turned around at the same time and saw Ara who was still loyal covering her face and eyes using both palms.

"I_ini.." I shut the fuck up before Devan said anything to Ara. Hopefully, Ara's brain will not be contaminated with the expressions of mas Devan who always makes this upset.

Yes, even though Devan always tells me only and makes sure Ara does not listen, but it must also be careful.

"No, my dear. Mother is not naughty. Now Ara can open her eyes and eat right away."

"Can you really?" Ara still made sure.

"Yes dear." the softer I said it, but not with Mas Devan, before Ara opened my eyes I gave her a sharp look so she wouldn't say anything.

Not shriveled because of fear but Devan mas even grinned and looked very happy. Do I look funny?

"Thank you, darling," the more mischievous Devan is, even he deliberately blinked his eyes.

"Dad, his eyes were flickering, huh, how is that?" turns out Ara saw what Devan was doing.

"Yes, I got dust. The dust of love, hehehe," back he whines.

"What shape does it look like, Dad?" obviously Ara will not stop asking questions because she belongs to children who like to know. If the slang is mah kepo, but the children's shoes are very different because he will look adorable.

"Hem, how do you explain it. Wait a big Ara will know."

"Ara dear, yok at eating breakfast later at school," said I because I did not want to until they even chatted for a long time.

"Yes, Mommy." Ara immediately ate the breakfast that I had prepared as well as Devan mas who did the same.

Breakfast went very well until it was finished.

It feels very sad that soon it will be quiet home after I return to deliver Ara to school. Mas Devan to the office, Ara to school and I would just be alone at home would definitely be very bored.

Although there was a driver provided but for today we both delivered Ara. Said Mas Devan after delivering Ara he'd take me home first.

"Ara, this stuff don't forget to eat yes. And this is for you Mas, you mustn't forget to eat."

"Yes, Mother." Answer them both at the same time. Very compact anyway.

We really left and like yesterday Ara was sitting in the back.

"Mas, I miss Mika. I can come to the office yes," I miss my best friend very much, have not seen each other for a long time and not even exchanged news because my phone was confiscated by mas Devan.

"No need to come to the office, let Mika go home."

Was surprised because Devan allowed Mika to come home, but how was yesterday? Just asking me to invite you to the wedding is not allowed.

"Why, don't you want Mika to come home?"

"It's not like that mas, ta_but just yesterday...?

" Yes yesterday, and now yes." Answer so casually.

Is it true that yesterday let be the problem yesterday and what now?

"Can't I just go to the office?" I still wish I could go to the office, not that I want everyone to know about our relationship but I miss my workplace for so many years.

"No need, honey. I don't want you to be soaked."

"Kecapean or mas does not want everyone to know our true relationship?"

Degs...

I said it myself but my own heart is beating hard. How could I have such a mind.

"Hem, it's not like that, honey. I just really don't want to until you're sapped. For this time you do not move much first, if you have gone through the first trimester you can go to the office, okay. And at that time I'll announce our relationship to everyone."

"I_iya mas," I looked down. I feel sorry for saying something like that. Why sometimes I can't always control my speech anyway!

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