Pelita Hati Bunda
Dad's Going Home, isn't he?

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All the way I just kept quiet and said nothing to Mika. Fortunately I was not fired by Mr. Devan if only fired maybe I will cry this time.

Do not know where to look for a job again if today lost a job and do not know how to meet our needs. But thank God, I did not lose my job just I want to be angry because Mr. Devan slightly demeaned me and thought I was a bad woman.

He thought I faked my identity because I wanted to tempt the superiors even I wanted to be angry too, even I was angry when I said that Ara could come because of an affair from one of my superiors.

I want to be angry but I still need a job. I want to explain how my life really is but will Mr. Devan believe it? I guess not!

Men like him can only demean others, judge others without knowing the truth. Hopefully tomorrow Mr. Devan won't cause any problems.

"Nay, you why the hell, than just keep quiet. Are you sick?" finally Mika opened her voice maybe she could not bear to see me who kept quiet like now.

I was still silent as well because I was still very upset with Mr. Devan, it could be that he who is a superior demeans his subordinates like that. I did realize I was not a perfect person and obviously there were still many sins but there was no way I would do that.

I still know the limits and I don't want to be a cheap woman just because I want to make ends meet.

"No, I just feel so tired. Hurry up a little Mik, I miss Ara so much" I said.

As usual, I just took Mika home. Your house is not close but Mika's house passes through my house so let's all right, the same calculate the cost of money.

"Tell me first why, how can I be quick if you just shut up not saying anything like this but his face is not very nice. Hurry up and say," Mika always urged him to be like that.

He really was already like a brother already like a big brother to me who would always nag and would always comment on the little things at once. But I'm so happy to have him as a brotherly friend.

"Mik, I'm now lazy to work. Mr. Devan is absolutely outrageous," I said so lethargic, it's who will be the spirit of work if the boss does not fit like Mr. Devan.

"Why, is it because of Mr. Devan?" mika's words are really right, I was lazy because of him. If only Abraham were my boss, maybe I would always be excited, but this?

I did not answer I was still too lazy to talk but even with that Mika already understood what happened.

"It's Nay, don't you think too deeply just because of such a boss. You have to remember Ara, she really needs everything and she's going to school soon, right?" Mika started advising me.

It is true what is said by Mika but the name of the mood will sometimes change if around us does not match what is expected.

"Just ignore Mr. Devan if he is throwing a tantrum, or talking that is not in accordance with the reality you are experiencing. Indeed, everyone will not be able to understand and understand what happens to us because they only care about themselves. So, you should also like that ignore all those who don't consider you or demean you for your sake for Ara."

Mika's words are true I only need to care about myself and also my little angel who so desperately needs me needs my struggle to get the rupiah coffers to meet our needs and clear for needs Ara is going to school soon.

"You really, thank you Mik," my heart was relieved after hearing Mika's explanation.

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Instantly I ran into the house when I heard the sound of Ara crying. I was always worried and scared if Ara cried. I don't know why she was crying this time.

Not only did I run but Mika also came running after me because she was also very curious about what really happened to Ara.

I immediately approached Ara who was being hugged by Mbok Darmi in her room and kept trying to be calm, but Ara was getting louder and louder I was sure there was something that made her become like that.

Ara is not a whiny child she is always cheerful when in front of me but somehow when I go to work hopefully not.

"Darling, why are you crying?" I immediately switched to taking the position of Mbok Darmi hugging him, hoping that in that way Ara would be silent and would also tell him everything he experienced during my time away.

After my sudden arrival Ara just kept quiet from crying even though she was still as unwilling

His hand also instantly wiped his tears, he smiled as if hiding the sorrow he felt.

I'm so curious what's going on and what she wants to hide from me." Ara baby, now tell Mother the same story what happened to you and why are you crying?" I asked so gently, I was afraid that it would hurt her more.

"It's okay Mother, Ara was just a nightmare" she said with her tiny lips.

Is that really what happened to him? Should I believe it or not?

"What kind of dream is Ara?" I was still very curious and hoped that Ara would tell me everything even if it was just a dream.

"Mother, Ara actually has a father, right Mommy?" his voice was so timid, it held a curious question mark and also his eyes hinted he was so begging about honesty.

"Hey, didn't Mommy already say that Ara has a father

Ara's father is working if father's money is a lot of father's money will surely come home. Soon Ara will also have to go to school so I have to work harder to get Ara to school."

It hurts so much to have to go back to lying, giving false hope that will never be real. Dreams are only dreams that can never be achieved even though they are still so expecting.

"Dad really going home, right Mommy?" his voice was cutting my heart. I wanted these tears to fall but I tried to hold back because I didn't want to make Ara sad.

'O Lord, forgive me for always giving my son empty hope. Give him perfection in life even though he cannot get it from his father. Let me be both a mother and a father to you. Strengthen me, ' my heart is so sad with hope that it may come true.

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