Pelita Hati Bunda
It'sit's okay

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It was great to see Ara smiling as usual. Although there are still hospital tools attached but he can still smile, can even play with me.

Either because of fear or indeed want to hide Ara did not tell at all how she and Aditya met and what they both had gone through.

I also feel Ara and Aditya mas not only once this met but it's been several times there is no way Ara will want to just like that after that time alone she was scared to see Aditya mas.

Unfortunately I was also afraid to ask, I was afraid that Ara would ask Aditya and want to meet him.

This little boy, he doesn't know what's really going on between us, he just feels that he's happy to be able to meet his real father and get through time with him.

Everything that happened was not Ara's fault, he was innocent and to blame was Aditya's selfish mass.

I couldn't see her sincerity and earnestness in approaching Ara, there was something big that she was aiming for but she used Ara as her stepping stone. How outrageous.

"Mother, Ara was bored in the hospital smelling bad, Ara wanted to go home," she suddenly whined to go home after she joked with me.

His face looked so clear and so uninspired, he really wanted to be able to go home like that.

If asked to choose mother also does not want to be here, son. But how else, there are still some tests that have not been completed and must be waited.

"Later on, darling. We ask the doctor first. If the doctor says it's okay then Ara will be home today."

I was also very unwilling, it felt like the stomach was also stirred up from earlier but I tried to hold back. The smell of this medicine was very unpleasant and made me want to vomit.

But I also can't ignore Ara's health, everything must be confirmed first before returning home.

Kreks....

I also Ara immediately turned her head and it turned out that Devan mas entered. Her steps were so certain with smiling lips as well with hands carrying small dolls. Where did Devan buy it from?

"Hallo princess dad. How, you like it?"

"Yes, honey. It's for princess dad."

Looking between mas Devan and also mas Aditya. Both are very different, very far away. Mas Devan looks very sincere in loving Ara, while Aditya mas? it doesn't look like sincerity when he's his own real father.

I thought after Aditya found out she had a child she would be really sorry and would actually approach Ara affectionately, but it turned out? it turned out to be approaching him because there was a big goal that I didn't know myself either.

"Eh, why are you crying. Does she want a doll too?" joking at Devan after seeing me shed tears.

His hand was raised and helped to wipe the tears that came out so slowly but was able to wet both of my cheeks.

I was so moved by Mas Devan's treatment with Ara, she really wanted Ara's happiness as well as my happiness. Ara was very lucky to have had it.

"Hem, you want to too?" Ara immediately turned her head, looked at me and made sure what Mas Devan said was true or not. Obviously Ara will see my face being dried by Devan's hand.

"If you want also the city can play together. Or now you want to play first?" so sincerely Ara handed the doll to me.

Oh my God, such an adorable child like this how could I possibly be okay when he was sick.

The always cheerful Ara, always wanted to make sure I smiled how could I not be sad. Added to that, Devan's treatment always made me feel the luckiest person but also the most inappropriate.

Being with a man who is so perfect like Devan makes me not confident. She was everything, while I? what I am is a woman who only thirsts for attention and also love that has nothing but expects perfection. Really naive, right?

"No, Ara's the only one playing. Mother is not crying, this is just dust there," I replied lying with my hands and who helped Devan mas.

"Oh, Ara thought what you said just now was true," Ara smiled, she also pulled back her doll to come back closer to her.

I smiled back and Devan also smiled after seeing Ara being so adorable.

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Seriate.