Pelita Hati Bunda
All the Same

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Wanting an angry heart even also wanted to feel like giving a slap many times over to Mas Aditya now, in front of everyone and also humiliating him even in front of his rightful wife now. But if I do that, what difference do I make to him.

Maybe I'll be satisfied after doing it. But the pain of my heart will never end, it will never heal just because it has managed to make him ashamed in the presence of all his old friends.

The stronger I hold Mr. Devan's arm I'm sure Mr. Devan also feels pain but he holds it in and lets whatever I do.

I saw Mas Aditya smiling but stiffly while his pregnant wife was so sweet by embracing Mas Aditya spoiled.

Who her? Is he better than me, and more perfect and more everything than I am. Maybe it was because Mas Aditya's proof preferred him over going back to me and Ara.

"Mas, she's who I've never seen her come at this reunion. Is he also a friend of Mas's?" the woman turned her head towards Mas Aditya asking for an answer from his question after seeing Mr. Devan as well as myself.

"I_yeah. He's also one of my friends, even he's my best friend."

As fast as lightning my face turned towards Mr. Devan but he looked relaxed and mediocre even though I was sure he was aware of myself who was so surprised to hear the fact that Mas Aditya as well as Mr. Devan was companions.

Does that mean that Mr. Devan deliberately invited me and Ara here to meet with Mas Aditya?

"Include me, I am Devan a friend of your husband Aditya. Right, I was only able to come today obviously you just saw me because I was so busy with work also busy with my family. Is that right, baby?"

Increasingly do not understand what the purpose of Mr. Devan. The family? The darling? Was I considered dear by Mr. Devan earlier, but for what?

Whether to lure me or to lure Mas Aditya, so that we say what our previous relationship really was.

I saw Mas Aditya's eyes round in disbelief, perhaps? I'm sure Mas Aditya thinks that me and Mr. Devan really have a relationship maybe even he believes that We are a perfect and happy family.

I glanced at the hand of the Aditya mas hanging in the wake of his body, all his fingers were already clenched together and once I was sure there must be anger in his heart until he did that even his eyes were growing red now.

If by looking at me like this he feels hurt, fine! I'll do more. I want to see how much he will feel hurt when I am with another man even his own best friend.

"Yes, you are so busy with work with me and your son that you might come to a place like this. You are the greatest man who is full of responsibility to the family not to most men who pretend to leave but it turns out he is looking for another woman."

"Mas is the best husband and father for me and my son."

I let out that smile as sweetly as I could as I turned towards Mr. Devan and showed him my smile.

I turned my head back towards Mas Aditya and his wife. Mas Aditya was getting carried away in a growing anger while his wife, he still continued to smile proudly because he thought her husband was a faithful man who would never possibly leave her.

It felt like being angry to hear all the words of Mr. Devan just now but also wanted to laugh out loud if it turned out that what he said was all a lie. She was so confident in admitting I was his wife while Ara was his son.

Acting Mr. Devan turned out to be good also no doubt he really is like a famous actor. But still I don't feel proud.

Again Mr. Devan took the opportunity by embracing my waist tighter and tighter even we were completely clinging to each other.

"Then I go home first, Aditya son and wife are tired of their pity. And I think it's better to spend a long time with my wife at home than with people in a crowd like this. It's cool, but I'd rather be with my wife by having a party together."

"Good fun party, Aditya. Good night."

Mr. Devan embraced me tighter and led me to continue walking next to him. Surprised also with this Mr. Devan his hands are so strong holding Ara and the other one embraces me.

I looked back and saw what Aditya's attitude was, and it turned out that he and his wife were still standing in place without looking at us. If Aditya's time saw us then I'm sure he'd be able to recognize Ara. But I'm grateful he didn't see it.

After making sure Mas Aditya was no longer able to see me break away from Mr. Devan, of course I do not want to linger in a position like this. It could be later Devan sir to gr-an, he might think that I like what he did to me so much.

"Why aren't you so happy I'm embracing you?"

What I think is true, he will take his chances in every possibility. It seems like after this I will have to keep my distance from him, I don't want to get any closer to him and he will behave impudently towards me.

"I'm sorry, you're wrong to think I'm happy to be treated this way. But on the contrary, I hate men who are always sweet-ass but in fact their hearts are not that good. All men are alike, all hypocrites."

My words affirm that Mr. Devan will think like anything about me, but in reality it is true, right?

"Here, I can hold Ara myself. I'm still strong and I don't need a man like you."

I took over Ara from Mr. Devan's hand even though it was heavier but I was still strong just holding my own son.

"Let's, Nay. He'll wake up, pity. Ara must be very tired," he said.

I don't care what he says and I still take Ara from Mr. Devan's hand and after I made it I stepped first towards the car even now I decided to sit in the back.

"Hmmm... You woman," said Mr. Devan I faintly heard but ignored.

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