Pelita Hati Bunda
Mr. Devan is stubborn

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It's late but Mr. Devan still hasn't come home even this time he spent time with a joke on Ara. Obviously, that's a good way he thinks because he's been trying to talk to me but I'm still very lazy.

He apologized many times, but it was hard to forgive him. I don't know, I don't understand why it's so hard to forgive him.

The pain, humiliation, and disrespect are still so deep in the heart that it is hard to forgive.

I know God is forgiving, but I cannot do that. It still feels so hard to forgive everything he does, as if imprinted in the heart.

Already from now I also told him to go home but it turns out he was also stubborn to the point of not understanding my request and now he continues to play with Ara.

Ara looked so happy, she could smile and even laugh when Mr. Devan did something funny.

Unconsciously my lips were interested and smiling but that was not my wish. So happy to see that Ara could be so happy like this, something she never got from her father now she got from Mr. Devan.

I should have been happy and accepted his apology but in fact? It's not easy to remember everything he did.

I saw Mr. Devan also turned his head towards me and could clearly see me smiling, he was smiling too maybe he would be big head and felt his efforts would slowly succeed.

"You're so pretty when you smile like that, Nay," she said.

I who realized that hearing his words immediately faded my smile and changed as before even turned my face by changing my sleeping position.

I glanced for a moment and it turned out that Mr. Devan was still looking at me and smiling. It looks so sweet but why is this heart still so upset and also still want to be angry.

Is it true that the smile and also the regret he showed at this moment is the real thing? Or is it just the same as others as sweeteners?

Only a moment later did I turn my face to the sound of approaching footsteps. His voice was very clear with great vigor as well as footsteps that sounded so petite. Does that mean that Mr. Devan too Ara will approach me?

I remained silent and flinched on the spot letting them approach if that was the intention.

And sure enough after a while I was silent because waiting turned out Ara was in front of me who slept on the side as well as Mr. Devan who was behind Ara with both hands on top both shoulders.

"Mother, father Om can nginep here no Mother? Ara wants to be able to sleep with dad om, said Dad om also want to read a fairy tale to Ara. Can you Mother?"

Ara's voice sounded as usual whining as if asking me for something and this time she asked that Mr. Devan be allowed to sleep in this house.

I know this must be just the subterfuge of Mr. Devan alone there is no way Ara would want something like this, he said, this is not his habit of asking strangers to sleep in his house especially he wants to sleep with him on the grounds he wants to read a fairy tale. Doesn't this make no sense?

"Can't be darling. He can't sleep in our house" I said very gently.

I tried to be gentle when talking to Ara even though my eyes were glaring and seemed to want to be dislodged when looking at Mr. Devan.

"But, Mother. Ara wanted dad to sleep here with Ara, "Ara was whining even more she wanted to cry.

What the hell, even in an instant Ara did not want to be left behind by Mr. Devan, he would even cry. Is he really good that Ara who still does not know about bad things can be so comfortable with him?

The hearts of young children are more sensitive than adults. If the person who is close is not good, he will not be sad when left behind, even if he is a bad person and pretends to be good, children will also know it. The little boy would not be able to be lied to because his heart was still so pure. But is it?

"Honey, miss mom. Dad om also has a family if he does not go home for sure all his family will be very worried just like mother when Ara does not come home when playing. So let him go home and play with Ara tomorrow."

My heart feels hot when I say that. So easy is the sweet mouth talk in fact the heart is still so very sad. Don't take it for granted what he's doing.

Although he looks disappointed but Ara looks to understand he is also trying to smile again even though it is not so loose.

"But mom, you can sleep here sometime, right?" ask again. It seemed like Ara was very persistent and was unwilling to give up.

I looked at Mr. Devan and he just shrugged both of his shoulders as if he said he didn't know anything about Ara's current wishes.

"Can you mother?" Ara was so impatient to hear my answer that even her hand was still pulling my hand.

Mr. Devan smiled but I responded with a glare. He seemed to be smiling triumphantly, right? Is this the result of Mr. Devan's persuasion?

"Yes right, Mother. Tomorrow you can stay here, "Ara looks so happy her face has turned full of twinkle.

"Hem," this face was forced to nod but the eyes remained so sharp towards Mr. Devan. I'm pretty sure this is his wish.

Ara turned her head towards Mr. Devan she pulled her tie and made Mr. Devan sit crouching and equalize his height with Ara.

"Dad om now go home first huh. If you do not go home, your mom and dad will be sad. Tomorrow om permission first with them if you want to bob here so it will not be in search of."

His words sound so adorable.

Had not spoken to Mr. Devan I would have pinched both cheeks and I shower with so many kisses.

"Yes, dear Ara. Dad came home first. We'll play again tomorrow."

"Oh yes, Ara is a pinter child so the mother's daughter yes if she cries or someone is sick report the same father om. Okay." Okay."

I don't know what kind of report Mr. Devan meant.

"Ready, dad om. Ara take care of mother. If he cries later Ara will report to father om."

Ara was also so enthusiastic that she also raised her hand to pay her respects to Mr. Devan.

I'm really getting sick of seeing him who doesn't come home.

"Father go home first, yes" he said, always so sweet.

"Hemm? Cup.. pluk..." Ara immediately gave a kiss on the cheek of Mr. Devan even she also directly hugged him.

Ara looked so sad when Mr. Devan said he wanted to go home.

"Tomorrow to come again, Father" he asked.

"Surely, Dad will definitely come again."

Ara broke away and I pulled her away from Mr. Devan in that way Mr. Devan would be home soon.

"You don't want to give me kisses and hugs like Ara?"

"Not funny," my fangs could grow quickly if Mr. Devan continued to be here.

"It's not funny anymore if you're still angry and won't forgive me. But honestly, Nay. I'm so sorry and let me make up for it all and allow me to take responsibility."

I still don't care if my face keeps turning away.

I should be happy or sad to hear this. Will he make amends and take responsibility? Should I believe it?

"You better get home soon, it's not a good night until the neighbors know," I still flinch.

"Hem, okay. Again I'm sorry."

Mr. Devan is really out of here. I felt calm, but also felt something strange. This room is quiet.

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