Pelita Hati Bunda
Doubt

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"Sir, what if I don't come in?" I looked out through the car glass. It seems that so many people are in pairs and also join hands with each other.

Not only that, but many also invite children, I'm sure it's their children. Smiles are also clearly visible from each other when greeting each other and introducing each other to their children.

If I go in, there will be many who think me and Mr. Devan have such a harmonious relationship, surely they will think we are a very happy family when in fact not at all. We are only strangers who are only superiors and subordinates.

"Why are you afraid?" I turned back to look at Mr. Devan. The man always looked relaxed and did not take everything seriously.

"It's not so, sir. But..." I hesitate to explain everything because I'm sure Mr. Devan won't receive an explanation either.

"Mother, let's go in, "Now I'm turning towards the enthusiastic Ara. I think he's sleeping on my lap and he's not, he's waiting for me or Mr. Devan will take him down.

"In a moment, Honey. Let's just go home, shall we?" I'm so scared, I don't usually come to events like this.

"Why go home, Mother. We have arrived. Dad, this is the place, right?" Ara turned towards Mr. Devan.

"Yes, Pretty. This is where the party. Ara's going down with dad?" Again his voice was so sweet, licking as if to seduce.

"You, Dad om! I want to go to the party!" I know, Ara must be very curious about the name of the party. I have never been to an event like this because it never existed.

The birthday party event is only I was blessed with mbok Darmi as well as Mika only that was enough to cut the cake and eat simple meals of his own cuisine. Surely Ara will be very happy because this is the first thing.

"Beautiful in a moment, I came down first you're here the same mother," Mr. Devan went down first I don't understand what he wanted to do why forbid us to come out.

I followed Mr. Devan's movement, which rolled through the front of the car, and he went to the side door where we were and opened it.

"It's beautiful, daddy's fat," she said.

Wh why? Why is she so sweet with Ara. Why is he so kind and keeps wanting Ara to be happy, is it really sincere or not.

It's so hard for me to tell the difference between being sincere or not. I was totally blind to it. And all because of Aditya who betrayed me.

"Yee... In the carrier again same father om!" Both hands Ara immediately welcomed the hand of Mr. Devan outstretched Ara was also immediately happy when Mr. Devan raised it.

"Baby Ara, Ara's on her own?" I said. I'm also not happy to see Mr. Devan constantly bothering like this. Although all is his wish but I feel this is not appropriate.

"No, Mommy. I want to be in a carrier with my father," he said.

O God Ara, why is he like this once. Is this the so-called child who does not get affection from Father and will accept anyone who approaches him?

"Come, I hope you will be good as Ara," said Mr. Devan quipped because from now on I just continue to protest.

I was forced to go down with a black wallet which was also the choice of Mr. Devan. It's been paid, picked and live wearing without confusion less what try, but I don't like something like this. I'd rather wear something out of my own hard work.

"Sir," I wanted to resist when Mr. Devan suddenly took me in. One hand holds Ara while the other holds my hand does not distress?

"Well! Ta_but, Sir?" Obviously I'm getting bad. I want to refuse.

"Make obedience, cook you lose with Ara." His face hinted at a word that did not want any rejection. So stressed that I can't dwell anymore.

Why does it have to be like this?

"Come," take it and start pulling me in.

The smile of the person at the door I saw when he saw Mr. Devan, he immediately approached and greeted, for a moment Mr. Devan released my hand to greet him.

"Devan Mahendra. It had been years of never meeting and the end now came as well.

"Vino Yudis, nice to meet you. You look bigger now" replied Mr. Devan.

"Ah, you. Just ordinary. Wow, your little angel is beautiful." Praise her for seeing my Ara_, "beautiful hello, what's her name?"

"Ara Nuril Ayesha, Om." Saying, subhanallah... So sweet. I think he'll be scared of strangers turns out not. He could just blend in.

"His name is as pretty as her face. It's..."

"Meet me, my angel... Nayla Ariane, Mother of my little angel."

Want me to dodge when Mr. Devan grabs my waist. Long time brazen as well as Mr. Devan.

My eyes glared at him but he just grinned guiltlessly with his hands pressed against my waist as if giving a warning. It's really outrageous for people.

"Alhamdulillah, I think you will always be single. Didn't hear about your marriage and it turns out you already have a happy family."

"Alhamdulillah, thanks to all your ridicule now I'm no longer single."

I want to laugh to hear it. Astaghfirullah, means the prayer of his friend is powerful as well to make Mr. Devan single until now.

"Why are you smiling?" Mr. Devan realized that I was smiling because I was amused.

"It's nothing" I answered tightly.

"Already, come in and greet the others as well. Also, enjoy the food. Relax, everything is safe except the one on the other end" Vino said.

I don't know what he meant. At the end of there? What's with the drinks and food there?

"OK," Mr. Devan again took me in and also continued to greet one by one his other friends.

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