Pelita Hati Bunda
Can't do anything

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My eyes slowly opened, I felt a cloth attached to my forehead.

When I wanted to take it to just make sure suddenly a hand stopped the movement of the hand.

"Don't take it, leave it like this first. You have a fever and you have to be compressed" he said.

Looking back I digested the sound I just heard. It seems not a foreign voice I know very well. But I don't want to decide before I really see who he is.

"What are you doing here!" I immediately retreated and moved away from before him. Turns out to be true, he's a guy I know very well, he's Mr. Devan who's been blacklisted in my life.

"What else do I do, I just want to take care of you. Look at all the wounds on your body, you shouldn't have to do this. It's not good for you, Nay," he said, trying to be pretentious.

I got further away when his hand was stretched out I had misunderstood I thought he would touch me and it turned out that he only took the cloth he used to compress _ku who had fallen on the mattress and I ignored it.

"It's better that Mr. Devan leave here, I don't want to see you again. I hate you, I hate you!"

My voice shrieks high to drive Mr. Devan out of my sight. So great is this hatred that I couldn't see his face even though he was so handsome.

"Oh yes Nay, I made you porridge. Try it, you will love it. Gini-gini I'm also good at cooking, you know," she proudly showed me a bowl full of porridge.

His hand also moved to scoop and seemed to be feeding me but I would not accept it.

Whatever concerns him I will not accept.

"Go! I don't need anything from a guy like you, go!"

Still not caring even though he had tried to feed me, I pat the spoon that was close but he was so smart and kept out of my hands.

"At least try it first, Nay" he said. Trying to persuade me to accept, but I'm aloof

"I don't take anything from you, go!!"

Prankk's...

Finally my hand managed to get rid of the spoon from before me. The spoon flew away and right in front of the door.

My eyes glared at him but Mr. Devan kept trying to be patient. He was not provoked by all my deeds and harsh words he remained patient and continued to speak softly.

"Mother, why are you angry with your father?"

At once the face turned as well as with Mr. Devan. Didn't think Ara was back and now I have to see what I'm doing.

"Mothers often say not to get angry at anyone. Mother said Ara must also always forgive Ara's naughty friends. So if you're a bad dad, Mommy also has to forgive him, right?"

I fell silent, I hit myself with all the words I always said to Ara. Maybe if the delinquency of children the age of Ara can be forgiven for his mischief is also only the mischief of small children who will be easy to disappear, but the mischief of Mr Devan?

Tears that have come out since I removed until it was completely dry. I welcome the arrival of Ara who finally got into bed and sat next to me.

"Mother, don't be angry again same father om. If the mother is angry, then the mother will be sick. Mother said that angry people also quickly old, later the face of the mother wrinkled loh," the word of the tiny lips is only so adorable.

How could I bear not to smile if there was Ara who always comforted me like this.

Ara grabbed Mr. Devan's hand as well as mine, putting it together like you were shaking hands.

"Well, now mom and dad have forgiven each other. You two are back as friends."

So happy Ara when she saw your hands together.

Mr. Devan smiled because of Ara's actions that might be in accordance with his wishes and also felt defended by Ara, but me? I still don't like this.

"Dad om, now bribe mother again yes. Later if you do not want later Ara who is jeweled. If you do not want to mean a bad mother," he said and smiled at Mr. Devan.

Oh God, would not regret Aditya if he knew he had such a clever child like this. He was very funny, kind, adorable and obviously very clever. He really became the lamp of my heart. That will always be the light when darkness comes into my life.

"Dad wait here first. Ara get me a new spoon, "Ara comes back down from the bed in a retreat. That's so adorable.

"Hem," Mr. Devan nodded doubtfully.

What is he doubting? is he afraid I will refuse again?

"Don't be big head and feel victorious because of what Ara did. Until I will never forgive you."

"I see, my mistakes are very big and will be very difficult to forgive. But if you can forgive me, and let me make amends for all my mistakes. I'll take responsibility for everything I've done to you."

His face was so hinting filled with regret he also looked down not daring to look at my face. It means that he really feels very sorry for all his actions. But does a proud person like him really have any regrets?

"Hem, responsibility? Men like you are all the same, can only hurt women at will."

"Really Nay. I'll take responsibility. Try to say what can be done? I promise I'll take it all."

"I don't need it!"

"i... "

"Mother, Dad this is his new spoon."

Ara's arrival again made us both silent, it felt like she wanted to throw him away but not because Ara would definitely not let that, she would also be sad later.

In the eyes of Ara sir Devan is a perfect man. Handsome, rich, charming and of course also very smart. Mr. Devan was also very good in Ara's eyes.

Something he didn't get from his biological father got from Mr. Devan.

Actually he is very good he can be the perfect father figure for Ara or for any child and anywhere, but remember his other behavior?

"Dad om, let's bribe mother again. Let Ara wait here if you refuse later let Ara jewel," he said.

Ara was already sitting next to me waiting for Mr. Devan to feed me.

'Damn it, I can't do anything with Ara, ' my inner self.

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