Pelita Hati Bunda
Wedding Day 2

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There is a very sad feeling but also a very happy feeling after hearing the sacred pledge of marriage has been completed Mr. Devan said.

I am so happy because now Ara has a father figure who is very dear to her and will always be happy for her.

But I was also sad because on this happiest day I could not see Mika accompanying me as usual in every happiness that happened to me.

Even the birthday that I usually forget Mika who always gives me surprises and always makes me happy because she is always there for me, but now?

Actually Mr. Devan is very outrageous, why only invite one friend is not allowed, even all who come at this wedding is all from his side and none of my other parties besides Ara.

But I also could do nothing because I also had no power for this. Even for the guardian who represents is one of the families of Mr. Devan. Obviously, because I am also a kara and have no one who can represent to be a guardian.

My heart was troubled before Mr. Devan uttered the holy pledge of marriage. The heart sometimes beats so strong and so fast but sometimes it also seems to slow down even as if it wants to stop. It's strange that this is so different than before. Uh! Why should I remember what was.

I was still silent waiting for someone to come, and would pick up my _to go to the venue.

So that not long I waited for the door to open and I saw Miss Susan and also Ara who came hand in hand of course also with a smile.

Subhanallah...

I was so fixated on seeing Ara who was so beautiful in a white dress below the knees and so blooming also only had short sleeves. Coupled with a very beautiful hairstyle plus some silver accessories.

"Mother!" Ara let go of Miss Susan's hand and immediately ran after seeing me who was smiling so happily looking at her who was also very happy.

Both of my arms stretched out to welcome Ara who ran over hugging me. While Miss Susan, she stepped slowly but surely also looked very beautiful despite her advanced age.

Ms. Susan also wears all-white clothing as well with small bunned hair on the back plus a silver one-colored pentule bow. Her makeup is very natural and not excessive to make her look more beautiful.

"Congratulations, Nay." Miss Susan stopped in front of me with a full glare.

I let go of Ara's embrace and smiled at Miss Susan who was now touching my shoulder.

"Te_thank you, Auntie," I replied.

"Tante kok anyway. From now on, you have to call my mom" he said.

"I_iya, Ma." Staying nervous it was still so great mastering and made Susan's mother smile.

"We're going there now?" tanyakanya.

I nodded and stood up straight away. Miss Susan was holding my arm while Ara was holding my other hand.

The beautiful room that looks like a palace is really what I see and is now in plain sight. All eyes were on me, the invited guests, the servants and guards all facing me was no exception with Mr. Devan ahead.

He stood accompanied by Mr. Abraham to welcome me who walked so slowly with a feeling that came back very nervous like that.

I kept my head down even though I had a chance to look at Mr. Devan who kept on settling me without blinking. Did I really make Mr. Devan see me like that?

Very thrilling meetings despite being used to meeting even have several times slept in the same bed and of course have done a relationship that should have been done after this. But this is really very thrilling.

Feet stopped stepping after arriving in front of Mr. Devan, and at that time all looked at me and also Mr. Devan who faced each other. Ara also Miss Susan let go of my_ and let me stand alone without any help from them.

My hand trembled to leave just to greet the hand of Mr. Devan who was slowly raised as well. Not only my hands that look shaky but the hand of the Front Sir is also the same.

My hand immediately turned cold when the tip of my index finger managed to touch Mr. Devan's hand. Even the cold seemed to run through your body through blood and made me feel as if I was frozen.

But slowly our hands can really unite because not only I want to meet our hands but also Mr. Devan until our hands welcome each other.

Slowly the fused hand was lifted I who wanted to kiss the back of the hand of the man who was now my husband, while Mr. Devan is also supportive until our hands are raised it feels so easy even though they are shaking each other.

Until the peak of coldness reached all over my body after the back of Mr. Devan's hand touched my lips.

His eyes were closed with the position where our hands were fused, his hands still stuck to my lips with me slightly bent over.

Not long in this position I felt something warm touching my forehead, it felt enough to thrill the heart and also strengthen the heartbeat. Mr Devan kissed my forehead?

A few seconds of this position getting longer made me even more limp. If it doesn't end soon, I'll faint after a while.

I let go of his hand and at that moment Mr. Devan released his kiss. She smiled as my eyes glanced at her and I replied with the same smile.

O Allah. It turns out, a marriage that is not based on love but is able to present a foreign feeling that has never existed. May this be my last marriage and my present household be filled with happiness.

Now, I have to fight for this household. Struggling to be the best wife for Mr. Devan and also fighting to be the best mother for Ara and our children.

O God, make it easy for me to carry out this task now. And also, keep us away from small, let alone big problems that will destabilize our relationship.

Also, grow the love in my heart and also Mr. Devan so that we can more easily go on this new household journey.

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