Pelita Hati Bunda
Confusion Devan

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AUTHOR POV.....

From the morning Devan continued searching and also kept contacting Nayla but until the night he did not find it at all.

Chat not in reply especially phone? Not at all lifted up. Devan is so frustrated, he is confused why Nayla suddenly left his house without saying anything. Just said the housekeeper who said he had permission from her but it turned out?

Many times Devan also sees CCTV, clearly he sees how Nayla persuades Ara and also how she got out of the house until she exits the gate and lies to the guards.

And what Devan thought the most was, when Nayla found out that she was talking to Abraham in her study. No one thought that Nayla would hear everything her father said but she did not hear completely until she misunderstood.

"Why does it hurt like this when he's gone? Why do I really feel lost? Did I really start falling in love or was it all because I just wanted to be responsible for my actions without being based on love?"

Devan argues for himself with everything that has happened to his heart. She doesn't believe she's comfortable and in love with Nayla yet but she only feels sad even when Nayla leaves her house, from her.

"Where are you, Nay. I beg you to reply to my chat!"

In his spacious room Devan is so frustrated with the situation so ambiguous. All looks disheveled especially her hair and also her clothes that look tangled because she has not had time to clean from this morning.

Many times Devan saw his phone but the message was not read by Nayla at all. Again and again Devan sends a message hoping Nayla will open the phone and read it, Devan also back in touch but still no answer.

"Where else should I look for you, where are you really? Argh!"

Devan ruffled his hair violently. For a whole day he's been looking for Nayla around the city, but there's no sign of Nayla. It's exhausting, isn't it?

Bruck...

Devan dropped his body on his soft bed, throwing it violently because he felt very confused.

Both hands stretched out to almost reach from end to end of the bed still holding a mobile phone.

"I've never been attracted to a woman, no matter what they are. But once I felt attracted to the woman why she just walked away and left me. Argh!" devan is frustrated with this situation.

He lifted his phone to look at it. Sontak Devan sat down again because all the chat_nya has changed to blue tick, it means Nayla is reading it.

Devan quickly contacts Nayla because she believes Nayla will pick him up, she also still sees that Nayla is still on.

Tut's.. Tut's.. Tut's...

But still Nayla did not answer her call.

"Relieve, Nay. I beg you to lift, "Devan turns to stand with one arm around his waist.

His gaze continued to revolve as if surrounding his own room he desperately hoped Nayla would lift him up.

"Why don't you pick it up, Nay. Let's lift up" he muttered continuously.

But his wish never happened and he was increasingly frustrated. As if hanging as his hope. Be ill.

'[Nay, I beg you. Raise my call,]'

His call was not picked up Devan took the initiative to send a message to Nayla. The message was a blue tick, meaning Nayla read it right away.

Devan calls Nayla back but Nayla doesn't pick her up.

Devan waited because he saw a sign that Nayla was typing something. Obviously Devan will wait somehow long and long.

Ting...

Devan is so in a hurry to read Nayla's message, he is so impatient what Nayla writes he hopes Nayla apologizes and will return, or will probably tell her where she is now.

'[Don't call me again, and forget everything that's happened. Let's just say we never met like before.]'

"No no, you can't do this to me, Nay. You can't do it."

"It won't be that easy, Nay. You won't be able to get away from me. Wherever you are now I will still be able to find you," muttered Devan with a very round determination.

Of course he will look for the existence of Nayla even though he reaches the end of the world at once. He'll never let go.

"You're the one who almost drove me crazy, Nay. And you have to take responsibility, you can't just walk away from me" he added, never willing to let Nayla go.

Devan re-typed and also quickly sent it but it looks Nayla number is no longer online. Even the last message from Devan is only one tick.

''Whatever you try to run away from me I will still get your_, Nayla.'' muttered Devan who seems to still be fighting for Nayla.

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Until the morning Devan could not sleep at all he continued to wake up with thoughts about Nayla and also Nayla.

Devan's eyes were clearly reddened because he couldn't sleep just because of Nayla alone. Not only the eyes that look red but also the eye bags are also blackened. Devan's situation is really very bad right now.

With lethargic Devan back to see his phone hoping the last message will get a reply or at least read by Nayla but it was not at all. No answer not even read at all.

''Okay, Nay. You think you can play games with me? it never will. You can decide the game but I will be the winner.''

Devan is very confident that he will be able to find Nayla wherever he is right now.

With lethargic steps but he forced for the spirit of Devan to be able to get to the bathroom to clean up.

A million intents and paths had been neatly arranged inside Devan's head. All he had planned was to be able to find Nayla who had no idea where she was now.

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All Devan has done is the morning routine keep running as usual. He needs energy to be able to find Nayla's whereabouts so he has to keep filling his stomach.

But his intentions for this morning should be hindered by him having to go to the office because there are meetings that he cannot leave.

Devan has to find Nayla, but he must not ignore the progress of his company that has been given to him by his father.

Devan rushed to the office in his car.

When Devan was gone all the servants and the sisters were silent. Not only Devan who felt lost but all who became residents in the house also felt very sad.

The existence of Ara and also Nayla gives a new color for the house. So when they leave the emptiness back they feel, but they have been hoping more for Devan and Nayla's relationship.

''May Mr. Devan bring back Mrs Nayla as well as Non Ara.'' please Sister Neni.

''Yes. I hope that's true. May master Devan really-bear be able to bring the two of them back to this house replied one of the servants who was also there.

The only thing they could do was pray for the good of their master. They can't do more than that.

While Devan, he is really well aware now that the departure of Ara as well as Nayla makes him lose, now he believes that love is true and now he is experiencing what is called love.

With great determination Devan out of his house, he will go to his office and after that he will look for the whereabouts of Nayla. He was very sure he would find her.

''It's all because of you, Aditya. You think you won because you got Nayla out of my house? no, Dit. You haven't won yet, you're still losing because you haven't been able to get Nayla and Ara yet either. And until anytime I will never let you get it.''

Devan's eyes are so sharp towards the highway but his annoyance and also his anger he points at Aditya which he considers to be the source of the problem and also the source of Nayla's departure from his home.

Maybe after this friendship they will only stay a name just because a woman alone, just because the same woman and equally they want.

But Devan no longer cares about the friendship after all he feels unworthy to be friends with Aditya who was not as good as he had thought before. Even now Devan feels very sorry for ever having a friend like Aditya.

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