Pelita Hati Bunda
Mother is Alright

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I destroyed everything and now I also have to clean it which is clear there is Mika who is still loyal to help me to get rid of all the destroyed including the frame as well as the contents.

Not wanting to make me cry again with Mika deliberately hiding the photo, she put it in her bag made of black leather.

These eyes glanced at Mika who suddenly fell silent, I did not intend to ask nor was there any curiosity at all. At the same time Mika also turned her head she smiled so sweetly to hide what she had just done.

''Mika, thanks. You are always there when I need a friend. You always come for me too Ara,'' this face again bowed lethargic still unable to control the emotions that were stirring because of a wound from betrayal from a person who was once precious and now only lives with memories with the name of the former.

The legs feel heavy to stand up to be a body-combatant who is now being hit by a very deep fragility due to a unilateral divorce from Mas Aditya.

I don't know what he feels like now could it be that he is laughing happily because of his success that has officially separated from me?

Mika walked over, she joined sitting beside me. I stroked my shoulder very slowly.

''Come on, I'm not only your best friend but also your brother. Don't you know that, right? don't ever feel like I'm the one who will always be there for you.''

His extremely gentle words always managed to make this heart calm. Although it can not heal but can make me remove for a moment the wounds that have been there.

So lucky I have Mika as a friend. A friend who doesn't know his name is grateful to help me.

''Thank you, Mika.''

Mika gave a warm hug to me, I also saw that she was so sincere.

''Don't be sad anymore. Rise up! be a strong and strong Nayla as I have known. Parting with Mas Aditya does not mean your life is over, your life is still very long. There's Ara who always needs you.''

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So sad this heart to forget the little angel who has now fallen asleep with accompanied by Mbok Darmi who sits next to Ara while continuing to stroke her forehead so slowly.

Seeing my arrival Mbok Darmi immediately moved he was also pleased to come out with the code through his slow nod along with his small smile.

I replied with a nod as well, smiling although actually this heart was still crying in sorrow but I let it because I believed it would be able to treat its own wounds with time.

Hope has been lost, the dream that Ara always craved has now been burned with the blaze of divorce that increasingly becomes a black ash of hatred that will not be white again.

"I'm sorry, Mom, son. Mother will not be able to realize Ara's wishes. Dad's never coming home for us, he's been happy with his own life and left us."

"But Ara need not be afraid, there is a Mother who will always be with Ara. Mother will always be Father as well as Mother for Ara."

Despite trying hard in front of Ara but this sorrow is still visible, back out with a sign of tears.

I kissed her soft forehead, in any way and I will always make Ara happy. No problem with the absence of Mas Aditya.

As my kiss Ara became awakened, her hand instantly rubbed her own eyes she smiled so sweetly as if strengthening a heart that was truly very fragile.

"Mother, did Ara sleep?" her words were so innocent she was so cute it could always make me smile.

I just smiled wiping her puffed cheeks with a slight pressure on her because it was so anxious.

"Mother, why are you crying? Is Ara naughty?" tanyakanya.

Of course I immediately shook my head, my little girl why should I have such thoughts.

"No, Ara is not naughty," I wiped the remains of the tears that still pooled on the cheeks.

"Is Mother okay? Is Mommy sick?" The little hands from her helped me dry the cheeks that so many tears left.

Ara was really my little angel, her hands were able to calm my heart and her words were able to pull the tip of her lips to smile. I am so lucky to have him in this life.

I grabbed her hand, I kissed her over and over until the little girl fell silent and kept looking at me. It seemed like she was very confused she was very curious to know what was really going on, because all this time I had never cried in front of her.

"Mother is okay, dear, Mother is just a flickering dust," I said again with a lie.

But this was the best, Ara was still very small to know everything. Maybe someday he'll find out after he grows up and I hope he can accept his destiny with a chest of air.

"Mother, are we buying it?" tanyanya was so enthusiastic.

"Yes, we're going to go to the supermarket right now. Is Ara ready? Hem... Ara wash your face first, and do not forget the attitude of the teeth as well."

"So early in the morning, you've brushed your teeth, Mother. Cook the toothbrush again, if Ara's teeth run out how?"

I chuckled at his words, how could it be that with a toothbrush alone it would drain his teeth. Hem, that's the innocence that can always cheer me up. 'Thank you Ara.'

"No, Honey. Ara's teeth will never run out. In the brush diligently will make it always clean and Ara will not hurt teeth," I said very slowly.

"Oh," Ara nodded, it seems like she also immediately accepted what I said just now.

Not only did Ara prepare, but I did too. I changed my clothes and took the bag I wanted to carry.

"We're shopping?" I gasped as Mika asked. I thought Mika had gone home and it turns out she was still faithfully waiting in the living room while playing the phone.

This face nodded as the hand pulled the door handle to close it. On this instep stepped closer to Mika and joined her sitting on the sofa to wait for Ara.

"Yes, all the staples have been thinned mumpung no money I have to shop first. Afraid if you run out of money," These lips speak lazily but can still connect a smile even if only small.

I massage my forehead that feels very dizzy, this face also occasionally shakes because it feels quite heavy.

"Why are you, Nay?" mika's hand had already touched my shoulder, she also looked very worried looking at my face. Does it look pale?

"I'm fine, just a little dizzy" I replied.

"If you are not feeling well mending in delay first deh shopping. Afraid you'll get worse."

"Mother.., Ara is ready!"

As her face turned to look at Ara who came out of her room so enthusiastically, the little girl ran over so happily, clearly visible from the smile as well as her sparkling face.

Pink skirt, white sweater, white shoes with high white socks also with a small sling bag with barbie's picture that's the style of Ara today. In addition to the hair in the left right two pigtails make him look very sweet and adorable.

"Mother, how does Ara look, is Ara pretty?"

Ara stood in front of me, showing the clothes she chose herself and of course also helped by Mbok Darmi to wear them.

"Ara is very very beautiful," unable to resist the anxiety until finally the hand raised to pinch the small cheek.

So does Mika, she's doing the same thing I do.

"Ara is very beautiful, just like Aunt Mika," said Mika.

"No, Ara is beautiful like Mother," I saw Ara shaking violently, she said, she couldn't accept being likened to Mika and it looked even more adorable to me and Mika until we both chuckled together.

"Let's go, Mother. It's getting hotter! Said Mommy wants to make sure Ara to the park too, come on Mother!"

Her little finger held onto my finger, pulling it impatiently.

"Yes, Honey. We're leaving now" I replied.

"Are you sure, Nay?" it seems that Mika is so worried about me, it is clear that her face is wrinkled.

"Yes, just for a second. I will be nothing" replied I, who had begun to stand.

"Alright, I'll come with you then. Afraid of you why, too," Mika also went along, trailing me who continued to be attracted by Ara.

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