Pelita Hati Bunda
Requesting Rights

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I saw something different from Devan's view, his gaze was so strange that he wanted something, but what?

On the way back I just keep seeing it, the movements are very different from when I left earlier. Every now and then he sees me strangely on the sidelines focusing on travel.

What the hell is it?

"Mas, what's wrong with you? is there anything you want to say? or is there a problem?" ask me carefully. I don't want her to be offended and her mood will turn bad. I hope it doesn't.

"No, nothing" he answered. He said no, but it was clear that his face was saying something else.

"Mas, did you not believe me to the point that you were hiding something from me?" obviously this thought came to my mind.

"Mas is really okay, dear Nay." mas Devan turned his head, he tried to convince but still I do not believe.

I was silent for a moment, turning my face away but my mind remained unsettled. I'm pretty sure there's something Devan thinks, he can't look weird if there's nothing he wants or hides.

Back I sat down towards him, staring fixedly at his face that was clearly hiding something.

"You can't lie, Mom. You must have something to say, right?"

Mas Devan turned his head slowly, he had not answered but it was obvious that he wanted to say but was very doubtful.

"Mas, tell me, or I won't talk to you again." I'm threatening him, hopefully it'll be useful.

"Hem, actually, I actually miss you." she stammered.

I smile, don't I see each other every day? how could he miss me.

"Mas, we keep meeting," I shook my head slowly, also smiling because his words made no sense. Am I lacking in his words?

"That's not what I meant. But I miss for...?" devan did not continue his words.

I was silent, I understood now what he wanted. He misses me in other things, he wants to make out with me, just grieve.

I am indeed very worried about Ara, but I must also not be selfish and ignore her wishes. Mas Devan has fought a lot for me and Ara, sacrificed everything for us, cooked just that I can't give it?

"Why do you want to go home first or...?"

"You don't mind?" it seems like Devan was so afraid that I would object, I'm sure he thought that I was trying to focus on Ara, and didn't think about it.

"Why do I mind? it's me who's sorry for you Mas, I always ignore you."

"It's okay, I know you. You must be really worried about Ara, right?"

"It is precisely I who must apologize for asking for my rights at the wrong time."

"Mas isn't wrong either, I appreciate that, Mas. Let's go home first or?"

"Near here is a hotel, shall we stop by for a minute?" Mas Devan looks so sumringah, he looks so happy after I agreed to give his due.

"Come," I nodded.

Mas Devan immediately turned the direction, heading to the hotel who knew which hotel was the destination.

'I'm sorry, Mom, I haven't cared about you lately. To the extent that only for your thing you ask for it. Sorry,'my inner.

I saw Devan smiling, he was so happy that even his hand was holding mine now.

It's good to make Devan happy. If I could, I wouldn't let him go until he's lacking in his rights, but what else? I can't keep focusing on him.

Hopefully, Ara will recover quickly and you can be happy and fulfill each other's obligations and also get the rights that are right. Amens..

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Seriate..