Pelita Hati Bunda
Never compare

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It turns out that the wedding will be held one of the famous hotels in the city. We all come in the usual clothes while the one to be worn for the wedding is already prepared in the hotel as well as all its necessities.

Not only me and Mr. Devan, but all the house along with the servants and guards all came to be witnesses and attend the party that will be held.

Ara looked very happy when entering the hotel with my hand and also the hand of Mr. Devan and the direction was right in the middle of us both.

His smile was so beautiful with occasional turns towards me and also towards Mr. Devan with continuous turns. Even occasionally he will ask or even hum with children's songs that were played by Mr. Devan in the car.

'Mommy will always be happy if you are happy, son. Your happiness will be fought for even in any way.' My mind.

Actually Mr. Devan wants to hold Ara so that it is faster and also he is not soybean but the little boy is completely unwilling and prefers to walk. Enjoy this very happy togetherness and it will be a new history in our lives.

We continued to step towards the direction indicated by the hotel maid who was walking in front of us all. Even so far away but Ara did not complain at all even she continued to sparkle.

We finally got to one of the rooms that were prepared. The waiter opened the door and asked me to go inside while Mr. Devan was shown the room next to him.

This is where I parted, and so did Ara who went with the servants to the room in front of me.

Everything has really been prepared carefully and also well by Mr. Devan. It seems like he really wants this event to be very luxurious and of course in order to be a good memory for us together.

I was stunned after seeing the state of the room where I entered. All the clothes that I will wear are available even all the makeup equipment is also already there as well as the two women who used to court my_ while doing the prewed photo now is also in here's.

The two of them were so welcoming of my arrival that they even approached and led me and immediately asked me to sit in front of the dressing table.

"We started yes, Madam," she said so courteously to me and also the hands started to move after I replied with a slow nod.

My heart felt like it was pounding so fast as the hands of the expert started to touch my face. Slowly apply the right makeup tools in front of my eyes.

Never dreamed of being able to marry a man who is rich and has a high position in a large company even he himself will be the heir of the company.

Is this what is called the fruit of patience?

My heart aches when betrayed by the man I love so much. The pain is so great that it is difficult to treat, but God has another way to treat the heartache of His servant.

Other men who are more perfect turned out to be prepared and used as a substitute for men who are not good even not responsible at all.

Maybe it's time I should be grateful for all the favors I've had right now. There is nothing better than this, a good, responsible man, so loving and successful is in sight and soon will really be a complement to life that was not complete before.

'Alhamdulillah,' my inner self. Although in the heart there is no love at all but gratitude must remain. Love may not come yet but I am sure as time goes by that love will come by itself, I am very sure of it.

Natural makeup and also hair that is made into a bun as well as the entire decoration has been firmly attached, adding to the impression of the perfect appearance of me at this time.

Not until one hour makeup is finished and only clothes that need to be replaced with white kebaya and batik cloth as subordinates.

My heart trembled when one of those privacy men took the shirt and asked me to change it. My hands are hot cold even though just to receive the kebaya, this is really very extraordinary.

I entered the dressing room with the kebaya and rushed to replace it because the wedding will be held soon.

Before long I went back out of course it was ready with the kebaya that yesterday I chose myself, my steps felt heavy legs felt stiff to move. My feelings are really mixed.

Why did she feel like this?

"Slow down, Madam." The two fairies immediately approached me after seeing such a doubtful and slow step.

They also smile with their eyes looking from top to bottom and back up again.

"The lady is so beautiful, Mr. Devan is so lucky to be married to the Madam" she wrote.

My lips feel so stiff to move even if only to smile let alone to answer the words of them.

Oh my God, is this what feels like when we are going to marry the person who is really our soul mate?

In fact, I did not feel something like this when I married Mas Aditya first, it felt very different.

May it be true that Mr. Devan was my last mate and God created it for me.

After that I was told to sit on the edge of the bed while they cleaned up all the equipment they had used.

"Mrs, madam just wait here. There will be someone to pick up the madam." Said.

"Hem," Finally I can answer and can control myself well.

The two fairies came out of this place somewhere but they did not bring all the equipment.

Is it possible that there will be another event after the event, for example a reception party maybe? The proof is that all the clothes are still in the house.

I think today will be exhausting. It used to be when married to Aditya mas and not many events still feel very tired, how now?

Eitsa...

Why even remember the past?

Don't look back, Nay. To create a beautiful and perfect future. And never compare between the past and the present because obviously it will never be the same.

Is that right, right?

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Seriate...