Pelita Hati Bunda
A Hope

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The night is getting late, the silence of the night accompanies the self who is unable to close his eyes to sleep. Maybe because this afternoon had slept so soundly so now the drowsiness did not come.

Seeing how beautiful the night world is passing through the window on the third floor in the hospital where Ara is being treated. Seeing the nightscape is also a night accessories from the glittering stars as well as street lights and even lights from affordable areas, all seem so beautiful and perfect.

The sound of the night animals seem to be singing each other cheerfully sing their own melodious song, so perfect tonight just not my happiness is not perfect because of the current state of Ara.

Why should Ara?

Why am I not the only one with this painful disease. That little boy had to endure a pain that I had never felt and was now being felt by my son.

O God, can You not just transfer the disease to my body? Ara was still too small to accept all of this.

"Nay, it's late" A very clear and very clear voice I understand who it belongs to, the loyal belonging of Devan mas accompanied me in this hospital.

I turned to her and followed her movements which turned out to end up sitting in front of my faithful one in front of the window.

"It's late, you have to rest, Nay," he said.

"Nay isn't sleepy yet, Mas," I replied so lethargic.

We've been here a few days but Ara hasn't had any signs of improving, how could I possibly sleep well accepting this fact.

How can a mother be restful in her sleep if her own child is not okay.

Greater worry, more control over my mind and my heart. When will Ara be healed? When can we go home and have happy days like a happy family.

"I know you're worried about Ara, but you also have to take care of your health, Nay. Look and watch the child in your womb he also needs your attention."

Mas Devan grabbed my hand, grasped it very tightly and channeled warmth and strength to be able to deal with all of this.

"I know you're worried I'm also very worried about Ara's situation. But Nay, your health is also very important. For Ara, let me take care of her and you take care of your health and that of our child, please."

"I promise I won't leave Ara, Hem..."

Mas Devan had touched my stomach, stroking it and also giving affection also channeled love through his touch.

But it still doesn't make me feel sleepy at all. I could not bear to mas Devan, he had not slept properly for days because of looking after Ara, how could I just sleep for now.

I turned to face the window and Devan also equalized the direction like me. We saw the beauty of the night together after briefly making sure Ara was still asleep in her bed.

I slowly rested my head on her shoulder, feeling very comfortable. Not asked, Devan also directly embraces my shoulders and makes me closer and more comfortable and warm. This is what I always need when I'm in this state.

The shoulder that is always ready to be a place of support when the condition of the heart is really falling. And now I got it.

"Mas, Ara will be healed right?" my many. My soul is so scared of my own questions.

My body soul immediately shook because the real question I never wanted to ask, but tonight it suddenly came out as if without approval.

Mas Devan pulled me more and more he turned his head and gave a kiss on the top of my head.

"You need not be afraid, there is me, mom and dad who will always accompany you through this difficult time. Rest assured, Ara will definitely be cured."

Devan's words always make my heart calm and always peaceful. Every stray is always just gone every time you are with him.

A warm kiss, a little touch full of affection can make me get the strength to go through it all. I became stronger with his presence.

"Mas, I'm scared" I said again.

"How about.." added me.

"Stts.., do not think things, think positive so that what happens is also good. Never talk that is not - not even just think praise also do not."

Mas Devan stopped my words before I continued my words. How could I not be afraid, the many news and various articles that I have read about the illness that Ara is suffering from at this time, how could I possibly be fine.

"Ara must be healed, must be healed," only those words I heard back from mas Devan even his voice was so convincing to me.

Our hope for Ara's recovery. Great is also our desire to be happy and be able to return home soon.

Any hospital gymnastics will never be comfortable and will always present great fear in every one of our hearts.

Especially me? I became so sensitive as well as more powerful after becoming pregnant at this time. Easy to feel sad, easy to cry and many more things that changed my life in this second pregnancy.

But, I'm very lucky to have Devan. No matter what my change, no matter what my attitude, he was always loyal and always patient with it. I'm so grateful.

"We're sleeping now?" ask me Devan.

I still shook my head because of the drowsiness I hadn't gotten so far either. I don't know, I don't understand either.

"Do I need to read a fairy tale like Ara?" ask Devan again.

Back I shook my head, I'm not a kid who can just sleep after getting a fairy tale from someone. Usually will also sleep quickly because in fact I am very easily sleepy, just tonight it feels very different.

"Do you know, Nay?"

"I'm very lucky to be with you. I can get and feel what has never been before. I got love, affection and warmth and even happiness from you."

"I can smile, I can joke with just the two of you. Until whenever and whatever happens I will keep all this. Me, you, Ara are also our children, we will be happy in a family, forever."

So in his words, I'm sure it's not just coming out of his mouth but it's definitely coming out of his heart.

"Amin, thank you, ma'am. Nay will also try to keep all of this. With you."

Back kiss from mas Devan I can, long enough the kiss lasted over the head until finally back loose and we again enjoy the night by seeing the beauty out there through the window.

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