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Happiness really had me and Mas Devan feel when he could see Ara sleeping soundly in our arms.
We didn't mind at all when he asked to sleep together in our room, even We felt so happy that we could sleep in three. Mas Devan also did not mind at all he looked so very happy because he could be with me as well Ara.
It felt so perfect our happiness, if only Ara was not experiencing such a painful thing then our happiness was really real. But how else, this has become the will of God that we must thank with grace, and we must try so that Ara can be healed and healthy as ever.
"Sleep, let me take care of you" said Mas Devan with a smile so sweet. Not only that but his hand was also stretched out to touch my hand that was hugging Ara.
For a moment I was silent, looking at her who looked not sleepy at all. His eyes still looked so round and his face was still so glowing as if there was no feeling of fatigue at all.
"Are you not sleepy?" asked me so softly, I was already sleepy actually but seeing Mas Devan who was not yet sleepy made me very reluctant to close my eyes. It was heartless to leave him awake alone while I slept just like that.
Mas Devan who had been working all day even took care of us alone he was still not sleepy at all, even intending to keep the two of us how could I possibly sleep just like that. I could not have enjoyed this comfort while he himself always sacrificed for us.
"Sleep first, I'll sleep later, too" his hand turned to my forehead, even stroking slowly using his index finger as if he were putting a child to sleep.
"But I'm not sleepy either" I said lying, I opened my eyes wide to convince Mas Devan that I really had not felt sleepy at all.
But it wasn't easy to make Mas Devan believe, because he shook his head in disbelief at what I said just now.
"Drowsiness and not you should stay asleep. It's late and you should sleep. Remember, there are lives that need rest in your stomach. If you don't sleep how he's going to rest" she said. I think it's true, but I really don't have the heart.
I paused for a moment, looked at him so intently and made Mas Devan even frown at the look in my eyes.
"Mas, if one day your biological child is born will you still treat the same thing as you do now to Ara?" obviously I was also very worried about that, not only Ara but me as well.
"Did you say this dear, now, tomorrow and forever Ara is still my son. The child in your womb is now my son, but my first child is Ara, and it will always be that way until I'm old."
"Are you sure?" I want to really make it clear to Mas Devan, I don't want his attitude to change after his birth.
Hearing me who still did not believe completely, now Mas Devan turned to sit and lean his back on the bed. One of her hands hugged Ara and the other she used to stroke my forehead with eyes that continued to set full of confidence.
"What I say I will always do, I will never betray what I have said. Believe me, that Ara and the child who is still in your womb will get the same rights as my son."
Mas Devan's words were so convincing, and now it makes me believe that Mas Devan really loves Ara anytime.
"Thank you, Mum. And. I'm sorry, I'm just too worried."
"I know, anyone would think something like that. Now go to sleep."
"Hem, Mas don't sleep at night either." I smiled, and responded with the same thing.
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