Pelita Hati Bunda
Looking for Dad

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At first I could not believe that Mr. Devan would be waiting for us and would drive us to the park but it turned out that he was really waiting patiently until now to go to the park by driving his car.

Ara was so happy because she could ride in a car that was so comfortable and fragrant. Obviously, Mr. Devan's car is an expensive car, of course, everything in it is the most special.

That's not all that makes Ara look happy but I'm very sure she's happy because her desire to go to the park will soon be realized, I don't know what exactly made him want to go to that place.

Not wanting to be considered a driver, Devan asked to sit next to the driver. At first I wanted to refuse but Ara was so happy and kept pulling hands that I could not dodge anymore except to accept the wishes of Mr. Devan.

"On Sunday I joined my father to the city on a special delman ride I sat in front of me sitting next to a coachman who was working on horseback so that his way... Ceterin..."

Sometimes Ara's voice was so high and also occasionally sounding so adorable and very funny makes me can't bear to not laugh.

"How, Mother. Ara's voice is good, right?" Tanya Ara was so enthusiastic. He looked at me with a face so bright.

"Good, it's suitable to be a child's idol" I said with a smile and hide the laughter.

I'm sure if until I laugh for sure Ara will think that his voice is not good obviously I don't want it to happen and make him sad.

"My voice is really good, isn't it?" Now Ara asked for an opinion from Mr. Devan who had just been silent and focused on driving and occasionally he smiled because he heard Ara's singing.

"Hem, good anyway. But Ara still has a lot to learn again. Your mother said you're right to be a little idol."

"Yee! After I go to school I want to become a famous child idol so that I can see Ara and she is proud and then go home and be with Ara and Mommy. Isn't that right, Mother?"

When I was silent Ara spoke like that, I was very sure she had great hope of meeting her father and even being able to get together as a proper family, complete and happy.

I could only smile so forcedly there was no way I would say no because it would definitely discourage her and she would come back sad.

I don't want him to come back as sad as he was yesterday when he was insulted by his friends and said that he didn't have a father. That's what makes me want to be angry, how can the father who was awaited by Ara turned out to be someone else's husband.

What about Ara's dream?

'O God, forgive me for not being able to realize Ara's dream. I will not be able to bring Aditya mas home to be with us and admit I am also Ara, 'my mind slashed back.

We arrived at the park which was our destination. The car stopped and Ara was so excited to get out of the car she was so impatient to get into the park what made her so excited as she is today.

"Mother, let's get in!" Ara continued to pull my hand up to make a foot immediately walk regardless of the whereabouts of Mr. Devan who was still left behind.

I turned to look at Mr. Devan for a while and it turned out that he also came down and followed us into the garden.

'Why is Mr Devan coming too?'my inner.

"Mother, let's hurry!" Ara grew increasingly restless and continued to pull my hand that had returned to walking.

So happy when Ara arrived at the park her face kept turning to see which direction she would go now but obviously I would always follow her because she did not want to until the incident back repeated I don't want Ara for anything.

And finally I knew what was the purpose of Ara taking to the park she wanted to be able to meet Mas Aditya again.

Why does it have to be like this again Ara is so hoping to see her father while she is alone? does he care about us, with Ara's happiness.

I crouched down in front of Ara stroking her hair and moved to her cheeks slowly with the intention of wanting to give her an understanding that her father might not come back and that he could no longer. But I haven't told you my heart is already feeling pain.

"Dear, for now we better have fun together don't look for dad, okay." I said softly.

"What's the matter, Mother. Ara_kan kangen with Dad, Ara also wants to like friends who have a father. They always go and play with dad while Ara? When will I go home and see Ara."

"Ara really has a father, doesn't she? Then where's Dad why you never come home, don't you love Ara? Don't you miss Ara. Ara_kan is not naughty Mother, Why don't you want to go home to see Ara?"

Tears slowly came out from the tiny angelic eye patch, Ara. I know he's very sad he's very hopeful he'll be able to meet his father, but how else would things not be possible and I will not let Ara meet an irresponsible man like Mas Aditya.

"Mother, Ara kangen same father. Let's go find dad."

"Or lest the mother never look for the father, did Mother who had expelled the father to the extent that Father was also angry with Ara?"

"It's not like that, honey. But I can't go home right now, Ara will know that I'm at work."

I couldn't tell Ara the truth that her father would never come home and would never see her.

"Ara didn't ask for anything from dad, Mother. Ara does not need a lot of toys Ara also does not need to be able to school, most importantly Ara can gather with father."

How should I give understanding to Ara. I want Ara to understand with all these circumstances but at her age now she won't be able to understand.

"Darling, horrified Mother. We pray that Dad can finish the job as soon as possible and can quickly go home and get together again with us. I want to be a good boy, right? So it's the same Mother."

"No, Ara just wants Daddy!"

I held back my tears so as not to come out, but in the end I was unable to hold all of this. This is so painful for a mother as well as for a woman who is not considered and abandoned.

"I want to find Dad!" Ara ran away.

"Mom!" I screamed so loudly when Ara suddenly ran away with tears that my heart was breaking.

I wanted to run after Ara but my steps stopped because I heard Mr. Devan was preventing me.

"Let me just." Her speech.

Mr. Devan immediately ran after Ara, while I was fixated in so painful sobs.

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