Pelita Hati Bunda
Bitter reality

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'The mother's child can already be moved in the nursery, but she should also continue to undergo further examinations because we must know what really happened to your child.'

That sentence was the last one the doctor said before Ara was transferred to the ward, and we were able to keep her together.

Mas Devan also looks very worried about Ara's condition like this, and of course he advised the doctor to do the best for Ara's recovery.

Never turned me away from the direction and continued to be beside him even though until now he had not been conscious either. I will always wait until he wakes up.

Mas Devan who was supposed to go to the office at the moment he continues to be here, In this hospital room to accompany me to guard Ara. I'm really lucky to have him.

If only there were no Mas Devan with me at this time maybe I was really very confused and fragile of course also very sad to see the state of my son who looks so very sad.

"With Ara's parents," a nun came and just stood up to the front door not really coming in. Mas Devan first walked up to him after hearing the call from the nurse.

"The doctor calls you to go to his room. There is something the doctor wants to talk about and this is very serious about the pain suffered by your child, said the nurse explained.

Mas Devan turned his head for a moment towards me as if asking permission for him to leave, but because of the great curiosity made me to come with Mas Devan to be able to listen to the explanation from the doctor about the pain suffered by Ara.

"No, I have to come along," I hurried to my feet and approached Mas Devan who was still looking at me.

Mas Devan looked very worried about seeing me who was so cool to come along, maybe he was very afraid that something would happen to me after hearing the truth about Ara at this time.

"But, Nay?" mas Devan was very doubtful and it looked very clear on his face.

"No, I have to come."

I was so confident to follow I walked ahead of Mas Devan who was still very hesitant.

"Let's Sus," take me. I continued to walk ahead and at that time the nurse also walked beside me.

"Sus Neni, please keep Ara here until we get back," said Devan, who I heard but no longer turned my head.

Shortly after that sound I heard her footsteps sounding very heavy. Mas Devan certainly followed us right up to the doctor's room the nurse said.

We were in the doctor's room that examined Ara. It turned out that he was already waiting and sitting on his great chair.

He smiled, his hands outstretched to ask us both to sit in front of him and that we immediately did.

While the nurse was? he was back at work after driving us to the front door.

"How did it go, Doc?" I was so impatient that I asked him about what was going on.

The paper he took out, he started to focus on reading and maybe started to understand what was really going on.

I was so impatient, my heart was working faster than usual just waiting for the results of Ara's health test.

Fear, worry and anxiety may be so obvious on my face that Devan's body unceasingly gives me strength by stroking my back.

Mas Devan himself was also clearly visible if he was worried, he also continued to focus on waiting even though his eyes occasionally looked towards me.

"How, Doc. Actually what happened to our son," now that Devan's talking, maybe he's impatient too.

The doctor raised his face with a very different aura from the previous one. Her smile faded and made us believe something was wrong that had happened to Ara.

"From the results we have. Mother's child, mother's child has leukemia," said the beautiful doctor.

Ara looked fine yesterday, she looked fine and how could the illness just come in the midst of the happiness we have been feeling lately.

"No way, the doctor must be wrong, right? Try again the correct check, the doctor must have misread."

The face continues to shake in disbelief, the body's hands move according to its own wishes to approach the doctor to re-read the results.

"The doctor must be wrong" I said. Tears have started to plunge now that hearing this reality, it is very heavy for me.

"Sorry, Mom. This is what happened, I did not read it wrong. Mother's son really has leukemia."

The doctor explained but I still could not believe it because I hoped it was all untrue news.

Leukemia, how could Ara have such a blood disorder. All I make sure is good, all the food, the environment all I've made sure there's nothing bad for a child, but why can Ara experience it?

The heart of a mother who does not grieve with the bitter reality of her beloved child. All I did for his health, and now?

"Mas, this isn't right, is it? Ara can't possibly experience this right?" I turned towards Mas Devan who looked sexy if he was hit too.

This is not only a bitter reality for me, but also for Devan who has become a father figure for Ara. Mas Devan was really giving her affection and she also always made sure Ara was happy, but now?

"Patience, you must be strong. I'm gonna get Ara healed, we fight together to make her heal and healthy again. You must be strong."

Mas Devan grabbed my head, he drowned it in his chest and felt many times I get a kiss. I'm sure Devan is also holding a very extraordinary taste, heard from his slightly raucous voice.

"It's impossible" I said again. Tears continue to flow even though they are in the arms of Devan who is now always in every state of my life.

"I beg you, Doc. Do whatever is most important our son can recover. No matter what the cost I will pay but heal our son" he said

Mas Devan to the doctor.

While I, I was unable to speak any more, I still continued as much as he had in his arms.

"We'll do our best, sir."

"Do whatever is best for him" Mas Devan said again, the words that came out sounded very stressed to the doctor.

"Good, Sir. We will always try our best" the voice of the doctor also sounded very firm hinting that he would also do what Devan asked.

With disbelief and sadness I moved away from Devan, released myself and moved to return to Ara's room.

Feet stepped lethargic, the gaze of the eyes also seemed powerless to open.

"Honey," Devan calls I heard but I ignored.

"I'm sorry, Doc" said Devan, but I still ignored it.

I just kept quiet even though Devan was already embracing me, following me who kept stepping back into the room Ara was in.

"You calm down, baby. I'll make sure Ara gets the best of it here. If we need to go to Singapore or whatever is most important can make our Ara healed. Don't worry, I'm with you."

I'm staying quiet.

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