Pelita Hati Bunda
Family Support

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So helpless to see Ara's situation now. She smiled happily when me and Devan were back in her room.

Although he had asked why he was brought back to the hospital but finally he could smile because of some jokes that Devan mas make.

Her smile that was so sweet at the moment but was even able to make my heart feel slashed and so sick, how could I deal with it stoicly in the moments she would definitely experience pain.

Now it did not look painful, only his face that looked very pale as well as his slightly white lips.

"Mother, mother why are you sad? Is your mom sick?" tanyakanya.

The more helpless my heart felt to hear Ara's question just now. She was sick but she asked and she thought I was the one who was feeling sick.

One tear drop I removed quickly before Ara saw it. If he saw for sure he would be even sadder to think that I was the one who was sick.

"No, you're not sick" I try to smile as sweetly as possible despite the stifling feeling. It's very difficult to make these lips smile but as a result I forced it finally succeeded even though it felt very stiff.

"Are you not sick?" still Ara did not believe it and kept asking.

I nodded slowly with a smile that convinced him even more. But my attempts to hold everything back remained unsuccessful until I returned to shed tears.

Ara's tiny hand lifted and wiped my tears with both palms.

"Mother should not be sad, especially until crying. Ara is okay, Ara is just a little dizzy later also healed if it has been given the same medicine ma'am doctor," he said.

I shook my head with my eyes closed, grabbed her hand and I held it on my cheek for so long.

"He'em," can't help this mouth to say anything more. My chest feels very tight, let alone talk to breathe it feels so difficult.

"Mother, actually mother why?" those little eyes were staring in confusion because of me, the black net seemed to surround all my faces and obscure them one by one.

"It's okay, mommy's fine," I opened my eyes and looked fixedly. I smiled and it made Ara smile too.

Mas Devan who saw this incident also continued to try hard and continue to give me support to be stronger in front of Ara. If I am fragile and also sad what about Ara later?

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Even though she was sick, Ara still ate it. Bribes by mouthfuls I kept giving her until it was almost over.

"Mother, if Ara eats a lot can heal quickly and can go home quickly too, right?" ask her on the sidelines she chews.

"He'em, sure. Ara will come home soon when she's healed. Ara should eat a lot should also massage the mother as well as the doctor, okay."

Still I try to always smile and also be strong in front of Ara. He can't know that I'm so sad, he has to stay happy and that he can recover quickly.

"Assalamu'alaikum, sweet," the door opened and it turned out that Abraham was also Susan's mother who entered.

They kept smiling even though I was sure it was just a fake smile that the two showed so that Ara foam was always happy,

"Wa'alaikumsalam," I replied as I turned towards him.

"Wa'alaikumsalam, Grandma, Grandpa!" Ara was so excited because of the arrival of the two of them. Added to that with the arrival of those who brought gifts for Ara in the form of toys and dolls.

"It's for my grandmother's most beautiful granddaughter" Susan offered the gift after arriving in front of Ara.

So happy Ara received all the gifts they brought, immediately Ara opened one by one and immediately she played one by one right on her bed.

"Mother, look! This is very nice. Grandma and grandpa brought this to Ara, "one by one the presents Ara showed me, nothing was missed.

My God, how happy Ara is right now. In the midst of the pain he got but he kept smiling.

I was lucky with the arrival of the Devan family in my life, if there were none of them how could I possibly be strong to undergo such a tough test.

I have no one but them if there were none, maybe I would despair and no longer be able to live this life in the midst of such a tough test.

"Yes, very good," again wanted these tears to fall, but with all my might I could bear so as not to fall again in front of Ara.

"Patience to you, son. We're all with you. You are not alone" Abraham approached and patted his shoulder once.

I looked up at Mr. Abraham, he looked exactly like Devan was smiling. Mas Devan is the source of my strength now even though now he is going somewhere because he says there is an important job.

"Thank you, Pa," I said. I am so grateful to have all the support from them.

"Rest, Devan said you haven't rested from morning. Neither have you eaten anything."

"Get your health, son. And remember, in your stomach there is a life that also desperately needs your attention. You have to take care of it too."

Right, from the morning I never went out from before Ara, always there and also continue to accompany her even when she fell asleep.

"Ma, let Ara papa accompany me first. You invite Nayla to eat first" said Mr. Abraham.

"It's not necessary, Pa. Later Nay will definitely eat," I am still very reluctant to leave Ara even though there is a pack of Abraham who will accompany him.

"Ara baby, you were here with Grandpa. Grandma borrow you for a second, shall you?" Miss Susan first permission on Ara.

"Could, Grandma. It's okay, too" Ara allowed.

With the permission that Ara had given me made me unable to do anything else but just obey.

"Go, Ara is safe with papa," Abraham returned to touch my shoulder.

"Come, son," I couldn't dodge when Susan got closer and pulled 'em up.

"Pa, please nitip Ara first yes," I said.

"Come, son," Susan kept pulling my_ so that I couldn't dodge it anymore and followed it straight away. I don't know where I'm going to go I don't know.

I turned to Ara for a moment, he immediately played with Abraham.

Mr. Abraham turned his head he smiled and nodded to assure me that Ara was always fine when I left.

"Come, son," Susan's mom pulled me back.

It felt so hard to leave Ara, wanting to always continue with her and accompany all her activities.

Slowly the foot stepped back to leave the place until it could not really see it.

"Ara's gonna be fine, haem," Miss Susan also convinced me.

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