Pelita Hati Bunda
Fail again

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"Nay," I immediately turned to look at Mr. Devan who was behind me and also closed the door to the room in Abraham's house.

This room used to be Mr. Devan's room and now it's the same. But now I can occupy as well, obviously I'm his wife.

Clamps clamps...

I frowned with a grimacing face towards the door that was behind Mr. Devan. His hands were still behind his body and it turned out to be locking him.

"Why?" switch I look into Mr. Devan's face. It seemed that there was something he wanted to say but he was still silent, what was it?

"Do you know whose room this is?" mr. Devan started asking but he started to step closer.

His eyes looked strangely unusual, what did he really want? I was very curious but I also slowly stepped back as Mr. Devan continued forward.

"This is Devan's room, right?" answer me.

"Call what?" mr. Devan is advancing.

"Sir Devan, right?" obviously I answered like that because that's what I usually call him. There was no other call all this time except that, so is there something wrong?

"How many times is the punishment appropriate for you? I've asked you not to call me by call sir. So tell me how many times the punishment is appropriate."

"What punishment?"

"There is no proper punishment except to do a second night. From yesterday we failed and now I don't want to fail again. Second night we have to do it now" Devan continued forward and there was no distance between us.

I sat on the bed with a face that kept looking at Mr. Devan who was still standing in front of me.

His face sparkled with intent filled with happiness with Mr. Devan who began to bend and make my body slowly retreat until finally collapsed in bed.

"Pa_r.., a_i..."

"There's no reason anymore, Nay," Mr. Devan's voice was raspy wet.

"We have to do it often, Nay. For our children's vitamins," he said.

A vitamin?

What does it have to do with husband and wife and vitamins for children who are still in the womb. I'm sure it's just Devan sir's wits because he really wants to do it.

My body felt cold hot as Mr. Devan's face approached my face, his breathing slowly greeted the face and made the body and heart tremble even more. Strange, why is it like this?

"Will you give vitamins?" said.

"Well! Vitamins?" my eyes were wide open to see Mr. Devan still very confused, what he meant I did not understand.

Not yet getting an answer from my own mind, Mr. Devan has started to bring my face closer and also slowly unite my lips with him.

The touch was so gentle, so different from the one yesterday. Obviously, the one yesterday was filled with anger and obviously did it violently but now? History is full of desires that love realizes clearly do so with gentleness.

My heart is pounding more and more uncharacteristic, the breath feels slowly become stingy and the chest seems to go up and down very clearly and it makes Mr. Devan more intensively do it.

His eyes had reddened, his breath was also the same as my breath that stung until finally our kiss was separated because Mr. Devan wanted to give me a chance to take a long breath.

Our eyes met each other for a few seconds and Mr. Devan Aki saw him smiling so sweetly over me. I started to tense up because Mr. Devan was getting closer.

"Rilex, Nay," he said as if he knew how I was feeling right now. But I just can't do that.

Tok tok...

"Mother, father! I want to be together!" the scream was very clear we heard very loudly, the voice was the voice of Ara.

"Sir, there's coming" I said.

"Let it go, there's mom and dad who'll take care of it. Then there's Neni, too," Devan's sir, who's still trying to do what's started and heats up.

Tok tok...

"Dad, Mother! Ara wants to be the same father and mother!"

"Darling, bobok same grandma huh. The father of the same mother must have been booby because of the soy sauce," the voice of Susan's mother persuaded Ara. Sounds very soft.

"No way, Ara wants to bust the same father and mother," he whined again.

Obviously I can't bear to long hear his whining which might soon become a huge cry.

All the household will not be able to sleep if he cries, nor will I be able to.

"Sir, Ara is crying," I said softly, "we can do it tomorrow, yes."

"No, Nay. Responsibilities. Junior is awake" he said.

"But, Sir. If Ara cries all will not be able to rest. Nay please, please..."

With a face of pity, Devan shook his head, he must be very resistant because from yesterday always failed, will now fail again after it has been started?

"Yes on, Nay. Please," Mr. Devan pleaded with a very clear face.

"Please, tomorrow. Don't let Ara cry" I don't want to refuse her wish but I don't want to let Ara cry.

"Huffs... Yes, I'm the one who gave up" Mr. Devan quickly collapsed next to me very lazily. He looks discouraged and very resigned, "failed again failed."

I fix the clothes that are a little collapsed because of the actions of Mr. Devan just rushed to move and approach Ara who was still at the door by continuing to whine when Susan ma'am persuaded him.

I turned my head before opening the door and Mr. Devan had moved properly, sleeping and also enveloping himself also turned his back on the door. Is he angry?

Geck...

"Darling, why crying?" I just knocked first and the door was opened and Ara was crying with tears flowing.

Maybe Ara really misses me because we haven't been apart for three days, it's the first time we've been apart. Although only three days neat it feels very long.

"Ara wants to bob with mom and dad, can you?"

I glanced at Ms. Susan and she quietly let me make a decision.

"By dong, why not. Yuk," take me.

"Really, Nay?" susan looks doubtful, she looks inside and obviously she will see the back of Mr. Devan who is so calm and surely Susan will think that Mr. Devan is asleep.

"Yes, M_ma.." It's hard to call her mama but I still have to.

"All right, it's night and rest. Then mama's back in the room," Susan's mom's leaving.

"Yes ma, thank you," I immediately went in and closed the door after Susan left. Leads Ara who is waiting.

"Dad's asleep, Bun?" Ara looked up and after that looked towards Mr. Devan.

"Seems like already. Now that Ara was bobbing huh," Ara climbed onto the bed and took a position in the middle between us.

"Dad, Ara permission to bust together huh. Tomorrow no longer," Ara tilted towards Mr. Devan and also directly hugged his neck also hid his face.

I smiled looking at Ara who was straight like that I thought she would hug me but instead to Mr. Devan.

Suddenly Mr. Devan returned his embrace despite not opening his eyes, maybe afraid that until Ara will move and know that it turns out he was just pretending to sleep.

I lay down as well and leaned towards the two of them who looked so close. Mr. Devan's hand also grabbed my hand and he held it, he just opened his eyes and smiled.

Thank God, I think he's angry about failing again.

"I'm sorry" is just one word I can say.

"Hem," Mr. Devan replied with a smile and his hand turned to stroke his cheek for a while and again clasped my hand.

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