So In Love

So In Love
EP. 101. Fear


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“Lang. . . . ngit.” Nathan, who was about to scream, lowered his tone as soon as the door opened perfectly. Both Nathan and Shien who were standing next to him, they stared dumbstruck with faces when they saw the scene of the dinner in front of him. Another case with a group of people in front of him who looked at them astonished.


“Sorry, looks like we got the wrong room.” Nathan's great-grandson hurriedly closed the door, then pulled Shien's hand to move and returned to the parking lot.


“Too-happy, Shi. Sky really-nothing else eat with his team, I know they're there some Doctors and Nurses at RH Hospital.” Omel Nathan's on their way to the parking lot.


“You should trust him. Good thing I haven't hit him yet, Shi. Malunya get to ubun-ubun deh definitely.” Nathan continued while sitting himself on the hood of the front car, Shien followed him. “I also told you that the others must have been waiting at the restaurant.”


“Where do I know he's not lying, his name is also suspicious.” Sahut Shien defended himself in a low tone of voice, he was also as shy as Nathan. But even so, Shien remained annoyed at Sky because her husband was leaving alone with a girl.


“Eat it so people don't nethink.” Nathan furiously pinched next to Shien's cheek making the girl grimace.


“Udah ahh, let's anterin me home. So bete me.” Shien said as he jumped down from the hood of Nathan's car.


“Bete for failing to encourage her husband to cheat?” Ledek Nathan held back his annoyed laughter. Shien just glared back.


“Hey, you!” The screams of someone made the two look over. The sky was walking towards them.


The sky, shocked by the sudden arrival of his wife and Nathan, immediately left his desk after saying goodbye and apologized for not being able to attend the dinner until it was over to his coworkers.


“Honey, you can come here with him.” Sky asked embracing Shien's affectionate shoulder after he managed to get to him. While Shien was only speechless with a turbid face.


“My wife who convinced me to come here for elo. . .” Nathan said, making Heaven frown he did not understand. Nathan then tells what happened without anyone being missed until he and Shien entered the private restaurant room earlier.


The sky that heard Nathan's story laughed. Because, it is very unusual that the wife who is always level-headed suddenly suspected it like this.


“Darling, you misunderstood. I can't be cheating, just thinking.” The sky pinched his wife's chin. Yet Shien was still at home in his composure. The prestige of admitting his mistake as a feeling of resentment was still lingering in his heart.


“Partially why didn't you tell me you wanted to come to the hospital? I can bring you all here.” Ask the Sky again.


“Ya I was going to give you a surprise.” Shien ogah-ogahan said. “Udah ahh I want to go home.” He then said as he went to the Sky car not far from where Nathan's car was parked. Stupidly with the box he was carrying earlier left in Nathan's car, Shien was lazy to pick it up.


“Ayo.” Shien cried impatiently because he saw the Sky and chatted with Nathan.


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Arriving at home, Shien still bent his face wryly. During the journey, he did not speak a word to Heaven. It was clearly making the sky was too bad, confused where the mistake was, when it was clear Shien saw himself earlier he was having dinner with his team.


“Darling, how do you keep getting them, anyway? Did you know that you misunderstood.” The sky approached the wife who was cleaning her makeup in front of the dressing table, then grabbed her from behind.


“But you are both the same Nurse. Where sexy skirt. I don't like.” Shien brightly without stopping the movement of his hand that was applying cleaning fluid using cotton on his face.


A moment later, Shien glared back at seeing her husband from the mirror reflection instead smiling indistinctly.


“So you're jealous, nih?” Temptation of the Sky while immersing a gentle kiss on the top of Shien's head. But Shien simply pressed his shoulders. Is it wrong for a wife to insult her husband? Hid.


“I leave with Mia tuh forced, he said he missed the group, kept he did not have a car, yes I did not feel good dong barin he took a taxi while my destination and he was the same.” Clearly Sky then, hoping Shien could understand.


Exhaling a rough breath, Shien then stopped his activities cleaning the face. We are talking about Mia. Shien seemed to have to express a feeling that had been a little disturbing his mind towards the Nurse-like girl.


“Lang. . .”


“Hum?” Sahut Langit who had not stopped sniffing and smelling the fragrant Shien hair.


“I don't like Mia.”


Shien's speech made Sky's forehead wrinkle confused, his lips drawn along with the amused ruckus coming out. “Yes not normal name if you like him.” The Sky is funny. But Shien's scowling face made his cold stop.


“Mia likes you too. I don't like you hanging out with him.” Shien.


“Do not think strangely, Shi.” Sahut Langit while pulling one seat next to Shien for him to sit. And now he was in a position facing so that he could freely look at the innocent face of Shien without makeup polish.


“You may not feel because you are not sensitive. But I know from the way he sees you. When I met at the nightclub, at our wedding reception, kept in the hospital, Mia was clearly showing interest in you.”


“But he doesn't seduce me.” The sky still did not want to believe it.


“So he wears sexy clothes in front of you, what's his name? Also he is considerate giving you lunch, giving snacks, if not trying to convince what is his name?” Sambar Shien's.


A few weeks ago he had found Mia coming to the Sky room to give lunch. Luckily, Shien was there and admonished her not to pay such attention to her husband anymore.


“But time anyway, Shi? Mia knows clearly I already have a wife.” Resilient Sky.


“The name of the teaser whichever the circumstances.” Shien won't lose. While the silent Sky could not resist Shien's remark.


“I want you to find safe.” Shien said later.


“Search safe how?”


“Yes don't sign in Mia on your team again. There are many other nurses, right?”


Breathe out slowly. The sky was silent while thinking. Well, actually Mia's job outside is very good, so it's a pity if she gets him out of the team. But if what Shien said was true, inevitably he had to follow Shien's advice for the sake of the safety of his household.


“Lang. . .” Shien smacked Sky's arm softly, annoyed that her husband was silent instead.


“I thought about it first, huh?” The sky is trying to bargain.


“Yes already, but during that time you slept in the next room.”


But the offer that Shien gave was like a sinister threat to him to make Sky quickly decide. “OK I promise to get him out of my team as soon as possible.”


Shien smiled amusedly as well as satisfied, he then cleaned up the remnants of used cotton that he had used to throw in the trash.


“There shower, I want to ready his clothes for you.” Tell Shien as he moves from his seat.


“Ready, Mistress.” Sahut Langit went along, not forgetting he stole a kiss on Shien's cheek before entering the bathroom.


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The sky looks much fresher and looks funny with a monkey-motif nightgown prepared by Shien immediately approached the wife who looks like she is casually fluttering while playing mobile phone on the bed.


“Again?”


“I again chat with Fina. He said Reno got a scholarship to study abroad from the company.” Shien replied honestly.


The sky just nodded, completely uninterested. He then seized Shien's phone, prompting his wife to shout out in protest.


“Tomorrow again just play the phone, now is the time you are with me.” Say Sky after saving Shien's phone on the nightstand, then bring the girl into his arms.


“Kangen, Shi. Almost two weeks can't be this. Every time I come home, you'll be asleep.” The sky tightened his embrace.


“Who told you to keep busy?”


The sky sighed softly, unable to answer Shien's complaint. Lately his work has been quite busy. Not only is the operating schedule so congested, but there are patients who can only be handled by it.


“Sorry, dear.” That was all he could say, he then gave a kiss on Shien's forehead long ago.


“But tomorrow you're really off, right? Not like last week, holiday but still go to the hospital.” Shien asked with a frowning face, one hand raised playing the Sky pajama button.


“Iya really is a holiday. Three days instead. Why emang?” The sky asked.


“Nothing, anyway. Just spend the day at home with you or both streets using motor.” Shien drowned his face into the chest of Heaven spoiled, something he rarely did.


“Ciyeee.” The sky automatically teases the wife who is now back fun playing her pajama buttons. “So jealous, now kangen. Start bucin this is my wife.”


Shien pursed his lips funny. “Bucin-bucin! Naturally the wife is jealous and miss the husband, people have long been taken by her husband rarely come home.” Sungut later.


“But by the way which one do you miss, huh? Same me? Or. . .” The sky grabbed Shien's hand which was used to play the pajama button, then directed the soft hand to touch the center of his tensed body. “Same to her?” His whisper with a mischievous grin was drawn on one of his lips.


“Ihh, Langiiiiiiiit.” An angry and angry Shien pinched the protruding object behind the Sky pants to make her husband complain in pain, but still could not hold back his laughter because it had succeeded in tempting Shien.


“But kengen too, kan– aaw.” The sky shrieked again as Shien now pinched his small thigh. Little pinch, anyway. But the pain is incredible.


“You're not far from it, huh?” Shien who was still upset also hit the Sky's chest softly. While Sky who was still chuckling while holding back the pain caused by the pinch Shien then apologized and said he would stop teasing her.


“Udah here hug again.” The sky spread its hands at Shien who slightly distanced himself. But despite looking still upset, Shien still scattered into the arms of Heaven.


“Lang. . .” Call Shien after a moment of silence.


“Hum?”


“Emang I'm fat, huh?” Ask Shien.


“Eh?” Sky raking. Why would Shien suddenly ask something like this? The question is the same for him. Honestly answered must be angry, dishonest must remain angry.


“Sister Nathan said I'm kind of fat. Keep her cheating on me I'm pregnant.” Adu Shien later.


“Ya is pregnant again.” Sahut Langit relaxed while gently stroking Shien flat stomach.


“Ish.” Shien hit the shoulder arm of Sky.


“Yes not possible, lah. You, right, know for yourself I take the contraceptive pill.”


“Ya can only concede. Mending tomorrow you check, Shi. Can you use the testpack first or go directly to Doctor Alice how?” The sky was suddenly excited, he even sat up.


“I never miss taking the medicine, really. Don't ngaco you. I think I have been lacking in sports lately.” Said Shien while pulling the edge of the Sky suit back to lie beside him. “Lagian body size can not be a benchmark for mastiin someone is again pregnant or not. All I know is that pregnant people are usually nauseous, continue to crave. I don't have that, tuh.”


“Yes not all pregnant women do that too, Shi.” Speak the Sky that reclined back and clasped Shien's body. “Lagian why the hell you don't want to have children?”


Shien who heard that was silent for a moment, felt guilty. “Not want, but not ready. I just can't be a good wife for you, how about being a mother later? I'm afraid I can't take good care of our son.”


“Yes, Shi. So that's the only reason?” Ask Sky in disbelief. “Shi, in my eyes, you are already the best wife. And to take care of children, we can both learn as time goes by. If you are afraid to continue, when is doong ready?” The sky is a little upset. A few years later he will step on the head of three, obviously he wants to immediately get offspring so that the age gap between himself and the child will not be too far adrift. “If I'm old enough to have children, then everyone thinks I'm my grandfather's son again.” Imbuhnya.


“But. . .” Shien hung up her sentence, staring at the Sky with suddenly sullen eyes that made her husband worry and panic all at once. “I'm afraid that the baby I gave birth to will be the same as I used to be.” Shien. That's what she's been most afraid of having children. Shien was born with congenital heart disease, and Shien feared it would decrease in her child later. Shien would not have the heart to see his descendants experience the same thing as him.


“Sorry me.” Shien suddenly sobbed violently in the Sky's embrace. While the man was just speechless while tightly clutching his wife's fragile body. All this time he was curious what actually made Shien stay to delay pregnancy. Now he knew, and why did Shien instead hold it himself instead of talking to him and trying to face those fears together?


“Yes, Shi. For that we surrender everything to God, do not be afraid and precede destiny.”


“Sorry me. . .” Shien waving. “I'm sorry, Lang. . ., sorry.” His shoulder stumbled in the middle of his crying voice. “Sorry.”


“Shuut, don't cry. You're not wrong anything. It is precisely I who apologize for always urging you to have children without knowing how you feel.” The sky gently rubbed Shien's back to calm him down.


“But, after this you are ready, right, against your fears? Let's face it together. We have God. I'm sure our son will definitely be born okay.” Sky Speak.


Shien raised his face to meet his gaze with the Sky. “But give me a moment.” His request with a pleading look. Just sec. Shien needed time to prepare himself.


The sky nodded with a faint smile. “But not for long, because I can't wait to see the duplicate I.”


Shien snorted in the remains of his cry.


“Ohh, yes. But what if it really does? If you know how pregnant tomorrow?” Ask Sky again when you remember the previous discussion.


“About possible, ihh.” Shien kept trying to deny it.


“And there are a small number of such cases. If that happens to you how? Are you not ready to get pregnant?”


“Ya jalanin, how are you going?” Shien replied because it was impossible, right, he was unwilling to accept his son?


The sky smiled at hearing that. “I guess. . .”


“Don't talk weird. I also want to have a child.” Sela Shien's. The sky just chuckles softly.


“Ya already if so let's make it first.” Then without warning the Sky had changed his sleeping position by wrapping Shien under his body, then pulled the blanket to cover their bodies.


“Langit. . .” Shien's screams were held back as Sky managed to strip the nightgown he was wearing under a roll of blankets.


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To be continued. . . .


To be continued. . . .