So In Love
EP. 77. Less Sane

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The deafening thump of music was not a problem for the colorful haired girl who was now sitting in front of the bar table with a bottle of whisky in front of her that night.

Shanna took a sip of her last whisky glass, then stomped it onto the table. His consciousness began to divide, the drink successfully made his head throbbing pain.

“Sialan.”

Aspersion. Then drown his face resting on a folded hand on the table. Her shoulders were shaking, Shanna was crying there.

He felt angry. On a reality that did not live up to expectations, Shien, as well as on himself.

His feelings are completely fucked up.

The memory of Papa and Mama reprimanding him with disappointed faces a few days ago swirled in his head. For the first time in her life, Shanna saw her parents as disappointed as she was. Likewise, with all the bad things he did to Shien also began to ring and make his head feel like it was going to explode.

But even so, Shanna did not want to admit her mistake. His body and brain refused desperately if it was his fault, but it was Shien who made it this way.

“Arghhh.”

Shanna scrambled her hair in frustration, then rubbed her face rough. While speaking less clearly, he then asked one more bottle of whisky to the Bartender. However, just as the bartender was about to turn around and take the alcoholic drink that Shanna asked for, someone behind Shanna instructed the Bartender not to do so.

Nathan chuckled a little while shaking his head at Shanna's chaotic condition. That girl is exactly a top-class bum. The distinctive aroma of alcohol filled Nathan's nose as he approached the girl.

The bartender who knew Shanna well told Nathan that Shanna had been coming to the bar lately, but for two days he had not come home and continued to drink like a stressed person.

Nathan nodded. Shanna's body stinks. During these two days maybe he didn't take a shower either.

Cih, Nathan can't believe that he already likes drunk and slovenly girls like Shanna. Slightly complaining to God, why didn't Nathan's heart fall on Shien alone or another more normal gaddis?

“Better you take him home. I don't want him to die here.” The bartender said a little excessively, then passed from before Nathan.

“What's your brain moving to a hanky?” Nathan nagged the drunk girl in front of him. Ahh, it feels just like talking to an insane person.

Shanna blinked, her blurred vision made it difficult to see the figure of a handsome man who was grumbling at her.

“Come home.”

Returning to the blink, Shanna still could not recognize the man, even from his voice. He rubbed his eyes for a while, then opened his eyes wide, trying to reinforce his vision. But Shanna still has a hard time recognizing Nathan.

“Come, I'll take you home.”

A moment later, Shanna smiled, then grinned like a madman.

“Langit?”

Nathan grunts. Alcohol does make anyone who consumes it so forget themselves to forget the memory.

“You're here pick me up?” Shanna asked, the girl began to hiccup. Nathan was just watching.

Shanna chuckles. “At last you realized that I'm better than Shien.” Then hugged Nathan's neck, drowned his face there.

“Shanna you're drunk, let's go home.” Nathan pushes Shanna's body to the distance between them, but Shanna's hand is still firmly attached to her neck.

Shanna shook her head, trying to regain her consciousness.

“You are not Sky.” Shanna pushed Nathan's body to make his masculine body stagger slightly back.

“But you are the same. Hix. . .”

“You both prefer Shien.” Shanna slammed Nathan's shoulder softly as she sobbed. “I'm less what?”

Shanna's hands moved, cupping Nathan's face. “See me. Am I less beautiful? Less sexy? What do you guys see from Shien, heeh?”

Nathan hissing. “Stupid basis.”

“You are stupid. I'm sexy because I'm healthier.” Shanna Racau.

“You're not sane, let's go home.” Nathan takes Shanna's hand off her face, then descends from the stool bar.

After that, he grabbed Shanna's waist, then put the girl's body on her shoulder exactly the porters who were carrying the sack of rice, then put the girl's body on her shoulder, he then takes her out of the bar, although Shanna continues to shout as she pleads to be taken down, as well as his hand that does not stop punching Nathan in the back.

During the return trip, Shanna continued to rummage indistinctly. He always uttered sentences that others did not understand, repeated the name of Heaven, sometimes swearing at him. Not only that, sometimes Shanna laughed, then cried afterwards.

Nathan repeatedly let out a frustrated sigh and occasionally shouted asking Shana to be quiet because she was too noisy to interfere with her driving concentration.

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Nathan chose to bring Shanna to his apartment after the girl roared saying she did not want to go home for fear of being scolded by her parents. And Nathan thinks Shanna's words have a point, even though he says them unconsciously. Nathan doesn't know what will happen to Shanna until his parents find Shanna drunk. He also did not want to be accused of being the one who invited Shanna to the wrong place.

Arriving at the apartment, Nathan who was a little upset immediately threw Shanna's body on the bed.

While shaking his waist with a breath of breath, Nathan observed Shanna's drunken expression while muttering indistinctly, one of his hands occasionally scratching his neck.

In the next second, Nathan then laid his body beside Shanna to straighten his back that felt sore. It is undeniable that Shanna's body is indeed quite heavy. Looks like the girl ate well even though she was running away from home.

Exhaling a rough breath while massaging his forehead. He then turned his head, highlighting Shanna with a sharp look.

He wanted to scold the girl. How could he be careless and heavily drunk alone in the bar? What if some bad guy took her away, then did something that wasn't?

“Stupid.” Nathan muttered while shaking Shanna's head using one of her index fingers when the girl suddenly changed her sleeping position to tilt with her face towards him.

“Langit. . .”

Nathan widened his eyes as Shanna suddenly hugged while sniffing her neck.

“Your scented sky is delicious.” Racau Shanna continued to sniff the niche Nathan's neck deepened, then kissed him. His hand did not stay still, with the naughty hand crept into the leather jacket worn by Nathan and stroked the chest of the male field to make him hold his breath for a moment.

“Shanna. . .”

“Diem. Shuuut.” Sela Shanna puts her index finger on Nathan's lips.

“You're saying it's the same Shien, right?”

“Shanna, I'm Nathan not Sky.” Nathan said in annoyance. In his heart he felt sad because Shanna kept messing with the name of Heaven.

“Do not mention the name Nathan.” Shanna flicked, then got up and climbed onto Nathan's body. “You Sky.” Keukeuh. “And I want you.”

Nathan, who was only a little late to dodge, was instantly made to freeze as soon as Shanna attacked him with a passionate kiss. The kiss was stiff, but very passionate. And Nathan didn't reply at all, not even to think about it.

“Sha. .na.” Nathan said with great difficulty because Shanna did not stop to grumble at his lips. He tried to push Shanna, but the girl pressed his body even more so that made Nathan's body stiffen for a moment.

It's insanity. Nathan can't be lulled.

If Shanna did it in a conscious state and did not mistakenly recognize it as Heaven, maybe Nathan would be very happy and he would certainly do it too.

Nathan closed his eyes, further tormented as he felt Shanna's chest compress his body.

Before the perverted demon affected him, he pulled Shanna's head up with all his might until the kiss came off. “Are you crazy, Shanna?” Nathan snapped then, looking at Shanna with an angry face along with his gasping breath.

However, as soon as Nathan sensed something much worse was about to happen when he saw Shanna suddenly smother her mouth with both hands.

“Hmmpphh. . .” The girl who was sitting right on Nathan's stomach felt so nauseous that she let out a strange sound when she endured her turmoil to vomit.

Nathan who realized what Shanna had just felt immediately put on a panicked face.

“You vomit?” Nathan asked as he tried to get up from his bed, but it was too late. It was too late because the porridge-like object was accompanied by a liquid with an unpleasant smell about almost all his clothes first.

“Arrrgggh, Shannaaaaa.” Nathan shouted in frustration. What sin has he committed on this drunken girl sitting on it until she has to have this kind of misfortune?

“Hold, Sha. Don't puke du-”

And back late. Shanna spewed out her entrails without sin and soiled Nathan's clothes a second time.

For God's sake, Nathan wants to cry right now and slam this girl out of her apartment.

But despite thinking so, Nathan deftly helps Shanna to spit out all her entrails completely, even though she has to give up her body and mattress dirty.

The man rubbed Shanna's back gently and occasionally massaged her nape to make Shanna feel better.

“Yuck.” Seeing all the vomit Shanna had on her clothes, it felt like Nathan wanted to vomit too.

After Shanna was satisfied to vomit all her stomach, Nathan then took the girl to the bathroom with his body. He wants to help Shanna clean up, but he realizes that their gender is different.

As a result, Nathan placed Shanna's unconscious body right under the shower, leaning it against the wall.

“Shit.” For example, Nathan when he saw the dress worn by Shanna was exposed to the top so that it showed off smooth thighs and red lacy cloth there. He then took off his jacket full of vomit, then threw it on Shanna's lap.

After that, he then moved out of the bathroom and closed the door aloud until a thumping sound was heard.

About five minutes later, Nathan returns to the apartment with a beautiful girl next to him, Milli. A cousin who lives right next door to his apartment unit who works as a Plastic Surgery Specialist.

“Wow, why did Rose Balackpink stray into your bathroom, Nate?” Milli was a little amazed by Shanna's swag and sexy appearance, plus her quirky Korean idol-style hairstyle.

“Do not ask much, help bathe him, keep changing his clothes to yours, Kak.” Nathan said with a vexation still encircling his heart.

“No wonder you like him.” Tempted Milli, made Nathan sniff.

“Kak. . .” Nathan glares dislikes.

Milli rolled her eyes meaningfully.

“Oke-okay, I'm taking a shower now. But you don't want to come out?” Later, because he saw Nathan was still busy standing staring at Shanna who was sitting on the bathroom floor.

Nathan snorted, then turned around and left his bathroom.

“I need to brush her teeth too, no, nih?” Milli asked a little screamed as soon as Nathan's feet had just arrived at the doorway..

“All. Rub until the smallest interval.” Sahut Nathan origin.

“Aww! Very rude, Nate.” Milli half laughed, but Nathan ignored him and chose to step out of the bathroom. He decides to clean himself up in Milli's apartment.

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Early in the morning, Papa wakes up Shien and asks her to put on warm clothes. He said he would take Shien to a high place to fulfill the request of his daughter some time ago.

A moment passed, Papa helped Shien walk towards the peak. They stepped carefully. Don't think they're going to the top of a mountain or hill, because that's a big mistake!

“Finally until we are at the top.” Papa muttered smilingly looking at the still dark sky and looking only a short distance away from him.

Shien was flabbergasted in disbelief. “Papa kidding?” Delik.

“This, right, is also a peak, Shi.” Sahut Papa while grinning wide. “Home top.” Continue origin.

Shien snorted, since when did his Papa become this ridiculous? Huo. She was afraid to look down. The spacious courtyard of his house looks much prettier from up there. House roof.

“See sunrise here where it feels good.” Shien protested with a frowning face. “Papa also less work tell me to use outfit up the mountain.”

“Let's turn out like reality, Shi. So the moment is at the top of the mountain feels so, you know.” Papa replied jokingly, but Shien instead advanced his lower lip.

“Heeh, do not sneer first before trying.” Papa rubbed his youngest daughter's face full of anxiety. He then guided Shien to sit while waiting for the sun to rise.

“Shien. . .” Call Papa after a moment of silence. Shien simply turned his head while raising his next eyebrow.

“Thank you. . .” Said Papa while holding Shien's hand with both hands.

“Thank you? For?” Shien asked confusedly. As he recalled, Shien did nothing to boast of his parents.

“Thanks for not bringing your work theft case to court.” Said Papa with a full twinkle of haru. Papa knew very well, Shien did not do that because he did not want to drag his brother into the case. However, Shanna was the mastermind. Shien also did not want to embarrass the parents and extended family if he did that.

“And forgive Papa for not being able to help you.” Imbuh Papa, the look on his face turned sad. Because he was in his position as a parent, Papa could not take sides or defend anyone. He loved his two daughters.

Shien smiled wryly, then turned his gaze down, staring at the expanse of grass in the courtyard of the house with a blank look.

“I don't want to talk about that anymore, Pa.” Shien pulled his hand from Papa's grasp.

“OK, Papa doesn't discuss it again.” Papa Sahut.

“But, Papa can ask for something?”

Shien turned his head back while frowning in response.

“Papa hope, you can forgive your brother's attitude.” Said Papa expectantly. He does not want his children to hold grudges, and all parents must want to always see their children get along.

“Hmm.” Shien replied flatly, then turned his gaze away, looking at the sky that was still shrouded in dawn clouds.

“Dan. . .” Papa sighed for a moment. From his voice, he seemed hesitant to continue his sentence. While Shien immediately looked at him curiously. “Can you let go of the Sky as well?” Ask Papa carefully.

Shien's originally expressionless facial sharpness turned sour. Although he did intend to release the Sky, but somehow he did not like the question Papa is actually more appropriately called the request.

“What because Brother Shanna likes him, so I have to give up?” Asked Shien skeptically. He looked at Papa disappointed. Shien thinks Papa is unfair because he is more on Shanna's side. That was Shien with his skeptical mind.

“Not like that, Shien.” Fast papa's. But, Shien instead threw away a face.

“Papa does not side with anyone among you. Papa also does not like the sky.” Papa tried to explain. Shien's childhood experiences of unfairness from both parents clearly made the girl doubt them easily. “But Papa won't see you guys fighting like this, son. Papa wants you guys to get along and be with each other like before.”

Shanna was silent, confused to answer.

“Papa worries about you. Papa is worried that Shanna is doing unexpected things again with you and hurt you if you continue with Sky.” Papa said again, because he knew, someone who was overcome with resentment and anger in his heart would be able to do everything, even beyond common sense. So Papa thought, the only way to stop Shanna right now is by the way Shien let go of Heaven, and they have the possibility to get back together only if Shanna regains consciousness. But, to resuscitate Shanna at this moment it was not an easy matter.

“Maybe it will be heavy at first, but Papa guarantees you will be fine after.”

Shien was still unmoved in his position, he just stared at Papa with teary eyes. He was not sad or angry anymore because Papa asked him to let go of Heaven. He was just suddenly sad to hear Papa's last words.

He had a rethink to release the Sky because he doubted he would be able to get through his days without the Sky.

But, Papa is right.

It will surely be very heavy to let go of the Sky at first. . . .

However Shien would definitely be fine after that.

“Sorry, Shien, because Papa already asked you something like that.” Papa rubbed Shien's tears on his cheek.

“But Papa won't make you, kok.” Papa took the girl into his arms. He thought that Shien was crying because of his request.

For some time, Shien cried in Papa's arms like a child. Expose his sadness that he recently tried to endure. About Shanna's treatment of him, also about Heaven's attitude that has been outrageous to him.

“Nothing. You don't have to do that. Papa wants you to get along with Shanna. But if letting go of Heaven really makes you sadder, Papa won't ask you to do that again. There must be another way to make your sister accept your relationship. Udah, yes. . .”

Papa patted Shien's shaken shoulders due to the sobbing of his cries. Apparently, the middle-aged man had misunderstood.

“Udah, doong, don't cry constantly. See the sun appears.” Persuade Papa, staring at the dawn that began to break from the eastern horizon, to infinity until it began to light up on the roof of the house.

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To be continued. . . . .