So In Love
EP. 76. Stupidest Decisions

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The sky was filling her hair in frustration. He failed to catch up to Shien, now he could only look at the car that Shien was riding further and further, then disappeared from the hospital area.

Tired because all day work makes the head of the sky feel dizzy. He closed his eyes for a moment with one hand massaging his forehead, while the other hand was shaking his waist.

The memory of Shien's one-way airfare really bothered his mind. Is Shien going to leave him? Because of their quarrel at the time? Wh why? Isn't the truth like that? All of the photos clearly show Shien's closeness to other men.

He should have been the one who was angry because Shien had not returned his feelings all this time. But even so, Sky would not let Shien off. Shien was already bound to him, Sky would not let the girl escape from him. It won't.

Exhaling furiously, Sky turned his heel to return to the basement parking lot to pick up his car, intending to chase and search for Shien. He must make sure now. The sky did not want Shien to leave him.

However, just as he took a few steps, his phone rang an emergency call sign. The sky was upset.

Damnit. He forgot his job was not done. Because the work is not like an office job that can be abandoned or directly represented to others just like that, Sky inevitably has to be responsible for completing it first.

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“Germany?”

Fina's slightly bass voice echoed into the corners of the private restaurant room that provided the western menu. I don't know what caused the tomboy girl to have a masculine voice like a man. People who are new to Fina may think that Fina is a real man, especially plus his appearance is very far from the word feminine. But even so, Fina has a very soft heart like women in general, even more than that.

Shien nodded casually as he sipped his drink.

After returning home from the hospital and successfully escaping the pursuit of Heaven, Shien contacts Fina and takes her to the girl's favorite western restaurant. Shien is being kind, he wants to treat the tomboy girl, then tell her his plan to go abroad for treatment. Fina was obviously surprised because she thought this was too sudden, and Fina was not used to being far away from Shien. I think he's a little unwilling.

“When, Shi?” He asked, putting the steak he wanted to eat back on the plate.

“After book launch, maybe.” Shien replied somewhat doubtfully. “Or can also be before.” Its effects.

Fina sighed softly with a lethargic look on her face. “Continue, you are the same Sky how?” Fina stuffed the steak she had not eaten into her mouth. “The sky doesn't mind, does it?”

Shien's heart seemed to be split as soon as he heard Fina's question. Shien's relationship with Sky was clear what it would finally look like. Then what does it matter to Shien if Sky objected or not?

“He will be fine without me.” Shien pretended to cut the steak to hide his sad face from Fina. “And I too.” He said softly.

“Shi, you guys. . .” Fina hung up her sentence while trying to investigate the look on Shien's face that kept her head down. Fina was no fool to be unable to digest the intent from Shien's remark. Merely, Fina wanted to make sure of it, as well as a little disbelief.

Fina knew very well, it was very difficult for Shien to open his heart to Sky back then. So, it was just astonished that Shien said something like this so easily.

“Why?” Shien looked up, then threw his smile casually. Something he rarely does. “Not all relationships should end well, right?” Then eat one piece of steak that suddenly feels bland.

“And that ends well is not necessarily happy.” Imbuh Shien in heart.

Shien surrenders. Completely surrender.

Although it is undeniable that Shien loves the Sky very much. But, had he stayed behind for the Sky, Shien mugkin would only have hurt himself in the end.

Humans may be able to keep trying, but there are certain limitations that we cannot bargain with.

“Why, Shi? Feeling yourself worse?” Fina tried to guess. “Or Does Heaven hurt you?”

Shien shook his head weakly in the middle of his chew, then swallowed the hard-earned piece of meat. “Just. . .” There was a heavy breath there. “Emang should end.”

Shien smiled wryly, then took another sip of his orange juice. Ignoring Fina who was still staring at him, asked for an explanation.

Fina sighed softly. Didn't want to urge Shien to tell a story even though he was very curious. Fina thought, Shien must have reason for all the actions he took.

“In that case, we should not have a farewell party, doong.” Fina suddenly switched the conversation, trying to melt back the atmosphere that had mellowed.

Shien snorted small. “May.” Cybic Shien, then stuffed the boiled vegetables into his mouth.

“What if you book Jackson Cafe?” Advice Fina. His face immediately remembered Jackson's name.

Ahh, it seems like Fina has really fallen for him.

“I booked, but you pay.” Reply Shien, making Fina immediately put on a sullen face.

“OK. But pack your card.” Fina smiled triumphantly.

“I went to the hospital. Not want to move house or workplace.” Shien protested a little.

“To be sure we will not meet in a long time.” Fina said.

Shien sighed while shaking his head. Indeed one of the developments of the times makes anything to be celebrated. Is Shien too colossal because he is less interested in anything about the party that is usually held by millennials?

“So?” Fina asked with a hopeful look.

“You set.” Shien replied with no interest at all. Fina suddenly exclaimed happily to hear it.

After finishing her meal, Fina and Shien decided to go home.

Shien came out of the last restaurant because he had to go to the bathroom first. Fina was about to wait and offer him a ride, but Shien refused and said the driver was still waiting in the parking lot.

Just as Shien had only taken a few steps out of the door, his body suddenly fell to the front. Someone slammed into him from behind.

“Sorry, I am not senga. . .” The sentence of someone bumping into Shien hung for a moment. “Lho, Shien?”

As soon as Shien raised his head, it turned Blue. The man quickly crouched down, then grabbed Shien's shoulder to help him stand up.

Shien patted his slightly dirty clothes after he stood up.

“Duhh, sorry, Shi. I walked by while looking at the cell phone. So don't focus, keep bumping into you.” Blue is trying to explain.

“You're okay, right? Any scuffing?” Blue Eyes tried to probe Shien's body, timid if the girl was injured.

“Nothing, kok, Kak.” Shien said after finishing cleaning the dirt on his shirt, he then stroked his right arm. It's a little painful, but it's okay. Maybe just a little sprained.

“Totally?” Blue asked hesitantly, feeling unwell because her carelessness almost harmed others.

Shien nodded confidently in response. “Then I go first, Kak.” The moment after he glanced at the clock on his wrist and it turned out that the day was almost at night, the sun also seemed to move to return to the contest.

“But really okay?” Blue asked once more, still with a look of worry on her face.

“I’m okay. Relax, Brother.” Shien threw a faint smile. And for Blue, those words are enough. At least make Blue calm. But it only lasted for a moment before he saw Shien limping and something red seeped from behind the gauze clad in Shien's legs. It was clearly visible because Shien was wearing ordinary flip-flops.

“Shien your foot. . .” Blue's voice stopped Shien's movements who had just stepped up. Shien turned back, then his gaze followed Blue's forefinger towards his feet.

“Ohh, this. . .” Said Shien casually, even though what he felt on his feet was very painful, no wonder because the wound due to shards of shard was quite deep. It took a few days to heal completely, while the wound kept opening because of Shien who indeed could not stay where he should have rested.

“My feet were hurt from the beginning. So, you don't feel guilty, Kak.” Connecting Shien as if understanding Blue's worries.

“Iya, I know. But your wound is open again because of the fall earlier.” Sahut Blue. “Come medicine for a moment. I brought P3K in the car.”

“No need, Brother. I can do it myself later at home.” Reject Shien bowed, then returned bidding to move from the face of Blue. But the man held her back.

“Shien, you will make me feel very bad if nolak.” Seru Blue. Yes, at least let him clean up Shien's wounds and change his rag as a form of responsibility because it has made the wound on Shien's leg open again.

“That part seems pretty bad.” Persuade Blue while raising her chin towards Shien's feet.

Shien looked at Blue worriedly for a moment, before then he agreed.

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Shien waited for Blue in the garden chair beside the restaurant, not far from the parking lot was so Shien could see the man walking half-run from the parking lot towards him while carrying a P3K box in his hand.

Then without saying much, Blue crouched down and began to open Shien's old bandage, then began to clean the wound on Shien's sole using a wound cleaning liquid, to then treat the wound thoroughly.

Shien felt very awkward being this close to Blue. If someone else were to see them from a distance, it would probably be misunderstood because of their position.

Shien just kept silent. In his heart he prayed to be immediately removed from this awkward situation.

Shien looked at Blue's face. When compared to the Sky, both of them do have visuals that are both handsome, pleasing to the eye. It was just that Blue's face was more resolute and full of an aura of leadership.

Shien blinked, cursing at himself who had subconsciously compared others.

“Completed.” Blue exclaimed, then got up and sat down next to Shien to tidy up his P3K equipment.

“Still, Brother.” Shien.

“Udah should.” Sahut Blue sincere.

Shien paused for a moment, his brain spinning around composing a good sentence so that he could quickly walk away from the sight of Blue.

Aside from not liking the awkward atmosphere, Shien was also afraid that someone would take his picture again and cause misunderstandings. Although he was going to end his relationship with Sky, but he did not want anything to cause them to fight anymore, especially Shien did not want Heaven to see it getting worse. It really hurt Shien.

“Ohh yes, Shi. I hear from the Sky soon you want a transplant operation?” Ask Blue to make sure.

Shien was stunned with a dejected look, yet he immediately regained control of himself.

“Hmm.” Shien nodded unconvinced, but that did not make Blue suspicious.

“Wahh, congratulations, yes. I hope, we can quickly meet again with your healthier condition.” Blue is happy, but Shien's heart is sliced to hear it.

“Hopefully the operation goes smoothly yes, Shi.” Blue continued to pray, while Shien began to feel his eyes heating up. Luckily the day was getting darker and the lighting in the park was minimal, so Blue could not see her tears that were already welled up.

“But sorry, I'm the same Orange can not come and give support later.” Blue again. Shien scrunched his forehead clueless.

“Lusa, I'm the same Orange wants to go to Korea. But we make sure to always send prayers for you from there.” Clear Blue later.

“Korea?” Ask Shien. His eyes asked for further explanation.

“Langit hasn't told you?” Blue asked back, Shien only shook his head in response.

“We should not have a farewell party, but the time is very tight.” Mumbles Blue slowly. But it could still be heard clearly in Shien's ears.

“I'm the same Orange have plans to welcome our baby there.” Blue explains.

“Then want to give birth in Korea?” Shien. Blue nodded with a happy twinkle on his face.

“Why go all the way?” Shien's comment muttered. He felt if Blue and Orange a little excessive. Giving birth is giving birth, as if in Indonesia there is a shortage of hospitals.

“Later also if you are the same Sky have a child for the first time, surely you want to make everything special.” Blue Sambar, making Shien a little surprised and also embarrassed because it turns out Blue heard his mutter.

Shien gave a stiff smile as he nodded slowly. In his heart he grimaced, remembering the first sentence Blue said it seemed like something that was impossible to happen.

“In that case, hopefully everything goes smoothly for you too, especially Jingga.” Shien's prayer was earnest. “I'll send a gift to your baby later.”

Blue chuckles small. “Prayer is enough. Unnecessary gifts.”

“Why? Because you guys are already rich, so no need for a gift?’ Shien pretended to snort in disappointment.

Blue again chuckled softly hearing that. “It turns out you are easily offended.” Blue Cibir. “Then I wait for the most expensive gift from you. Our baby must be happy.” The Blue later.

“That's the name of extortion indirectly.” Lady Shien, make Blue chuckle again.

“Eung. Sorry, Shi. I'm home first, yes.” Blue glanced at the watch and just remembered that she had to pick up Orange at her in-laws' house.

“OK. See you later . . .” Shien.

“That's right see you soon. We'll meet again after four months, Shien.” Blue corrected as Shien said a farewell sentence as if they would not meet again in an unspecified amount of time. Even impressed like I won't see you again.

Shien simply smiled as he nodded hesitantly in response.

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After Blue's departure a few minutes ago, Shien then decided to leave as well. It's almost night, Papa and Mama are definitely waiting for him at home. He could not wait to meet them and discuss his plans for treatment in Germany later.

“Blue it's got a wife.” Shien gave a rough snort as soon as he heard a very familiar voice right after he got up from his seat.

Whether when and from which direction it came, the Sky was already before him, looking at him with a sharp gaze.

“Disce to meet. And he's just helping me with the wound on my leg.” Clearly Shien was weak, his tone sounding resigned. It was up to Sky to believe his words or not, the important thing was that Shien was already telling the truth.

The sky stared worriedly at Shien's feet which were indeed wrapped in bandages, then turned to look at his pale face. But, anger and jealousy have made Heaven can not think clearly and only prejudice continues to emerge.

After work, Sky immediately rushed to find the girl and kept trying to contact her, but was ignored. Lucky Fina told her whereabouts, but what she saw once she reached the restaurant actually made her almost subsided anger towards Shien reappear.

“If you want to seduce people about dong, Shi.” The cold voice of Heaven snuck into the eardrum and pierced Shien in the heart.

“Job.” Maki Shien with a low tone and a sharp gaze that seemed to draw deep into the sky.

Shien clenched his hands tightly to hold his emotions there. This time, the sky was already completely outrageous. It was so outrageous that Shien did not want to see the face of Heaven again from now on.

It's really hard to believe Heaven says such a thing.

Should Shien ask the swaying grass, has he ever wooed people once? And has he wooed the Heavens before they had any relationship so far?

The vow. Shien would eat spaghetti through his nose if he ever did.

On what basis did Heaven continue to accuse him like this? Really shallow minded.

“It turns out, in your eyes I am such a person.” Shien nodded in disappointment as well as sadness.

“Do I have to justify all your accusations to me? Just now you're satisfied and stop thinking badly of me? Yes?” Asked Shien who was fed up with Sky's attitude towards her lately.

“Do not attempt evasion. . . .”

“You're the dumbest person I've ever met.” Sela Shien fast.

“A fool who can only rely on his own emotions and instincts without trying to think whether it is true or not.”

Sighs for a moment. Shien's eyes are warming. He had already lost the strength or courage to return to trust the Heavens.

The sky really let her down, hurting her heart.

“Please think as you please, Sky.” Shien spoke with a trembling voice as his tears slowly began to fall against his pale face.

“And don't see me again after this.” Shien then threw the Sky-given ring to hit the chest of the male field, then the glittering object fell on the grass.

“SHIEN WHAT ARE YOU DOING?” snapping Sky. He felt his blood already boiling and rising to his head when he saw Shien throw his gift ring.

Although surprised and frightened, Shien still tried to calm down and ignore the words of Heaven, as well as the gaze of Heaven that seemed ready to pounce on him alive. His expression was exactly that of a wounded wolf.

“I think the decision to be with you is the best.”

“SHIEN STOP TALKING NONSENSE, OBVIOUSLY YOU ARE WRONG.” Shouted the Sky did not accept, but Shien continued his unfinished sentence.

Shien was not a human with an infinite level of patience, Shien also had the right to vent his disappointment and anger at the Sky.

“But it turned out to be the dumbest and most wrong decision I ever made.”

Shien let out a breath that felt tight. After that, he turned his body around and passed from there. Then hurriedly got into his car before the screaming Sky called his name and tried to chase after him managed to get to him.

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To be continued. . . . .