Lies
Red Met

Dissociative fugue is a disease related to psychology. A disease characterized by loss of self-identity. A kind of amnesia caused by a severe past experience or some sort of major trauma. Yes it is only natural to remember what happened 12 years ago. No one would want to remember that bad experience, not even Karan. The experience was so horrible. A night full of blood that was inevitable. So that's what makes Raya no longer remember her past. Especially before that night. Perhaps the events of that time were the last point of Raya's memory. Because it was too heavy, the woman changed her own identity and tried to forget it. Ways to keep him from getting hurt too deeply.

But, is that fair to Karan? While she experienced terrible things after that incident, getting more severe persecution and immense trauma, Raya instead forgot about it so easily. Karan has tried many ways to forget. He examined his mental health to various doctors and psychologists, but none of them could cure his pain from those memories. Not just healing, just making him forget not. Not counting how many hundreds of medicinal grains had already entered Karan's body. Unfortunately all in vain. The man was still having a bad day because of his past memories.

When Karan turns his mind to take revenge on Raya, it is at that point that Karan can only slightly turn away from his past. A little bit can live his life well. Maybe because he already had a definite goal, which is to get Raya, avenge his heartache and make the woman experience the same thing with him. Every step Karan always rests on Raya, his brain is always thinking of ways to immediately drag the woman into his house as a wife. And karan found it. For him, Raya is really a destroyer as well as the savior of his life. I don't know if his meeting with the super model is something he should regret or be grateful for. Karan doesn't know at all.

Karan closed his laptop and walked towards the sleeping Kingdom. Karan sat on the side of the bed, right next to his wife. He took a close look at the hand of Raya, observing the soft, delicate hand. In the past, Karan did not know there were many things that Raya hid from him. As long as they get acquainted and decide to become lovers, Karan does not know that Raya always suffers. Behind the gray white school clothes, or the black shirt and blue jeans that the girl used to work every weekend, there were a lot of bruises. Uncounted. There may be dozens, even hundreds if the wounds that have healed are counted.

And during that time, Raya kept it very well. It was too good that the girl never screamed in pain even though her body was not good. Although there were bloody wounds there it would even sting as sweat flooded his body. In front of Karan, Raya even displayed her best smile. Always say that his life is no problem and be positive. Even though he had economic difficulties to threaten his school, Raya still did not give up. Something that always made Karan fall for her.

“I love you so much, Raya. From the first day we met until now. But Raya, I'm more willing that you lose our memories of the past than those memories make you tormented. It doesn't matter if you only know me as Karan Reviano, your husband. It's okay even if you don't know the real me. Because you're my life, honey. Nothing will change that reality,” whispered Karan beside Raya. The man stroked the top of Raya's head gently. Hoping for a simple movement can lead the wife to a beautiful dream, replacing the nightmare that had haunted her.

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Raya woke up and felt her body tremble. The bed is also uncomfortable even though it is warm. Where is he? Didn't he just be in the living room of Karan's colleague house? Raya recalled asking her husband to take her to the room. Maybe he's in his room now. But, why vibrate? Is there a terrible earthquake? He widened his eyes quickly. He doesn't want to die now. It didn't matter if he died of fate, but he didn't want to die silly without trying to save himself.

As soon as his eyes opened, he was surprised to see Karan's face above him. He greeted her with a sweet smile and a short greeting. “Good morning, Honey. Did I wake you?” strap it with a very bright face. As bright as the translucent sunlight from the glass beside Karan. Wait a minute, why is there such a close glass? Raya also looked around. It turns out they were in the car.

“To our lodging, Honey. We should continue our honeymoon.” Karan accidentally takes Raya out of her colleague's house. He did not want Raya to experience anything bad there. Mike's presence and the problems experienced by the young man will remind Raya of her past. Karan doesn't want to happen what he doesn't want there. After all, the cooperation of Karan and his colleague was already well established. If it does not work, Karan is willing to release the transaction offer worth hundreds of billions of rupiah for the sake of Raya. Karan could find many business colleagues, but he could not get a replacement for Raya among the billions of people on this earth. Raya is the only one for a Karan Reviano.

“How is your cooperation?” Raya tries to position herself sitting next to Karan. Of course with the help of the husband because the way Raya moves is so alarming, it looks as if it will collapse at any time.

Karan touched Raya's head and stroked her slowly. “Don't worry Darling. Your husband is a great CEO. One cooperation like this will not get away with it.”

Raya nods to acknowledge Karan's ability in business. “Yes, you are great.” Raya doesn't know where Karan will take her away. But when he saw a luxurious and magnificent building welcoming them, Raya also knew that the inn Karan meant was the inn Raya had once occupied when she was in Milan for a photo shoot. Not just once, maybe three times Raya stayed there. “Wah, you really brought me here! You know, I've stayed here three times,” said Raya bragged. Without knowing that such trivial information will be known by Karan from the collection of information on his laptop about the super model.

“Ya, I know.”

Raya frowned and turned her attention from the window towards Karan. “You know? How did you know?”

“Yes I know anything about you, honey. Outside and inside, even with its size,” Karan chirps that suddenly make Raya cheeks red. The woman quickly saw their driver. Fortunately, the driver did not seem to care at all. Maybe because the driver is Italian who does not understand Indonesian. It should be a joy to the Kingdom, otherwise he would be very embarrassed. Karan's lips cannot be left open. The man could say things more frontally than this.