Lies

Lies
Lipstick Former


Varen lowered Raya carefully. He led the woman home and took her to bed. The Kingdom is still very weak. Danger if he does a lot of work. The aunt and her manager are in discussions with the agency company where Raya works to give Raya time to recover. Although it was very difficult because Raya had already taken some work in this week.


“Sleep first. I will cook lunch for you,” said Varen while stroking Raya's head gently.


Raya nodded. However, Varen did not get out of the room, Raya hugged him from behind. It's sudden, but Raya wants to do it. He can't lose Varen now. It sounds selfish and cunning, Raya still does not want Varen to leave her.


“Hey, Darling. What's the matter? Why are you suddenly hugging me?” asked Varen curious although he did not intend at all to release the embrace of Raya.


“I just want to hug you. Can't it?”


A smile appeared on Varen's lips. “What are you talking about? Of course you can hold me, honey. In fact, you can do more than that if you want.”


THE PUK!


Raya hit Varen's back. “Basic pervert!” his protest.


“Hey, hey! I'm not perverted, Raya. At least for now because I don't know what happens if we're married. Maybe I'll be more perverted than this.” Varen stroked Raya's hand that was on her stomach and continued her conversation. “You better get ready, darling.”


“Basic!” Once again Raya patted Varen on the back. “I want to see you cook. Can you please carry me to the kitchen?”


“Of course.” Varen lowered his body to let Raya ride onto his back. Then, the man carried Raya from behind. “What's with you today, hm?”


“Why? Don't you like my attitude?”


“How could not like? I really like it, honey. When necessary I want to see you like this every day.”


Raya shook her head. “No. I just want to talk to you today. At least today alone,” he said in a weak tone. What Raya went through today was very heavy, not because of the pain she suffered, but because of Karan and Varen. Really those two people made Raya's heart a little shaken.


And it seems that the anxiety of the Kingdom is not enough to get there. While putting her head on Varen's shoulder, Raya finds a faint red mark near the collar of Varen's shirt. Raya confirmed his position and saw the sign clearly. The red lipstick mark.


Blood Kingdom rustled, his finger that was around Varen's neck trembled and instantly his eyes turned red. What he feared happened. Varen was really in touch with that woman. A woman named Cindy.


“Did you take another woman in your car today, Varen?” tanya Raya when Varen dropped her off.


Raya approaches Varen, helping the man clean the vegetables while continuing to talk. “You said you were in the office all day.”


“Yes, I've been in the office all day, baby. I met clients before working in the office,” he concluded while avoiding the eyes of Raya.


Lies. I know Varen well. He turns his face away from her every time he lies. There is pain in the heart, but Raya must endure it.


“You really work hard, Varen. I'm happy to see it,” said Raya by forcing a smile out on her pale lips.


Raya just realized her stupidity. He should not have let his heart be affected by Varen. They marry without love, Raya understands that for sure. Wishing to be loved and to love Varen is ridiculous. Raya must remember her initial goal, which is popularity and high status. That's how he used Varen. So, wherever Varen's heart is anchored and what the man has done in the past, Raya does not need to interfere.


“But I want you to promise me one thing, Varen. Never bring another woman into our home. Whoever that woman is. Because I will not be able to accept it,” said Raya while touching both cheeks Varen. This is all Raya can do. He doesn't want Varen to do something he hates, an affair. At least with this threat, Raya hopes Varen can leave the woman even though Raya herself does not know what Varen's relationship with her is.


Both of Varen's eyes were wide open. The man looked confused hearing Raya's statement. “Of course Dear. How could I bring another woman when I already have a wife like you? And listen to this, Raya, I love you. Maybe you don't believe it, but I really love you,” he said in earnest. Can Varen see clearly Raya's body stiffened. The woman seemed to be in disbelief hearing his words.


Raya felt more hurt to hear Varen's words. This is worse than knowing that Varen is related to another woman. Varen lied to him. The man dared to make a sweet statement but in reality he also whispered the same thing to other women.


“I know. I've been aware of it for a long time.” At the end of his words, Raya felt a pain in her heart. His throat was choked, he seemed to have just swallowed a bitter pill that made his tongue feel faint. Once again Raya must open her heart and put forward her career. All for the sake of the glamorous life she dreamed of as often mentioned by the aunt.


“Thank you Dear. I won't let you down,” the man promised Raya.


Varen doesn't know if his lies are right or wrong. He also does not lie a hundred percent. Since morning he has been in the office to do some things. When Aunt Raya called, Varen remembered her promise to Raya that today they would take one last measurement of a dress.


Varen was already getting ready to go to the boutique, but halfway through, Cindy called him. The woman's crying voice made Varen lose her mind. He panicked and went straight to where his friend was. Cindy is at home. His mother was lying limp. With a sad and sobbing tone, he asked Varen for help to take the mother to the hospital.


Honestly, Varen doesn't want to be in touch with Cindy anymore. The incident of the shoes alone had already made his relationship with Raya turn cold. Yet before this, Raya never once ignored her calling, even when the model was with her lovers. Varen believes Raya puts him in a very special position.


But how could Varen leave Cindy? Moreover, the woman's mother really needs her help. Cindy has no one but her mother. If anything happens to her mother, Varen believes Cindy will never be able to move on with her life.


It was on humanitarian grounds that Varen helped Cindy take her mother to the hospital. Of course the nearest hospital. After making sure the mother gets treatment, Cindy's body relaxes. He nearly fell to the hospital floor in case Varen didn't catch him. In the arms of Varenlah Cindy vent her sadness and fear.


So, should Varen say that to Raya? No. gabe. It was unnecessary because Varen had absolutely no special relationship with Cindy. The woman was only her close friend, the best friend who had helped her all along. No more than that. Varen only loved Raya, even since they were still in college. Varen still loves the super model until now, even though Raya does not realize it at all.