Lies
Not the Real Father

Here's what happened before. Just before Farraz came to the Raya residence. At that time, as usual, Raya was preparing dinner. Rice he had cooked on the stove and side dishes were already available on the dining table. Make no mistake, Raya did not prepare the food for the father. He prepared it for himself. Raya never cared about that man. All this time, only leftover food was provided on the table. That is if there is anything left.

Because for his father, sipping a few liters of alcoholic beverages has filled his stomach. He no longer needed any food. So that food is not wasted as it once was, when Raya was a child, when she decided to think well of the man by providing food for him. But what does Raya accept? In addition to the food splattered on the floor from being thrown away by the father, Raya also got a few punches in her hand. It hurts so much. I don't want that painful thing to happen again.

The plan that day, Raya will rest after filling her empty stomach. It's been a few days not going to school. Tomorrow he will return to class and take lessons. At least that's all Raya can do to improve her life. He also doesn't know what to do when he's home. During his fever, he was already severely tormented. Especially when he knows the return of his father. If possible, Raya wants to move out of her house as soon as possible.

That day, I don't know what misfortune aoa is hitting on him. The father suddenly arrived earlier than usual. At half-time seven he arrived. Surprisingly, the man who usually just drunk and took the oath did not say anything when he entered the house. He was not aware that his father had come home. He only knew someone was nearby when he heard footsteps being dragged on the floor. No one can enter his house which is why there is only one possibility, the father.

Although it is in a crime-prone area, but the people in the Kampung Raya will not attack each other if not attacked first. They still have a little conscience even though they have no money. Very different from the rich people out there who are mutually elbowing and dropping each other just to fight for power. Maybe because the people in this village already know each other so that their brotherhood is quite large, or even because they are both poor so there is no point in stealing money from fellow poor people.

Raya's father came in and took the glass, filled it to the brim, then looked at the whole water in the glass with a grimace. Apparently there was a wound on his right lip that made the man feel sore when coming into contact with water. Not only were his lips injured, but also his legs and hands. It seemed like he had been beaten up by someone else so his appearance that night was so appalling. Actually, Raya had medicine in her room to treat her father's injuries.

But for what? Let the man experience what the Kingdom has been through all this time. Experiencing how bad it is to endure the pain of being beaten by someone else. If the father dared to beat him, then the man should also be able to endure the pain if beaten by others. It has become a consequence of an action or some kind of plague due to his own actions. If necessary, the man should experience what he is experiencing today every day. Maybe there will be a little change in him. Changes so that no longer light hands hurt Raya.

“Ah, dammit! Those assholes I'd like to vanish for,” umpat the man. Finally, it returns to its usual mode. Rude man who likes to curse and beat his own daughter. Raya really did not understand how this kind of man could become her father. How could a father who was once so good in the memories of the childhood Kingdom turn into such a terrifying monster like now? And the least Raya understood was how the man could seduce the kind and innocent mother Kingdom?

Raya could not imagine her mother's reaction when she saw the man she married and loved wholeheartedly, suddenly transformed into someone more terrifying than a monster who likes to kidnap a princess that the mother always told in bedtime stories when Raya was a child. Really poor mother. So is the unfortunate Kingdom of being born a child of a useless man like his father. If only Raya could choose, she would rather not be born in the world than know how much of a bitch her father is.

The eyes of Raya's father moved towards the princess who was washing dishes. I don't know why his emotions always arise when he sees the girl. There was a sense of hate and disgust to see it. Plus of course a great anger. To her, Raya is a pesky carrier girl. Had he not been born to earth, his wife might have survived. The reason, the cause of the wife died was due to the process of childbirth that did not go well. Indeed, his wife had bleeding, but he considered it had been handled well by the hospital. Who would have thought that a few years later, even a terrible thing happened to Mother Kingdom. Of course it makes him very hit.

The problem is, the man vented it on Raya, his biological daughter from his beloved wife. He doesn't know who to be angry at. No one can be blamed when destiny is already in the light of life. He should have understood about it, but he still did not want to accept the situation. As a result, every time he saw the face of Raya, in addition to longing because the face was very similar to the face of his late wife, he was also very angry and irritated. As happened today.

“Why are you here? Why don't you just die anyway? Fucking boy!” The man nodded again. This time with a rude action. The glass in his hand was already floating. This time it was right next to his daughter who was washing dishes. He was getting angry because his throw was not on target. Though he targeted the glass made from the tin to hit the head of the child.

“Why are you keeping quiet, damn boy? You should wake up and fight me! Otherwise, just die like your mother!” I don't know what made that man so angry that day. All the things on the dining table were flying on the floor. The side dishes that Raya left there are now scattered everywhere.

He was angry, but he chose silence. Replying to a useless man was tantamount to draining his energy. After washing all the dishes, Raya cleaned up the leftovers scattered there. Wash it clean so that no ants will shroud the floor made of cement. However, when he wanted to save his broom, the father suddenly took the object and used it to attack Raya.

“A-forgiveness Pa! Forgive me!” raya said while stunned on the floor. One hard blow hit his leg until he just fell. His fever is still not recovered properly, that's what makes Raya feel pain in his legs double what he felt so far.

Unfortunately what the Kingdom said had no effect on the man. He increasingly aggressively beat Raya by using a broom handle made of wood, making the body of Raya is not like a samsak that deserves to be beaten. “Just kill you! Die up! You're a real useless kid!” he said while continuing to carry out his actions.

Raya really doesn't know what's wrong with her. He has been trying to be patient all this time. The punch launched by the father is also as much as possible to be held by using both hands. However, when the father uttered a sentence, Raya became apoplectic.

The father stopped hitting Raya for a moment. He rubbed his chin and lifted it up. Then, he slapped her tightly. “Do you not understand what I mean? You should have died! Die!” he filled it with anger. “If you don't die, I'll sell you as debt security. You will be a comforting woman and serve them. Yes, I should call them to take you.”

The Kingdom was down at that time. His head was on the cold cement floor with blood flowing from his face. His whole body was in pain and pain. Some parts were painful because of the injury. But there was more pain and pain than all that, when he heard the words of the father who wanted to give himself up as a guarantee of debt. Raya knows her father is a dickhead. He was the most useless man Raya had ever met in her entire life. However, never once did Raya suspect her father would be so contemptuous as to sell his own daughter.

Can he still be called a father? Can a father do that to his own daughter? A daughter born from the womb of a woman he says he has loved his whole life? Raya laughed softly on the sidelines of the tears that dripped from her two eyes. In his heart he screamed loudly at his mother who was in another realm. Shouting the pain entrenched in the recesses of his heart.

“What's my fault, Mother? Why do I have to suffer this much?” isak Raya in his heart.

With a blurred vision due to the tears that pooled in his two eyeballs, Raya saw the father who started dragging his feet. The man seemed to be moving towards the middle room. It seemed like he really seriously wanted to sell Raya. This can't be allowed. Raya did not want to fall into the dirty hands of the men mentioned by her father. He has to move fast. And the choice is only two now. First, he must die as his father said. Or the second option, he must make his father can not get out of his house.

Raya gathered with all her might. The pain, pain and pain that was all over his body he fought just to make his body move. When Raya was able to stand up, her eyes caught a fairly medium-sized knife that was on top of the furnace. The knife that Raya usually uses to slice spices even cuts fish. The Greater Mind is surrounded by eternal darkness until it feels dark. The brown netra barked as it looked at the knife. His chest rumbled with all sorts of emotions. Angry, hate, afraid and sad. But of all that, anger and hatred were the most dominating thoughts of Kingdom. Which made Raya without a second thought take the sharp object. With a terrible face wrapped in a grievous cry, the girl approached the father who was walking.