Lies

Lies
Solving Misconceptions


The reason Raya did not attend their divorce hearing and only sent her lawyer as a representative was to cover up her pregnancy. His stomach was getting bigger and bigger, he couldn't possibly cover it at all times. Sooner or later Karan will realize that Raya is already lying. Raya fears Karan will be furious with her and cancel the divorce by using the child in the womb Raya. She had to keep it a secret from her husband.


Karan doesn't want a child from her. Raya believes that. The man still held a grudge against him that could not be erased just like that. As her aunt once said, Raya and Karan must separate so that they do not hurt each other. Raya does not intend to hide her pregnancy forever because when she was born and grew up, she would ask about who her real father was. Raya can hide the child from Karan, but she cannot cut off the blood relationship of the child from her father.


Maybe someday there will be a time when Raya is open to karan and conveys that the child she was carrying at that time has not died. He grew up healthy and became a boy named Luca. The child who looks and behaves very similar to Karan. Since Luca was born, Raya has seen the figure of the ex-husband of the boy. One reason is because Raya often thinks of Karan when she was pregnant with Luca. The man was in his room when he moved to New York with his aunt. Raya also collected business magazines whose covers contained pictures of the man. Seeing him in a state of sadness and longing.


If there was no aunt who held her back, Raya would have tried to return to Indonesia many times. He wants to meet Karan and convey how much he yearns for the man. However, Raya cannot come to Karan. His aunt always reminded about the health of the baby in the womb that he must take care of. Traveling far above the plane will make the child tormented. It is thanks to this advice that Raya can survive in the country of others without the presence of an escort.


“Then, who is Edgar? You married her?” Karan cuts Raya's story. His curiosity towards Edgar filled his head. If Luca was his son, why did Edgar regard Luca as his son? Why does Luca call him ‘Daddy’? Karan could not bring out his suspicions from Raya and Edgar. If Luca was his son but Raya was already married to Edgar, Karan did not know what to do. He was happy because his son was still alive. But he would also feel disappointed if Raya already had another man. Karan knows this is very selfish. Unfortunately he could not deny his possessiveness towards Raya.


“No. I'm not married to him,” replied Raya quickly. The woman's eyes looked seriously, indicating that she was not lying to her husband. “Really, Karan! Edgar is nobody. He was just the one who helped me all along. But I didn't marry him.”


“So, why did Luca call him ‘Daddy’?” There was jealousy when Karan asked that. For five years he did not know his baby was alive. Once he found out, the boy already had another father. Karan was never called father by the son, but instead another man called father by him. Karan could not accept that at all.


“That's because it was Edgar who helped me to the hospital. He owns the apartment building where my aunt and I live. At that time she was monitoring the apartment building and met me who was about to give birth. He helped me.”


Remember how that happened. When her stomach was contracting badly after she went shopping from the supermarket. The aunt was not in New York, the woman returned to Indonesia because of a problem with her jewelry business. Initially the aunt did not want to leave the Kingdom especially seeing the condition of the Kingdom that was already heavily pregnant. But Raya managed to convince him.


The middle-aged woman had already done a lot for Raya. All the property he collected during his money as the regent was already sold to finance their lives in this city, which was certainly not cheap. So, Raya could not ask for more from the woman, at least when there was a difficulty, Raya could not hold it for too long. She did not want to be selfish because her aunt also had a life of her own. All this time he had troubled his mother's sister, let him now try to do it alone without his aunt.


The Raya Decree was fatal. She experienced symptoms of childbirth while in an elevator which happened to be slightly damaged. The panicked Kingdom was stunned on the elevator floor while holding its stomach that felt heartburn. He could not even get up to press the help button. A few minutes later, the door opened. Right in front of him was a man who owned an apartment building. Raya knew him because several times he had passed the owner when the man was visiting the apartment building. Edgar did not live there permanently. He lives in Milan. But while in New York, he lived on the top floor of the apartment building, the only largest apartment unit in the building.


Coincidentally that day Edgar was also in the apartment building and was waiting for the elevator to be repaired. When the elevator door opened, everyone outside the elevator was surprised to see the condition of the Kingdom who was willing to give birth. Without thinking, Edgar helped take Raya to the nearest clinic from the apartment building to get first aid. Even when Raya was referred to a larger hospital, Edgar always accompanied Raya.


At first Edgar felt guilty because as the owner of the building, he could not ensure the safety of the residents. Then, the feeling turned into a sense of compassion to see Raya who was alone in the hospital without being accompanied by anyone. As time went on, Edgar felt it was his responsibility to Raya. Especially when he became the first person to hold Luca because Raya was still unconscious until a week after giving birth.


As soon as Raya regained consciousness, she was surprised to see Edgar was by her side. At first he felt awkward, but Edgar tried to explain well the events that happened. The man apologized for doing many things without the permission of Raya. Since everything had already happened Raya could not express her anger. He was upset by his sudden status as someone's lover, but he was also grateful that Edgar had saved him and his son. He also did not mind the name Edgar gave his son. Although he had the right to change it, he still let his son Luca because the baby looked comfortable with the call.


“Then everything just happened. Having often seen Luca in the hospital for almost a month, Edgar and Luca became close. Edgar often calms Luca down when Luca cries, and takes care of Luca while I'm busy pursuing my modeling career. His family also readily accepted Luca even though they knew Luca was not the son of Edgar. They take care of our baby lovingly,” explained Raya. He spoke honestly to Karan about everything. There was not a single incident that he missed that he did not convey to the husband.


I don't know how many times Karan exhaled his rough breath, but he did it again just now. There was a lot of chaos that Karan felt raging in his heart at this moment upon hearing Raya's story. “Why didn't you look for me, Raya? Why don't you come and explain Luca to me?”


“I wanted to do that, Karan. When Luca was one year old, I returned to Indonesia. I want to say about Luca to you, but I can't do it.”


Karan scrunched his forehead. “Why? You know where our house is. Ah, naw. I mean, home. You also know my office address. Nothing has changed since you left me until now. Even my phone number is the same. You know why I did that? Because I believe you'll call me someday. I'm afraid that if I move house or change my cell phone number, you'll have a hard time finding me. I'm afraid you won't have a way to find me.”


“I'm sorry. It's my fault.” The tears just went free. He did not expect the reason Karan still maintained his mobile number was because of him. If only Raya knew, she would not have escaped Karan for too long. He will come to Karan as soon as possible.”


Just like before, Karan's feelings had never changed the slightest bit from the Kingdom. He still felt sore every time he saw Raya crying. Karan quickly pulled Kingdom's body into his body and hugged the woman. “Don't cry Raya. I beg you not to cry anymore or I will cry because of you.”


Instead of stopping crying, Raya spilled all her sadness in Karan's arms. The woman sobbed, but she was able to continue her story. “That time I wanted to come to your office with Luca, but I heard the news that you were married. You even delivered it to yourself at the press conference that you already had a wife. With that news how could I possibly come to you, Karan? I thought you had forgotten me and had a new wife so I decided not to bother you anymore.”


“What?” Karan is lying around not playing. He let go of his embrace and ruffled his hair violently. In fact, Karan again let out a heavy breath from his mouth while cursing violently. How stupid is this. He did not expect his lie that he made to expel other women who were about to approach him even ended up by distancing Raya from his side. I want Karan to scream loudly because of the annoyance that gnaws at his heart. This was truly a ridiculous deed that he never expected would happen.


Raya's eyes stared at Karan. “I really thought you were married, even until yesterday.”


“Are you stupid? You didn't see this?” Karan raised his hand and showed the back of his right hand to the face of Raya, where on one of his fingers was embedded a wedding ring that for five years was faithfully attached there. “I always show this, Raya, wherever I am. I never let go for a second. You know why? Because this is our wedding ring. Don't you recognize him at all?”


“How can I know how your ring is shaped? When we got married, our preparation was very short. It's only been a week, and you've prepared everything, including our wedding rings. Then, you are also rarely home. Have you forgotten everything?” Raya doesn't want to lose. This time he blames Karan for what the man did while they were still in marriage.