Lies

Lies
Divorcement


Raya's eyeballs were fixed on Karan. The man's face returned. He really showed his heartache and also his disassociation. If you want to look deeper, Raya also does not accept this reality. For him this was also unfair because for many years he had no idea what was happening. Live in pressure and guilt without knowing where the fault lies. Although unlike Karan, Raya also feels guilty about this incident.


“True, this is not fair to you .. nor is it fair to me. I don't know what's going on. I can't see you and I can't make amends.” Raya set her breath that felt tight. He doesn't want to cry. That's why he had so much trouble holding back his tears. “I'm sorry, Karan. Because of what I did, you have to go to jail. It's all my fault. I should have been able to replace your pain in prison, but I couldn't.”


Karan quickly took out Raya's hand. His head shook rapidly, wanting to convey that he could not see what Raya was doing. “No Honey, don't say that. You don't deserve to go to jail just for someone like that. You're too good for him. I wouldn't be willing if you were in my position, and I'm grateful to be able to do it for you. Not at all sorry. And when we meet again, even though I still hold your anger back, but I'm glad you grew up so well. So, don't blame yourself.”


His hand was clinging to Karan's cheek, it made Raya slightly palpitate. Not thumping because of romantic feelings like he felt so far, but rather the sense of pity to see Karan. Even so, Raya must be firm with her husband. They should split up. It's for Karan and himself. Their relationship was already very bad. If forced, it will hurt each other. It is time to express his true desire.


Kingdom released her hand from Karan, she could not continue speaking in such a state. Although it was hard, he should have cut off their relationship. He rubbed Karan's hand on his lap and said, “Karan, can we part? I want us to get divorced. So, please let me go, yeah. Please!” He speaks seriously. Although this will hurt them because there is no easy separation, but this can make them stop to hurt each other.


“Dispersed?” Karan. He was very surprised by what his wife said. It was unexpected that Raya would ask her to get a divorce so soon. It was Ray who wanted to divorce her the most, but Karan did not expect under these circumstances. In Karan's plan at least they have to talk long about something because there are many things that Karan can not convey so far. For example, how their lives so far, including feelings for each other.


But Karan's expectations are not in line with what Raya wants. In fact, the woman insisted on separation. If it can be as fast as possible. “Yes, I want a divorce as soon as possible. Maybe this month is over. I also want to avoid the trial directly. You know how I'm doing now. I still can't stand facing reporters and answering their questions.” Raya held her stomach as if to show her helplessness for having lost something most precious from within. Lost half his soul.


Karan was sad. He returned to his salivary. He attacked his mind very cruelly. The wife always shows that there is something incomplete between them, the child. It was a very effective way because Karan did feel very sorry for not being able to interact directly with the child. At least greet him while still in the womb of the wife. But what happened, instead of being nice, Karan treated the mother and child in a very bad way.


“Is this really your wish? Is there no chance for me? One more time Kingdom, please.” Karan tries to persuade his wife. There may still be a last chance for a man like him. Anything Karan would do to make up with Raya.


Karan did find it difficult, but Raya suffered much more from him. They just lost their child. It must have dealt a crushing blow to the life of Raya. In the past, when Karan was still living with his adoptive parents, he saw how suffering the mother who missed her only son who had been called the Power. The same thing must have been felt by Raya.


Before answering Karan approached himself to the wife's body. He wiped away the tears that suddenly dripped from his wife's eyes. This must not be easy for Raya either. The decision to divorce is not an easy one to decide. They must have been fed up with their marriage. And a farewell might be able to guarantee a much better life. That's the main thing. Karan wants his wife to be happy at all costs.


The man grabbed the wife's body. With her deep voice hoarse from withstanding crying, Karan spoke, “Alright, let's get divorced.”


That was the last hug Karan could give Raya. A very sad farewell hug. No one knew how broke Karan's heart back then because he hid it. In fact he embodied everything the Kingdom wanted about their divorce. The process was fast enough that journalists alone could not get information on exactly when exactly the court cut the couple's spousal relationship. All that seemed was a Karan press conference saying that he and Raya had officially separated. The statement was echoed by one of the staff working at the religious court.


Since the decision came up, Karan returned to his old life. Worked. The man was also closer to his adoptive parents. Although not their biological child, Karan is still treated well. They instead consider Karan as their own biological son. Like Karan's initial promise, the family business must move forward. It was Karan's initial goal adopted by them. To make that happen, Karan focused only on Reviano Group and the watch company he had founded.


Despite being so crazy work doesn't make Karan happy. Spending most of his time in the office with a stack of documents, did not make Karan feel happy at all. He did have a goal to develop the company, but his own life ambition was dashed. Karan could not find any meaning in his life. Mostly just for the sake of making money.


What really happened was that Karan was lonely. The man who seemed successful and always covered by the media because of his achievements in the business world was like a widower who felt his life was so ruined. He misses his lover .. misses his wife .. misses someone he can make a place to go home.