Lies
Cannot Be Repaired

How did Raya know about that? About the woman who came into his room? The woman had left before Raya came. Maybe now he has left the company building. But Raya can know about it. Did they cross the road? Had it happened, there was nothing strange as anyone could cross paths with the Kingdom. There is no guarantee Raya can know that Karan met the woman. This is really weird. Despite the urgency, Karan will not be able to open his voice. He did not want Raya to know because it would be bad for the health of the wife.

“Who do you mean, honey? No one comes here.” Karan lied to his wife. Intentionally because he did not want to be hurt. It's the only way to save their past. If Raya finds out about the woman, then Raya will investigate Karan's past. At that stage, whatever Karan does to prevent the wife will be in vain because the woman will know about the dark events that occurred 12 years ago. The dark memory of that time will make Raya depressed.

“Women who are a few years older than you. The woman who called you last night. Do you still not want to tell me?” tanya Raya while looking at Karan with nanar. She truly did not believe her husband had instead chosen to lie to her instead of speaking honestly. What would be the case if Karan revealed the identity of the woman? Raya will try her hardest to accept the woman's position in Karan's past life. Even if the woman is Karan's ex-lover.

Yes, Raya guessed it like that. From Karan's expression, plus the way the man tried to cover up the woman's presence, Raya predicted that the woman was Karan's lover. Although they are not lovers, they may have a special relationship. Karan would never allow another woman to intrude on their lives. During this time only Raya made Karan angry because he was always close to other men. Karan even considered her to be having an affair with Reagan. While on Karan's side, nothing happens the same. This was the first time Karan had hidden the identity of a woman from her. Is it not natural for Raya who incidentally a wife feels jealous just like Karan who is always jealous every time he is close to a foreign man?

“What are you talking about, honey? No woman here. Really am! And last night's phone problem .. it's just a prank phone. That person randomly contacted anyone he wanted to disturb tonight. Nothing matters.” Karan explained it as hard as he could to Raya, trying to keep Raya from feeling suspicious of him anymore. It was unexpected that Raya knew about the phone last night when she was sure the woman was sleeping in her sleep. It seems like Raya accidentally woke up to the sound of her swearing and heard who called her last night.

Raya did not understand the reason Karan still insisted on behaving like this. Finally, the patience is over. “So until the end you keep that woman hidden? Who is he, Karan? That's all I want to ask. Isn't the answer simple? You just have to explain it to me.” He is so sensitive about this. His emotions just exploded. His head hurts. Not only his head, even his heart felt extremely sore at this moment. Had Karan still been reluctant to open his voice, surely the tears that were now inundated in the eye of Raya would have been released just like that, falling wet both his cheeks. I am sure she will cry soon.

Had the past been exposed, not only Karan lost, the woman would have lost everything, including her job and honor. Even worse, her husband and children will leave her and she will languish behind bars, a place that is supposed to be filled by criminals she captures with her hands. The woman who highly upholds her profession as a police officer will not want her good image tarnished.

Karan was the same, he would not be able to tarnish his image. His life has changed so much now. He was the son of the prominent tycoon Reviano. He has parents who love him very much. Especially now that he already has Raya Drisana, his wife. Karan is only a victim of that terrible past, but he has done nothing wrong, but why should he accept all this? First, he had to suffer years of trauma from the event and was given medical treatment. Second, when he had walked his life in a better direction, the nightmare-giving woman reappeared. Karan also does not know how the woman knows her identity and why she only comes to Karan. This is not fair to Karan. It's so unfair.

“Crust you? Why should I trust you? In the past, you used to pressure me, even lock me up every time there was a man close to me. A man who doesn't even have anything to do with me. I've told you many times that they have nothing to do with me. That I would never betray you. But have you ever believed me? Have you ever listened to me as your wife? You never did that, Karan. You never want to believe me and just look at everything from your point of view. If I do it now, I'm just repeating what you did to me in the past.”

“So you want revenge on me? Raya, listen to me. At that time I was wrong .. yes, I admitted wrong for being rude to you. I was wrong to lock you up and make you a prisoner. But did I have a choice then? You ran away from the house when I gave you permission to leave. You want to escape from me. You know I love you so much, Raya. I can't let you disappear from my life. That's why I'm afraid. I'm afraid those men approached you to take you away from me.”

Even though Karan spoke honestly—and that's what he heard now— Raya still does not want to give up. He is fed up with Karan's possessive attitude and all the restraints the man has ever put on him. He began to not believe that their marriage would bring a happy ending. He is not sure Karan is the man he loved to death, the man he deserved as his companion until his death. The confidence grew even greater in that second, when she heard how selfish the husband was. “I'm tired Karan. It seems like this can't be fixed anymore because I have absolutely no idea where to fix it. I think I need time and space. I need to think about our relationship more deeply. Can I ask you for time?”