Madness
Chapter 75's

There was the sound of a loud slap echoing in that spacious room.

The hard slap left a red mark on the cheek of a 12-year-old boy, who was standing stiffly in the middle of the room.

His expression did not show anything at all. He simply lowered his gaze and fell silent into a thousand languages.

"Have you said, never hang out with the boys of the Allard family!"

Seeing the child silent, the woman in front of him slapped her cheek again, exactly in the same place and made the corner of the child's lips break and bleed.

"Mommy's answer, Nathanael!"

"Yes mama. I'm sorry."

"Now go to the study room and meet Mr. Oscar! He's been waiting for you."

"But mama, I just got home practicing-"

Before the boy could finish his sentence, he again got the same slap, in the same place back. This time, his lips were completely torn off.

When his head was still turned, the boy's eyes pushyly looked at the floor.

All day long, he's been training physically with Johan. He also learned about strategy and tactics on the battlefield. His body was completely exhausted and exhausted. And now he still has to learn again when his brain is completely unable to think?

His body was full of blue bruises and the bottom of his eyes had blackened from exhaustion, which must be borne by a 12-year-old.

He stopped for a while and greeted Dominic when he met him on the street. It was very unlucky for him, when his mother who had just returned from the city saw him through the window of a horse-drawn carriage.

"You have no right to vote, Nathan! You live only for the D'Axelle family! Never embarrass the family name. Remember it's fine."

Throughout his life from the moment he lost his father 8 years ago, Nathanael has been getting slap after slap across his face until he has gotten so used to it.

Until one day, he actually gets one last slap in his life.

"You're really trash, Nathan! You have humiliated the surname D'Axelle!"

Only this time, someone named Nathanael finally dared to try to voice his opinion on his mother.

"Mama. Does your mother have no pity for your child? I am the victim here. Coraline and Nicholas are my own wife and children! Why mama-"

Back, the man felt a really hard slap on his cheek. Her mother even this time hysterically punched and hit her own son's body.

The middle-aged woman who was still very beautiful stood up with breaths of breath. He had struck his son, and the boy was still standing in his place stiffly and silent in a thousand languages. Not saying anything at all.

The scratches from his hands were seen spitting out blackish blood on his son's face and leaving a trail of blood on his white shirt.

The woman finally turned around, completely unwilling to look at the only boy. He was disgusted by his own son, who even had black blood.

"Go Nathan. You're not D'Axelle anymore. You are completely useless."

The words of his mother made the man close his eyes. His head was bowed inside. Finally, he bent his body.

"I'm sorry for being an unfilial child. I'll go."

It was the last time he met his mother. From that moment on, Nathanael left without ever looking back. He even left the estate he had built himself with nothing from there.

He really left just carrying the clothes he was wearing. And his feet went somewhere, until he stopped somewhere.

Standing in the vast meadow, Nathanael looked at the distance. His feet began to step forward, and he was seen standing on the edge of the bottomless abyss.

The man's face was flat and his sight was empty. He really doesn't feel anything right now. He just wants to die, die and leave the world.

Not only did he want to follow his family into the afterlife, but he also really wanted to leave the world he hated so much today.

During his life, he felt as someone completely useless. Not a single success he had ever achieved made him feel happy. He got it just because he was required to get it.

When someone gives a compliment to her, she feels nothing at all. His heart had been dead and frozen, because the person he hoped to give his appreciation to had never considered him a human being at all.

It was just a tool that his family used to maintain the great name of D'Axelle all along.

The thing that might make him a little happy is when he can have a child from his wife. They also live quite harmoniously. At least, the man felt he could be friends with his wife and prepare to spend the rest of his life with her.

And now, he has lost both. He has nothing left in his life.

Sensing the wind gushing down his face, the man closed both his eyes.

The desire to die came back, and came very strong. His feet began to step back to get closer to the edge of the abyss.

Nathanaelite.

Nathanaelite.

There came back the voice of someone he could not see at all. The voice sounded faint and like the voice of a woman.

"Coraline?"

Suddenly, his mind was filled with terrifying shadows as his wife and son were slaughtered before his own eyes.

With widened eyes and a body that could not move, he could only watch as his wife's neck was slashed and fell with a body drenched in blood.

His eyes were also pushy as his son's shadow stiffened and looked at himself with his gray eyes. Eyes that are not at all visible are alive.

"Nicholas?"

The shadows quickly surrounded him, making the scene around the man dark in color and starting to make his head ache.

"No! Stop that!"

His ears were ringing and he heard his son and wife yelling and blaming him for being a husband and a completely useless father, for not being able to protect his own family.

Both of the men's eyes shed tears. His face looks in pain.

"I'm sorry! I'm sorry!"

The man finally screamed and he fell to his knees holding his head.

Both of his hands grabbed his own hair and the man closed both of his eyes tightly. His head was really painful and was about to break.

"I'm sorry..."

As soon as it came, suddenly the terrifying shadows disappeared and he felt something cold running down his cheeks.

Reflexes, he rubbed his cheeks and saw a clear colored liquid on his fingertips. Of water?

Nates.

...lah.

Back to the sound of that faint sound. Only, this time he was seen standing in a field that was green and very spacious.

...ngunlah. Nates.

Again he heard the voice, but he could not see anyone around him.

From a distance, he suddenly heard a cheerful laughter. The laughter of a woman and a small child were seen sitting on that vast expanse of thick grass.

Looking at the man who was standing looking at them, the woman stopped her activity and looked at the man.

Nathanael could not see his face, but he could see the woman's hair, which was ponytailed and seemed to be waving in the wind.

He saw the woman waving and his lips were smiling at him.

Awake, Nate.

The voice became clearer, causing the man to turn his head back to his left and right, but found nothing at all.

He turned his gaze back to the woman in front of him, who this time seemed to be holding a little girl in his hand. The woman's face became clearer the longer she could see. He still smiles at her.

Ilove you.

The two men's eyes opened wide, as he was finally able to see the face of a woman who somehow made his heart suddenly feel very warm.

His chest was filled with countless waves of happiness. Only this time throughout his miserable life could the man feel his name happy.

The man felt he had found his soul mate. He finally has the drive and strong desire to live, to get love from someone. And only that guy.

Awake, Nate. Ilove you.

Her tears came back. His feet were about to step closer, when the man felt the light around him shining warmly and dazzlingly, making his eyes automatically close. He can't see anything at all right now.

Still closing his eyes tightly, he felt a warmth hit the surface of his skin. Faintly, he could also smell a familiar fragrance on his nose.

Slowly, the man opened his light gray eyes and heard a small, completely foreign voice in his ears.

"Pa-pa?"