Sincerity of Heart 2
Chapters 12. All mine (Alan)

I feel like the world is only mine. The girl I've been dreaming of has truly been mine. Now the bond between us is strengthened through sacred speech that binds us to each other.

When I opened my eyes, the first thing I saw was the beautiful face of a girl who was now my wife. His face was so calm and peaceful. I will not waste this precious opportunity. I looked at every inch of his face. This will become my routine every morning.

"Darling, do you still want to sleep?" I said press his nose. He moved a little, but refused to open his eyes.

"Ara, dear Ara." call me again. But he didn't budge at all. Is this kid hard to wake up?

"Mother, Ara is still sleepy. Wait another five minutes" he said without opening his eyes. Her cries continued to move in search of the blanket. I pulled the blanket and kept it away.

“Ck, mother don't disturb Ara. Ara was still sleepy." her whine started to wake up. But his eyes are still closed. I really want to feel like I'm laughing. But I held him back, I still wanted to work on him.

He opened his eyes slowly. I leaned my body on the head of the bed. I wonder how he reacted when he saw me.

"Why is Alan here? God is Ara still a dream?" he said while patting her cheek. I can only smile at his funny behavior. Then his eyes were perfectly rounded. He also confirmed his sitting position.

"A... Alan?" he said it looked like people were confused. He also looked at the wall clock.

"What's wrong? He said he still wanted to sleep. Sana's sleeping again." I said staring at her. He breathed and lowered his head.

"Alan, Ara's sorry. Last night Ara fell asleep. Why don't you wake up Ara?" he said looking at me with a sad look. I smiled and pulled his hand. I hugged him tightly.

"I've said, in friendship there's no apology" I said, sipping on her fragrant hair.

"Ara wants to be your wife, not your best friend. So once again Ara apologized." he said back to me. I smile.

"No need to apologize. I was wrong, it made you wait a long time." I said. I pushed her body slowly and looked her in the eye.

"Why don't you wake up Ara?"

"I can't bear it, you look so good" I said pinching her nose softly.

"What was last night Ara Lasak? Or bother you to sleep?" he said so worried. I smiled and shook my head.

"Allen, emm... That, emm... " I frowned confused because he spoke indistinctly.

"What's wrong? Don't talk much anymore. Come to the bathroom." I said.

"You what?" tanyanya panic.

"Take wudhu baby, do you think you want to do?" I said while laughing. Absolutely adorable.

"Owh, Ara thought I'd do something. Yeah, Alan first. Ara wants to finish the bed first." he said moving down.

"We'd better wudhu together. It's too late, baby." I said, lifting his slender body. Ara was very surprised by what I did.

"Aaaa... Down Alan... It will fall" he said, holding my shirt tightly. I smiled and ignored his request. I lowered myself when I got to the bathroom.

After reporting the water of ablution, I spread out a container. I saw my wife was ready behind me. She smiled sweetly, I returned her smile.

Being a good priest is the dream of every man. So did I. I am not a religious man, but I have never forgotten my duty as a Muslim. I will also continue to learn to be a good priest for my wife and future children.

I lift up my hands to pray to the Lord. I continue to pray that this marriage will be given pleasure from HIM until we have children and grandchildren, even to the chastisement that separates us.

I turned my body to look at the beautiful face of my heavenly angel. I smiled when I saw the angel also showed me a smile that was so soothing. The touch of his hand made my blood rustle warmly. Her lips so softly poked the back of my hand, I felt like the world had stopped spinning. Oh my God, is this the true love? A pleasure I cannot express in a sacred bond.

I was about to take my hand away, but was quickly held back by him. I was also very surprised when my hand was perfectly pressed against her smooth cheek.

"Alans hand is warm, Ara likes it. Borrow it for a while." he said as he kept my hand on his cheek. If this is what I can do.

"Ara, can you take off for a second? It's still morning, I don't want anything to happen to us." I said staring at him. But he was smiling.

"Whatever happens, Ara is ready to be born" he said without hesitation. Honestly, I'm very surprised. I smiled while stroking his head.

"Morning streets? You wanna come?" I said as I folded and put it in its place.

"Alan." call him. I looked up, he was still in the same position.

"What's wrong?" ask me while opening the peci. I sat on the edge of the bed and kept looking at him. He got up from his seat and moved to sit next to me. I smiled and rubbed his head.

"Alan, Ara is really ready to be a wife. Ara will not refuse. Ara.." I put my index finger on her lips. I know what the talk means. There's a reason for me not to ask for my rights so soon. There are many things I need to consider.

"There's still plenty of time for us, I hope you understand." I hugged her gently. He's not making any noise at all. I was a little worried that he would misunderstand. But I was also confused as to how to convey it. I'll find the right time.

"Did Alan really love Ara?"

Huh, so he still hasn't been conscious of everything I've done. This girl is completely insensitive.

"Love does not always have to be expressed through the words of Ara, love can also be expressed through the actions we do to our loved ones." I explained. I want him to understand my feelings without having to utter a phrase that often makes people fall asleep.

I pushed his body slowly, I looked into his eyes deeply.

"Look at my eyes, is there anyone else there?" my spoken. He looked me in the eye long enough.

"So little Alan, Ara didn't see anything there" he said, which annoyed me half to death. I took a deep breath. I pulled his nape and I gave him a warm kiss on his forehead.

"Already, let's get ready if you want to come" I said moving from there. I changed my clothes into casual clothes.

What's wrong with him, why he's still sitting there. What is he really thinking? This girl is hard to guess.

"Darling, when to daydream?" my words pulled his chin. He was a little surprised and looked at me.

"So come or not?" ask again. He nodded and got up from his seat.

"Alan, but Ara doesn't have any pants. Ara's clothes are all gamy." she said looking at me confused.

"Wear what you normally wear" I said. Ara smiled and nodded. Huh, he always makes me anxious.

"Look, Ara is ready" he said so excitedly. She looks so pretty. I nodded and held his hand.

"Where are you going?" ask her as we leave the room. I stared at Ara at a glance.

"Morning streets bun, let it be healthy" I said tightened my grip.

"Owh, yes, I have. Be careful, take care of your child not to be lost ya." said mother. I smiled at my wife.

"Oh mother, where did Ara go?" he said while pursing his lips. I can only smile seeing that.

"Who knows if you turn to a neighbor's house." joked mother. Ara who heard that further pursed her lips.

"Mother calm down, Alan will tie Ara so as not to escape" I said while showing my hand to mother. Mother laughed crisply when she saw that.

"Yes, there go." said the mother patted my arm and immediately left. I looked at my wife.

"Corn." said I who was answered nodding and his sweet smile. We headed straight for the running park.

The atmosphere of the park where ordinary people run is still very quiet because it is still a bit dark. Only one or two people are visible. I looked at my wife who kept quiet. I don't know why he's so quiet, not as usual.

"You know, yesterday all the plants in the next door neighbors died because there were people continuing to night." I said opening the conversation. He looked at me with a confused face.

"Could indeed? What does it have to do with daydreaming as dead plants?" tanyanya while looking at me. I laughed at her question. Well, my wife is really innocent.

"Don't think about it, isn't it cold?" my spoken. She shook her head.

"There were warm hands of Alan, so Ara was not cold" he said, raising his hand. I smiled and rubbed his head. She's very sweet.

"Ara wants every day like this, can continue to be close to Ara's husband" she said with a smile looking at me.

"But it seems like your husband will get bored if every day you see your ugly face." I joked. Hearing my words he immediately stopped his steps and let go of my grasp.

"Ih Alan is evil, Ara is beautiful from birth." whined with lips forward a few inches. I laughed as I put my shoulders up. I walked away leaving him still upset.

"Alan's... Ara hates Alan." he shouted. I'm sure he's very upset. Let's just say, I wonder how long he'll last.

One, two, three... I smiled when I heard the sound of her feet approaching.

"Ih Alan, don't stay with Ara. Ara was afraid, it would still be a bit dark" he said linking his hands together in my arms. I smiled broadly. This morning is the most beautiful morning and it will be history for me. A beautiful start to a new life.

'Remember, don't play with sin too long. Establishing a relationship with a halal bond is more beautiful than playing love without real proof.'