Sincerity of Heart 2
Extra Part 1

"Darling, what are you doing?"

I was shocked when Alan suddenly hugged me from behind. Fortunately the vegetables I was cooking did not spill.

"Dad, surprised to know? What if the vegetables spill?" I said with annoyance.

"It won't spill, as long as we take good care of it" he said. I turned around and looked at him.

"Tumben's home at this hour?" my many. Alan usually goes home late in the afternoon or evening.

"Lost," he said, peeping at me.

"It's like not meeting for a year" I said, continuing cooking.

"Don't one year, one second can miss."

"Since when did hubby love zombies? usually also Ara who says miss. Hubby never said miss when he came home, even hubby chose sleep instead of saying one word miss."

"Sorry baby, I forgot" he said lightly. It's good that he said he forgot. It's so hard to say miss or I love you.

"Ara doesn't accept apologies, it's stale" I said, turning off the stove.

"I love you" he said, hugging me.

"Often," I said. I let go of his embrace and poured the vegetables in the bowl. I took a deep breath as he hugged me back.

"Hubby why the hell? Tumben really," I said because I was surprised by his attitude.

"Honey, hubby's sorry" he said, turning my body around. I looked at him in wonder.

"What's up, Bi?" manya curious.

"I'm sorry, hubby's been busy. Rarely pay attention to you, always indifferent, even though hubby knows you are tired and need attention," he said to make me more confused.

"Ara understands, there's no need to apologize" I said gently rubbing her cheek.

"Never leave the hubby, never leave" he said, burying his face around my neck.

"Who wants to go anyway, Bi? Ara's not going anywhere, Ara's here" I said stroking her head. What the hell is it? Why is Alan acting so strange?

"Why the hell, Bi? Don't scare Ara," I asked a little.

"It's okay, hubby's just afraid of losing you. Hubby overheard someone's conversation in the office, he left his wife because he was often busy and went home late at night. Hubby just realized, it turns out hubby more time for work. Hubby promised, from now on. Hubby will use more time for you guys" he said at length. I laughed when I heard it. So that's why he's acting weird? It's funny my husband.

"Hubby, listen to Ara. No matter how busy hubby is, Ara will never leave hubby. Because Ara knew, hubby's responsibility wasn't just Ara and Ichal. Hubby also carries papa's mandate to keep the company. It's just.." I deliberately hung my words. Alan looked at me. I knew he was waiting for me to follow up on my words. Actually I'm harboring fear. I'm afraid Alan's gonna change. I fear our relationship will drift further away. I know obstacles in the household are not easy. I just want to be a good wife, understand her busyness. Sometimes I feel lonely too. I want the old Alan. Alan always paid more attention to me.

But I also don't want to put any more weight on him. Let me keep this feeling to myself.

"Hubby must manage the time, pity Ichal very rarely meet his ashes. Hubby always leaves in the morning and goes home at night, if that's the case, Ichal won't recognize his ashes" I continued, pinched his nose with anxiety. Alan smiled. He kissed my lips so softly.

"Ara misses hubby so much, one month more we're not this close. Ara lonely," I said. I wrap both my hands around her neck. Look at his face as much as possible.

"I'm sorry, I miss you too."

I smile. Our eyes are locked on each other. Channeling every whirring of longing. Unites almost fainter warmth.

"I love you" he said, rubbing my lips.

"I love you to" I said. Alan brought his face closer. I can feel his breath. The smell of mint is my favorite. I closed my eyes slowly.

But suddenly we were surprised by Ichal's cry. I saw his face turn grim. I smiled amusedly, it looks like he has to be patient with Junior.

"Ichal is crying" I whispered. I let go of his two hands that were coiled around my waist. He was a little unwilling to let me go.

"Bi" called me so he could let go of both his hands.

"Well, I lost again" he said, letting me go. I laughed crisply. His face looks very upset.

"Patience, Ichal also needs uminya," I said immediately went to the room.

"Dear child umi, are you awake?" I lifted it from the baby box. I kissed her cheek that was puffed up.

"Hopey huh? Yeah, we're drinking now, okay?"

I sat on the edge of the bed.

"Such thirst seems like an umi kid?" I asked when Ichal was so greedy to drink breast milk.

Not long after I saw Alan come into the room. He sits next to me. Ichal looked at me so deeply.

"Abi's sorry dear," he said, peeping Ichal's forehead long enough. As if he understood, Ichal stopped drinking breast milk. She gave Alan a deep look. It seems Ichal also misses Alan a lot.

"It looks like Ichal wants to be carried in an abi," I told Alan.

"Abi also misses this puffed-up abi child," he continued. I saw Ichal smiling happily. It seems like he really misses his brother. I stroked Ichal's head. I'm gonna put Alan's shoulder on the back.

***

The sky began to look dark. Looks like Alan's coming home late again. After lunch, he returned to the office. The thing I'm afraid of is actually happening, Alan's been really busy lately. In addition, the company has now opened several new branches. It's nothing, I just want him to have more time with me and Ichal. No matter how I need it. Maybe I'm selfish. But honestly, I miss Alan so much. Alan is attentive and affectionate. I always think. Maybe this is all the test God gave me. Am I patient with everything or not?

I looked at Ichal who had fallen asleep so soundly. I watched every curve of his face. The face that almost a hundred percent inherited Alan's face.

I lay my body on the bed. Looking at my wedding photos on the wall. It's only a few months away that my marriage and Alan are two years old. It feels so fast. There are also so many obstacles that keep coming.

I'm tired of thinking about all that. My eyes are getting sleepy. I close my eyes. However, not long after I heard the sound of the door opening. I woke up and saw Alan come in with a messy appearance. The coat he was wearing was already on his arm. The buttons of the top shirt he was wearing were already open.

I approached him. He took the bag and the suit he had brought.

"You want something?" I look at him while smiling. He looked at me so deeply. Not long after, he hugged me so tightly.

"Tomorrow, I will go to Japan" he said, which surprised me. I let go of her embrace. Looking at the water his face looked tired.

"How long?" I rubbed his cheek.

"Two weeks."

I'm speechless. Two weeks is a long time for me. Patience Ara, this has become a risk as the wife of a CEO.

I smile.

"Ara's gonna help hubby clean up" I said to leave. However, Alan quickly pulled my hand.

"Come with me" she asked. I looked at him fixedly.

"What about Ichal? He's still very small to travel far," I said. Alan looks down. I took a deep breath.

"Here you go, hubby take a shower first. After that we discuss this problem again, Ara knows hubby is tired. Want Ara to make some ginger milk?" bargained. Alan nodded.

"Yes already, take a shower. Ara to the kitchen for a moment" I said, putting her bag and suit on the table. Then hurry to the kitchen.

Returning from the kitchen, I saw Alan asleep in the same clothes. It seems like he's really tired. I sat next to him. I close my face with his. I touched the fine feathers that adorned his face.

"Bi, why haven't you taken a shower?" my whiskey. He also opened his eyes. Pulling my waist so that there was no distance between us. I smiled as I kept looking at her face.

"Are you sure you don't want to come?" tanyanya rubbed my face. I smiled while nodding.

"It's only been two weeks, right?" my many. Alan replied with a nod.

"Ara will wait for hubby to come home. In the past, a year alone Ara can be far from hubby. What's more is only two weeks," I said with confidence. I myself am not sure of what I say.

"Don't lie, I can read your face. I'll have the secretary book a ticket for you. We'll take Ichal with us."

"Bi, Ara knows, in Ara's heart it's hard to let hubby go for two weeks. But Ichal can't go far either, pity he's a kid. Ichal has also just recovered from his illness" I said, burying my face in his neck.

"Hubby will be home soon" he said. The warm kiss he gave me. I smiled while nodding.

"Darling," called him. I raised my head to look at him.

"Why?" my many.

"Lost," he said as he continued to look at me.

"Hindu? Who does hubby miss?" godaku's. I returned to the sitting position.

"Ichal," he said. He got up and walked to Ichal's bed. I smiled seeing him.

"Honey, don't miss abi?" tanyakanya. I woke up, approached him. Alan rubbed Ichal's head gently. He looks so good.

"Why are the clothes Pink?" alan asked while looking at me.

"Darling if it's not in use, it's also a gift, Bi." I allowed Ichal's blanket.

"Abi's son looks prettier, not handsome" Alan said, saying Ichal's nose. I laughed when I heard it.

"Honey, it looks like tonight let Ichal sleep with us. Abi wants to sleep while hugging her."

"May, but abi has to take a shower first. Smell of tofu," I said as I pinched Alan's arm. He smiled at me. Hugged me so tightly.

"The company abi took a bath," he said. I was shocked when Alan suddenly grabbed me.

"Hubby, get down Ara. Ara has taken a shower" I said, hitting her chest.

"Dress again" he said, closing the bathroom door. I can only surrender. Fighting is useless.