Sincerity of Heart 2
Chapter 57. Hubby Ngidam, right? (Female)

The splashing sound of water was so clear I heard, I opened my eyes slowly. I saw a wall clock, it was almost dawn. I dropped my blanket and rushed to the bathroom.

"Bi, it's still a long time?" I asked while knocking on the door. But there was no answer from within. Then I heard a strange sound. I tried to open the door, thank God it was unlocked. I rushed in to see my husband.

"Hubby!" I was so shocked to see Alan keep vomiting.

"Bi, hubby why?" I asked while continuing to massage his neck. Anxiety began to envelop me. Is Alan sick?

"Hubby ate wrong? How can you vomit like this?" ask again. Thank goodness Alan stopped vomiting.

"Don't know, since then the nausea continues." he replied. I wiped the sweat that soaked his face. His body temperature was not hot either. What exactly is going on? I hope Alan is all right. I'm so worried.

"We're going to the hospital, right? Ara was afraid something might happen to Hubby" I said helping her out and sitting on the edge of the bed.

"Darling, can you sit here for a minute?" he told me to sit on his call. Why is Alan so weird? He's not usually so spoiled.

"Hubby why the hell?" I asked, I also followed his desire to sit on his call. I looked at her slightly pale face. Then Alan buried his face in my neck.

"Bi, it's best that today there's no need to go to campus. Hubby's at home, right? Ara was worried," I asked. I just don't want anything to happen to her. Alan nodded slowly.

"You are very fragrant" he said.

"Scented? Ara hasn't had a bath yet, how would you like to smell?" many wonder.

"Hmmm.

"Bi, it's dawn. Prayers first yuk?" take me. Alan looked to raise his head and looked at me fixedly. Alan smiled, but I was shocked when Alan suddenly kissed me on the cheek.

"You're so beautiful, baby" she said. I pushed him a little to let go of me. Then I woke up from his lap.

"Ara take ablution first," I said immediately rushed to the bathroom.

After finishing the prayer, as usual I kissed the back of his hand. The thing I like the most. But this time something was different, Alan kissed and stroked my flat stomach. Maybe it will become a new routine every day.

"Today we go to the hospital, Hubby wants to know how it's going." I'm nodding. I also want to know his condition inside there. But why don't I feel something weird? Like cravings or what it is. She said young pregnant people often want this, but I don't feel it. Oh God, please protect our son.

"Bi, why isn't Ara like everyone else huh? Ara did not crave anything, Ara was afraid of bi" I said.

"God's Insha won't happen anything, maybe it's not time baby." Alan kissed me on the forehead. I looked at him closely, my anxiety still lingering.

"We're gonna ask this to the doctor, don't worry."

I smiled and nodded. You must be sure Ara, baby must be fine inside.

"Bi, Ara was reminded of baby Zian. He must be playing in heaven, right? Ara hope we can be reunited in heaven" I said. I miss him so much. Yes, we gave it the name Zian Alfatih Digantara. Although we don't know the gender, but we believe Zian is a tough kid. Perhaps Zian was looking at abi and uminya from heaven. Umi miss Zian, may the umi child always be patient to wait for umi and abi in heaven there. Umi and abi dear Zian.

Unknowingly my tears just flowed.

"He's smiling looking at us baby, Zian is so happy to get a little brother" Alan said, wiping away my tears.

"Yes, hubby's right." I hugged him tightly.

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I was amused when the doctor gave me something like gel in my stomach. Yes, the doctor said that she had to do USG to see the baby's development. I clasped Alan's hand. My eyes kept on the screen that would show our baby, maybe he was still the size of a bean, or not even visible.

Since the miscarriage that day, I have always been vigilant and tried to be more sensitive to the changes in me. Until a few days ago I felt something strange, it was almost a month I was late for the moon. Until I realized that in my womb now there is a little angel. So I tried to convince her and do a pregnancy test. In the end, I was positive about getting pregnant. What an incredible happiness. Being a mother is the dream of every woman.

"It's not very visible yet, he's only entering five weeks. Maybe in two weeks you can come back. The fetus is healthy, and try Madam Digantara consume a lot of healthy food" said the doctor named Stella. I smiled and nodded. Then I got off the bed with Alan's help.

After making up for some vitamins, we went straight home.

"Bi, we forgot to ask about cravings. Did Ara ask you?" I stared at Alan. Alan drove his car slowly.

"You're so funny, honey, you don't crave anything?" abugn. I immediately shook my head. It's true, there's nothing I want right now. Alan smiled as he rubbed my head.

"Honey, hubby wants to eat hodgepodge. But here no one is selling," he said. I looked at him in wonder. Why today Alan is so strange, is it possible... Oh God, why Ara didn't realize that Alan was cravings. But, why is Alan cravings anyway? Hihihi, maybe baby's inner bond is as strong as his ashes so that even cravings Alan. I smiled while stroking my stomach. All right inside yeah baby, umi baby.

"Kok even smile himself anyway?" tanyakanya. I shook my head slowly.

"Hubby cravings huh?" I said while sticking out his nose.

"Nwidam? What yeah?" he asked with such a funny expression, I chuckled while pinching his cheek.

"It seems, now Ara already knows the answer to why Ara did not crave. Turns out hubby was cravings," I said.

"Hmmm... That means hubby can reduce your burden a little bit" he said, stroking my cheek. I nodded, then I put my head on his shoulder.

"Ara will make hodgepodge for hubby. But don't be angry if it's not good, Ara will just learn." I said.

"Not a problem, hubby taste your cuisine pretty good. Although sometimes salty," he said. I raised my head to look at him.

"Why hubby never said, Ara can correct the results of Ara's cooking" I said. Huh, it's worth it Alan never ate much. What kind of wife am I? If you know like this, I've been learning to cook for a long time. What is power, time cannot be repeated. Maybe I should study harder, everything can still be fixed.

"Hey, don't daydream. Come on, we're here." I was so shocked when Alan patted me on the shoulder. I got off the car.

"Which, hubby went to campus for a bit. Professor sent a message, hubby has to get there" Alan said, peeping at me. I nodded while looking at him.

"Just for a moment, after that go straight home" he continued. I smiled and nodded back.

"Be careful on the bi road, greetings to Jane" I said. Alan smiled, and then he got into the car. I kept waiting until the car was out of sight.

"Dear baby, we'll have lunch for Abi. Kasian Abi hasn't eaten since morning," I said, asking baby to talk. Then I rushed straight into the house.

I don't know how many hours I spent in the kitchen. Everything was done, just waiting for my husband to come home. While waiting I should clean myself first. After cooking everything becomes sticky.

Hmmmm... After this what else? Everything's sorted out. Alan why hasn't he come back yet? Is there any important business? Huh, patient Ara. Your husband is coming home soon.

I watched the cooking I made. Why am I suddenly hungry? Before I went to the hospital, I ate, and that was a lot. Hah, this must be the baby is hungry right? Wait a minute, baby. We have to wait for your abi first. I kept stroking my stomach.

After a while, I heard the door open.

"Go home, baby" I said as I moved to open the door.

"I'm sorry to wait so long, baby, there's something to be done. It's for you" Alan kissed me on the forehead. I took the paper bag Alan gave me.

"Milk?" many wonder. Why would Alan buy milk? I don't like milk.

"You have to drink, baby we need a complete nutritional intake" he said. I can only breathe heavily. For baby's sake, I'd do anything.

We also headed to the dining table.

"You don't eat?" he pulled up a chair and sat there.

"Eating really, Ara hungry bi. Just wait for old hubby" I replied honestly. My stomach kept ringing from now on. I poured the rice on the plate as usual.

"Hmmm... Yes, let's eat." take her. Then we immediately ate a simple dish that I had prepared. Happiness is quite simple, it does not need anything fancy or grand. The important thing is always to be together in knitting despair, uniting taste and protecting loyalty until the end of time.