Sincerity of Heart 2
Chapter 35. Before the Farewell (Ara)

Time is so fast, seconds keep turning into minutes. The day kept changing as if I couldn't wait to separate me from him.

Tomorrow is the day of his departure. I have to let go for a long time. But I have to be strong and sure. I can get through everything. How happy to be that fish. He seemed happy to be able to get together with his little family. They don't seem to have any burden.

"Darling, why do you daydream? If it's like this, I hesitate to leave" said someone who managed to surprise me.

"No, Ara was just looking at a fish. Hubby's eating?" I said to sit on his lap. I hugged him tightly. I closed my eyes to enjoy the warmth. I don't know when I can shake it again.

"Hubby should ask, why don't you eat?" tanyakanya. I opened my eyes and smiled. I researched every inch of his face.

"Ara wasn't hungry, Ara just wanted a hubby hug" I said, looking at her. Our eyes are locked on each other.

"Hubby has to promise, always tell Ara. Whatever happens, promise me?" I said looking at him.

"Yes, hubby promise. But unfortunately, you also have to promise, take care of yourself. Don't eat late and whatever you love to do tell hubby Ok?"

I looked at him deeper. I nodded and hugged him tightly.

"Ara must miss hubby" I said. I drowned my face in his neck.

"Darling, could not this afternoon not need to go to campus? Hubby wants to spend some time together."

I smiled and nodded. I also want to spend this day with him. Why is it so hard for God to let go? Strengthen this heart, God.

Hixes. I couldn't hold tightness in my chest. My crying just spilled in her arms. I can't hold it anymore.

"Crying if it makes you relieved baby, hubby will listen to whatever your complaint is" he said. I put a warm kiss on my forehead.

"Hubby, Ara... Ara can't sleep without a hubby hug." I said staring at her.

"Hubby knows," he said pulling my head to his chest. I could hear the sound of his heart. Hubby did the same thing.

"I'm sorry, Ara is still a crybaby" I said, clutching her shirt.

"It's okay, because there's nothing in this world a spoiled and whiny wife like you dear. Only you are, mine." she said, which made my heart warm. No more words came out of our mouths. We were silent for a moment, feeling every shock in each other's chests.

"Honey, please keep your distance from your boss in the office. I'd be so jealous." she said, which surprised me. I raised my head to look at his face. I smile.

"Ara hasn't been in bi's office, but hubby's been jealous? How later?" ask me while laughing. But I was happy to see Alan jealous. She looks so sweet.

"The point is please keep your distance, hubby doesn't like it if he's close to you" he said wiping my cheek. I smiled and nodded. I myself am confused, how can I not find out first who is the superior I interned at. Even if Alan doesn't say it, I'll never know.

"Hubby is calm, Ara will keep a distance of 100 meters" I said while chuckling. Alan laughed.

"Bi, Ara's hungry. But hubby's the bribe?" at my door, I looked at Alan's face fixedly. What I like most is the lips. Her lips were so sweet, what else when Alan smiled. I could melt.

"Darling," called him who managed to surprise me.

"What's wrong? Is there anything strange about hubby's face to that point?" tanyakanya. I smiled shyly.

"Hubby's face is too handsome, what's more hubby's lips. Make gemes." I said while playing his lips. I don't know why I'm so happy when I touch her lips. I do that very often.

"He's hungry? Ayok eat, from yesterday hubby pay attention baby only eat a little." he stroked my cheek. I nodded slowly.

"Ara has no appetite" I hugged her again. The hunger that had appeared was gone again. I myself am confused, it has been a few days my appetite is reduced. Maybe because I kept thinking about Alan. What if there he doesn't take good care of himself. Who will prepare his clothes? Ck, if I think about it, my head must hurt.

"We're eating out, how?" ask Alan. I thought a little, I turned my head to think about what food was good.

"Eating meatballs seems good, ayok bi. Ara wants to eat meatballs." I said when suddenly the image of the super delicious meatballs passed in my head.

"Bakso? It's still morning, baby. Where there is meatballs this early." said Alan. Yes, but I want to eat meatballs. I don't know, I've imagined that meatballs coming into my mouth.

"Alright princess, let's start looking for the whereabouts of the meatball seller" Alan cupped my face. I nodded enthusiastically. I woke up from his call with excitement.

"Bakso, I'm coming." I said excitedly. I saw Alan smiling and holding my hand. Then we set out to find the meatballs.

It's been almost an hour since Alan and I went around Jakarta. But I didn't see any meatball sellers. I'm very disappointed.

"Bi, let's go home. It seems like there is no one selling meatballs" I said without enthusiasm. I stared out the window. The desire to eat meatballs is still great. I don't understand why I really want meatballs.

"Later in the afternoon we'll look again, won't we? Smile dong." I looked at Alan and tried to smile. But I'm still very disappointed. A deep disappointment.

"Ara tired, just go home bi. Ara wants to go to sleep." I said changing my seat to face Alan. I looked at Alan's goal. Have I troubled Alan? But I never heard a complaint coming out of his mouth for me. I'm so happy to love and be loved by Alan. I feel like I'm the luckiest woman in the world. I have a handsome husband and love me very much.

"Hubby, I love you. Ara wanna kiss hubby's lips? Can you?" ask me while smiling. I could see Alan was very surprised to hear my words.

"You're healthy, right? Don't tell me you're missing because you can't eat meatballs" Alan said. I smile.

"Ara seriously hubby, can't you? If not, Ara will cry." I said as I pulled her sleeve.

"Darling, it's on the road. Hubby is driving. If you ask when in the room is not a problem. More is also possible." he said without shame. I pinched his arm quite strongly. Alan seemed to grimace because of me.

"Since when did hubby get so perverted like this?" ask me with full investigation.

"Since there's been you" he said without any burden. I opened my mouth in disbelief. Alan laughed soon. My lips were attracted when Alan's face lit up like that. A feeling of happiness also enveloped my heart. I want to keep seeing her smile and laughter.

"Bi, can't you?" ask again. I still want it. I saw both his eyebrows clenched.

"You're so weird, baby, at home, right? It's on the street, I don't want anything to happen." he pinched my cheek. Huh, there was a sense of disappointment in my heart when Alan refused my wish. But Alan was right, I shouldn't have asked for anything ridiculous.

Along the way I chose to be quiet, I was confused what else to say. What I want is not fulfilled, it hurts so much. Hiks, why do I want to cry? I turned my face out the window. My tears just escaped, I wiped them slowly so Alan wouldn't see them.

Arriving at home. I went down and went into the house. I left Alan and slightly ran towards the room.

"Sister Ra," called Arin as I was about to open the room door. I directly looked.

"Yes, what's up Arin?" I looked at him full of question marks.

"Sister why? Arin noticed that brother from yesterday was very strange. Is it because Alan's brother wants to go? Don't be sad, Arin will also be sad." he said immediately squashed my head.

"Sorry," I hugged him tightly. I can't lie to myself. I am very sad to remember that.

"Not only can't accept the situation. But brother will try to be strong." I rubbed his head.

"Arin promised, Arin will always accompany brother. So that you don't get lonely." she said while looking at me. I smiled and nodded.

"Thank you." I said sincerely. Do I look so pathetic, why is everyone aware of it? There's nothing I can hide in me.

"Ekhm... Sweet." said someone who managed to surprise me and Arin. I let go of Arin's embrace and looked at the guy. Who else if not my husband. I saw Arin smiling and hugging Alan.

"Sister, don't be there too long, Arin and Ara will miss. Don't be naughty with the woman there. Arin doesn't like it." said Arin. I smiled hearing that.

"You're the only woman in my heart" Alan looked at me. I smiled at him.

"A diligent school, finish it quickly so you can quickly work in the papa office" said Alan.

"No, Arin doesn't want to work at papa's place. Arin wants to be a doctor. Papa company will have a big brother who manages." said the girl with pursed lips.

"Ck, you stubborn bastard" said Alan rubbing Arin's head. I am so happy to see their closeness. Good thing Azka male, if women maybe every day I hug. Don't give me a hug, I just touch his head he's very angry. Hiz...