Sincerity of Heart 2
Chapters 13. Who Am I in Your Heart? (Female)

Alan, the owner of the name sometimes confused me, restless mixed with happiness. He always makes my heart beat. My husband is so sweet, he is so caring and affectionate. But there is one that often keeps me thinking. He never said his heart so frankly to me.

Sometimes, his words often confuse me. I don't know, I've always been made a fool of him.

Why didn't Alan ask how I felt? Does he know? Ck, I have had a week more status as his wife. But Alan never asked for his rights. He once said he needed time. Butwhy? He never said a clear reason. It is not the purpose of a marriage that has offspring other than worship.

Oh God, please give Ara a hint. Ara was also afraid to ask this. Ara was afraid that Alan would get angry and leave Ara. Ara doesn't want that to happen, God.

I took a deep breath. I turned my gaze to the people who were running, some were joking with their pairs. Then I accidentally saw a couple not far from where I was. I smiled when I saw my husband kiss his wife's growing belly.

Will Alan do the same if I get pregnant? Huh, just imagine it's been very happy. Especially if it's reality.

It's Ara, what are you thinking? You guys still have plenty of time. Don't be so bad to your husband. My heart's instincts are starting to sound.

Right, maybe Alan has a reason he can't explain to me. I will wait for him until he is ready to explain everything. Ah, if you think about it. I miss him so much. I haven't seen him since morning. He has been very busy lately. I don't know what makes him so busy. It's been a couple of days Alan's always gone in the morning and home late at night. Very rarely to communicate.

Oh God, please protect Ara's husband. Make all his affairs easy. So we can get back together and exchange ideas. Ara misses him a lot, God.

"Assalamualaik."

I was very surprised when someone said hello. I directly looked. Waitaminute! Like this guy is no longer a stranger? Who yeah?

"Wa'alaikumusalam." I continued to stare at him as I continued to twist my memories. Ah, I remember. He was the man who proposed to me first. What the hell is he doing here?

I looked left and right. Who knows, he's waiting for someone.

"May I sit here?" said it. I nodded and shifted my sitting position slightly away.

"Call me, right?" ask again, I nodded back. Why am I so nervous like this? I feel guilty for Alan, how could I sit with another man here.

"I'm sorry, I have to go home. My husband is waiting." I said to wake up. Suddenly, the man pulled my hand. Astagfirullahal. I took my hand because I was so surprised.

"Sorry, I don't mean anything. I just want to talk to you for a minute" he said. He got up from his seat and stood in front of me. Oh my God, what's with this guy exactly?

"I'm sorry, but I have to go" I said, cupping my hands together. I'm afraid that seeing others will lead to misunderstandings.

"I'm Dio, I've liked you a long time. I always see you in front of the campus. I love everything you have, your sincerity, your smile and..

"Enough!! sorry I have to go home. I hope you understand Mr. Dio. I don't know who you are and I never want to know who you are. I have a husband, so please. Don't bother me anymore. Assalamualaikum."

I immediately left him. Why did he say that so loudly, didn't he already know that I was married.

Astagfirullahal. Calm your heart Ara. Now home. For this you have to tell Alan. He should know and not misunderstand.

When I got home, I went straight into the room. I saw the clock showing five o'clock more. Is Alan coming home the other night?

I threw my bag in bed with the originals. I dropped my body on the bed. My mind was still on that man. How could he know me? And why did he know I was in front of the campus so often. Yes, I often help my grandfather to sell there. But how could he...

Ah, don't tell me he owns the company that's in front of campus. Ck, enough Ara. Why are you thinking about that guy.

Alan, Ara, I'm sorry. Hurry home, Ara kangen.

I closed my eyes to imagine my husband's handsome face. Ah, I really miss him a lot. I want to hug her.

Chequek! The sound of the door opening made my eyes open wide. I quickly got up and looked at the door. The smile on my lips began to expand when I saw the figure I missed so much.

I ran and ran straight into her pain. Hah, now the longing that was burning in my chest just evaporated.

"I'm sorry Ara" he said so bitterly. I let go of my embrace and looked at her. His face looks pale and wrinkled. It seems like there is a lot of burden on him.

"What's wrong? Why do you look like this?"

Ah, why is Alan wearing a suit. Didn't he go to college? Can't Alan have a thesis?

"Can I take a shower? I'm so tired" he said looking at me with my eyes. I smiled and nodded. He also walked straight to the bathroom.

I'll make him juice and get some food. Alan must have eaten.

I put the juice and food for him on the nightstand. I stared at the bathroom door that was still closed. Then I went to the closet to prepare Alan's clothes. I've started learning to be a good wife. I learned from what you often do.

It's been. I put Alan's shirt on the bed. I sat there waiting for him too. Not long after Alan had finished his bath. I threw a smile at him.

"Alan, get dressed first. After that you eat, you must be hungry, right?" my words that were answered nodded by him. I'm waiting for him.

After he finished wearing his shirt, Alan sat down next to me. He took the juice on the nightstand and gulped it down to half.

"Eat?" my many.

"Awhile more. Ara, there's something I want to say." he said looking at me.

"Ara also wanted to say something to Alan" I said returning her gaze. He seemed to be breathing so deeply. It seems like there is something Alan is thinking about.

"You're the first one to talk" said Alan, who I answered immediately with a trouser.

"Alan was Ara's husband, so Alan was the main one. Alan first." I said with a big smile. Alan looked at me quite deeply. His hand began to hold my hand.

"Ara earlier I was sorry. I haven't told you all this. Actually I've started working at papa's company. That's why I have to go early in the morning and go home late at night. I have to divide my time for college, work and you."

I was so surprised. So a few days now Alan has started working. It was only fitting that he looked so messy when he came home and put on formal clothes. Did he do this for me?

"Right now you are my responsibility Ara. Don't think about bad things and think you've weighed on me. That's not true." said Alan stroking my head. I nodded and returned smiling. I still want to listen to the continuation.

"I hope you can also accept my decision. Tomorrow we will move to papa's house, the distance of the office and campus is also not too far from there. If we continue here, I'm afraid that I won't be able to split the time for you Ara. Do you want us to move tomorrow?"

I'm back tekajut. It's really very sudden. But I can't disappoint my husband. He wants to fight for me. I nodded, maybe this is the best way for both of us.

"Thank you" he said. He pulled me into his arms. I'm very happy. From now on, I will continue to support him and help him so that the burden he bears is not too heavy. I'll help him as much as I can.

"In friendship there is no thank you or sorry" I said what he often said.

"I'm your husband now, so I'll say it again. Thank you baby, you've come to understand my situation."

I let go of her embrace and looked at her. I smiled and nodded.

"Yes, now eat? You must not have eaten? Don't tell me lunch doesn't eat either?" I asked while looking at him. I know very well who my husband is, if he is busy he will forget to eat.

"Yes, I didn't have time to eat" he said with a smile.

"Ck, habit. Yes, this is eating first." I said giving the food I had brought. He took it and ate it with gourmand. I smiled happily at all his movements. Whatever he's doing. He still looks handsome.

If we are grateful for the blessings God has given us. Everything will still look beautiful. It is different when we always complain about what we have. Everything will be boring and our hearts will never calm down.