Sincerity of Heart 2
Chapter 23. Sorry (Alan)

Such a deep longing now rose in my chest. Guilt also continued to envelop me. It's been two days that I've chosen not to go home since that night. I'm not avoiding it, but I want to find the right time.

It just so happened that these two days I also had to finish my work. Also finished my script. I want to surprise him. Maybe after everything's done, I'll take him on vacation for a few days. I will use that time to explain this misunderstanding. Wait for me Ara. Sorry, I didn't give you any news.

I know exactly what my wife is like, if I call her. He would ask at length. And that would ruin all my plans.

I was shocked when my phone suddenly shook. Jehan. Hah, I almost forgot about it. In half an hour I'll pick her up. This afternoon there will be a product shoot. Because tomorrow is a new product launch event.

I purposely told Jihan not to bring a car. Because I'll pick him up straight away. There are some things I need to talk to her about.

Right now I'm waiting for him at the gate. I deliberately did not enter, because inside there would be my wife. I wasn't ready for thousands of questions from him. Let him be angry, I'll persuade him later.

But... I miss him so much. What is he doing now?

"Hy Lan, sorry long time." I was very surprised when Jihan came.

"No problem, come in." I said, opening the door for him.

"Thank you Alan."

"You are welcome!" my spoken. I'm going to get in the car. But my eyes accidentally saw a car that I knew very well. The ara? Did he see me? Ah, it doesn't seem. The proof is that he left immediately. If he sees me, he'll come down and see me. I shook my head slowly and got straight into the car.

"It seems you're very busy. What about college?" tanya Jihan opened the conversation.

"Yes, it's been busy. The matter of college is alhamdulillah safe." I replied as pokus looking ahead.

"Thankful deh. How is there good news yet?" the question that managed to confuse me.

"What good news?" my many.

"Ck, tumben you're lola. Good news dong, have there been candidates for ponakan for me yet?" the question that managed to surprise me.

"Silly question. Our marriage was 2 weeks. How could Ara be pregnant."

Hahaha.do it never. There's plenty of time for me and Ara. There's one thing I need to consider. I don't want Ara to get too pregnant.

"Who knows what a topcer is." jihan said. This girl is shameless. I guess he's the one who keeps the image. Humor as well.

"Ngaco." I said.

"Oh yeah, I want something. You are a girl. What gifts do women like best? That special one. I don't know what Ara likes. You know for yourself what he looks like." I said. My goal was to pick Jihan up in person and also want to ask this.

"Huh, Ara's birthday huh?"

Ck, he asked back.

"Any gift for a birthday?" I said with annoyance. Sometimes women like to be weird.

"Owh, that's very sweet. Hm... A present for Ara, huh? Maybe jewelry, bags, or shoes?" said it. Gini is not a solution. Where ever I wear that.

"Hahaha.i'm kidding. Don't be serious about her face." said Jihan patting me on the arm. I just sighed.

"Gift to Ara. I think you buy a veil, or syar’i clothes like she wears. Lagian Ara is not the type of woman who is a model. Like me for example. Hehe." he said while grimacing was unclear. But true as well, it seems like Jihan's idea may as well.

"Ok, thanks for the advice" I said with a smile. I can't wait to see Ara's surprised face. Must be very funny.

"Hey, why are you smiling? I'm suddenly afraid to know." Jihan looked at me. I laughed crisply.

"Basic bucin. Thankfully, I did not marry you. If I don't, I'll go crazy." he said. I smile.

"It's a good thing you turned me down, if you don't. Maybe I'll lose the most valuable person in my life. Btw, thank you." I said.

"Huh, yeah yeah... You're welcome."

I smiled when I saw Jihan's upset face. Along the way, we kept chatting and interspersed with jokes. It turns out that Jihan is pretty cool too. Besides being beautiful, she is also quite nice and easy to chat with. I didn't seem to choose the wrong model.

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The sky is getting dark. My business is not finished yet. Huh, I miss home so much. I miss my super-beast wife. I miss his ocehann and his promise.

"Woi, just a newlywed. Missing wife, huh?" said Jihan. I'm just smiling. It's true, I miss him a lot.

"When?" my many. He smiled and nodded. Yes, the shooting business is done. There are some unfinished jobs left. After driving her home. I'll finish everything. Because the day after tomorrow, I'll take Ara somewhere.

"By Alan, see you. Thank you for sending me home" he said. I'm nodding.

Huh. I straightened my back that felt sore. I really want my body to touch a soft bed. Then my gaze fell on a flat object that I rarely touched. I turned my phone back on because I disabled it on purpose. I don't want my job interrupted. So I turned off my phone.

When my phone screen started to come on. I was very surprised because there were so many missed calls and there were some incoming messages. The mama? Did something happen?

"Alan, have you forgotten yourself. Two days no home, cell phone inactive. Have you forgotten you have a wife? Ara's sick, she's in the hospital!"

The deg! My heart seems to be falling out. Ara's sick? God, is this because of me? I'm sorry Ara. I immediately saw my mother's message telling me the address of the hospital. Without a second thought, I immediately gassed the gas towards that address.

My feelings started to rage. Guilt was also in my mind.

Ara, I'm sorry, baby.

Arriving there, I immediately ran towards the room in the room where Ara was treated. My heart raced great. I look at the door with guilt. I opened it slowly. Everyone's staring at me. I know, it's all my fault.

I walked over to my beautiful girl who was lying weak. His usual blushing face now looked very pale. I was really stupid, how could I leave him until he got sick. What kind of husband am I?

I sat next to him. I took his hand. Oh my God, his hands are cold. I kissed her hand and held it tight.

"You satisfied Alan?"

I was so surprised when my mom started talking. Mama looked at me hatefully. I know, it was my fault.

"It's Nis, Alan's already sorry. We're out yeah, let them both. Pah." said mother looked at Papah and then looked at me. I looked at my mother full of regrets. Mother smiled and nodded.

"Take the mother's child, you go out first."

"Thank you Mother." I said. Then they went straight out.

I looked back at my wife who was still asleep.

"Open your eyes baby, I'm sorry." I kissed her forehead. I hope he opens his eyes. I put my forehead together with his forehead. I miss her smile so much. Hah, his hand is moving. I hold it tightly. Her beautiful eyes began to move. Thank goodness he was conscious.

"I'm sorry, honey. I'm sorry." I peed his forehead a few times. My heart hurts when I see it like this.

"Hmmm... Thirsty." he said so slowly. I took water and helped her drink.

"Have you?" my question is, he nodded slowly. I put the glass back on the table.

"I call the doctor first." I said I was leaving, but my hand was first held back by him.

"No need, don't go. It's cold, Alan." he said, pulling my hand. I get the point.

"Swipe a little, I'll hold you." I said. Ara slightly shifted. I lay down next to him. I pulled his head to make my chest his pillow.

"Hmmm... Warm." he said, closing his eyes again. I smiled and kissed his head gently. My longing now evaporated completely.

"Alan." called him in such a weak voice.

"Hmmm." I answered while tightening my arms.

"Alan is still angry with Ara? Ara apologise." he said again.

"I've never been angry, baby. I'm sorry, too, that you just died. Until you get sick like this." I said back in his head.

"Don't go again" she hugged me so tightly.

"I'm not leaving anymore. Never will." I said. I'm not leaving him again. If I knew it would be like this, I wouldn't have left it. I will remember my stupidest mistake. I'm not leaving him again.

He moved a little, he also raised his head and looked at me. O God, those shady eyes have now turned into mists. Hah,, I really made the biggest mistake.

"Alan, Ara already knows everything. Why isn't Alan talking?" said it. I looked into those eyes deeply.

"What does the papah say all of it?" I rubbed his cheek. He's nodding.

"Not only your father, but my father wants the same thing. There's a task I haven't finished yet, I don't know what task you're going to give me? I'm sorry, I wasn't frank from the start." I said with both eyes. I pulled him to get closer.

"Ara is sorry too. Ara was just scared, afraid that the dream was coming true. Ara didn't want anyone else to put up with Ara. Only Alan has the right to Ara."

I pushed his body slowly. I remember that night. What was really in his dream?

"What kind of dream are you really, why are you so scared?" I just stared into his eyes. The fine grains fell back down on her cheeks. I remove it slowly.

"There's a guy trying to pick up Ara. Ara's scared, she... He wants to rape Ara.. Her... Her... "

I pull him into my arms. I was very surprised by what was in his dream. I understand why he was so scared.

"It's enough, it's just a dream. No one will dare to touch you, my dear. Never will." I said.

Maybe I'll really make Ara my full wife. But before that I'll make sure of his condition. I don't want to take any big risks. For papa's problems, I'll talk to him about this later. My decision to take her on vacation seems to have been right. Maybe I'll use that short time to mend our relationship.

"Don't think of anything else, go to sleep. You have to rest a lot. Good night, dear. I Love You." I kissed her forehead. I nodded my hug. I closed my eyes, I think I should rest too. Good night my wife. I love you so much.