Sincerity of Heart 2
Chapter 51. I am Son of Digantara (Alan)

I opened my eyes slowly, the first thing I saw was her beautiful face. He's still asleep, it's all my fault. He had just slept after the dawn prayer just to accompany me. Ara, I love you so much. Only you accept me for who I am, you don't care who I am. There are so many better men than me, but you still chose me. Loving me so sincerely.

I kissed her with warmth. Right now my feelings are getting better after letting go of all the burdens in my heart.

Drrrttt

I was shocked when my phone suddenly rang. Papa! Is there anything papa called me?

"Alan, come to the house now," papa's voice sounded panicked. I woke up from my sleep.

"What's pa?" manya curious.

"Go home, your mother is sick."

My heart stopped beating when I heard my father's words.

"Alan will be there soon" I hung up and ran to the dressing room.

"Bi, what's wrong?" ask my wife when I just came out of the dressing room. He still looked sleepy as he rubbed his eyes.

"Mama's sick" I answered while wearing a jacket.

"Astagfirullah, wait for Ara bi." He immediately rushed to the bathroom. I could only stare at her lost back behind the bathroom door.

When I arrived at my mother's house, I ran. My feelings were uncertain, I was afraid something might happen to my mom.

"Assalamualaikum," I said immediately ran into my mother's room. I saw my mother lying weakly on the bed. My heart is very sick, my mother looks very pale and weak.

"Ma" called me, I sat next to him. I kissed the back of her hand gently. Slowly my mom opened her eyes.

"Alan," I smiled as my mom called my name. I kissed her forehead lovingly. I can't see my mom getting sick like this.

"It's my apology ma, Alan knows mama's sick because of Alan,"

"Are you going to be a mother's child? Mama knows, this mama...

"Shutttt, mama don't talk much anymore. Until whenever mama is Alan's mama, Alan's favorite."

I kissed my mom's hand. I could see her tears flowing so hard. I smiled as I wiped her tears.

"Alan will never leave this family, for Alan you are Alan's mother and father. Alan will always be happy for you all, Alan promised," I said looking at my mother inside. I kissed my mom again.

"Mama's afraid of losing you baby, mama's afraid." My heart dodged when I heard my mother's words. I know my mom loves me more than anyone.

"Alan will remain the Digantara Ma family" I said hugging my mother. This warm feeling never changes. A hand shook my head, I was very surprised and immediately turned my head.

"Mr,"

"You're my son," I was more and more startled when papa suddenly pulled me into his arms. I hesitantly returned papa's embrace. This was the first time my father hugged me so tightly.

"Thank you pa" I closed my eyes to enjoy this rare moment.

I opened my eyes slowly, I saw Ara standing in the doorway smiling. I returned his smile. He nodded, I don't understand what he meant. Then he closed the door slowly. Looks like he wants to give me some time with papa and mama. Only he understands my situation. I am so grateful to have it. Thank you God.

"Pa, Alan's going to meet them" I said. Papa immediately broke his embrace. I looked at my father, and vice versa.

"Papa don't worry, Alan will still be papa's son. Until now, Alan is papa's son,"

"Papa believes you, go." I smiled and nodded.

"Ma, don't think about anything else. Remember, your health is more important. Alan loves mom very much, if mom is sick. Alan's going to be sick, ma" I continued. I kissed my mom back.

"Alan, I'm sorry for hiding everything from you. Papa just doesn't want you to go, papa will do anything to get you back. As you say, you are papa's son, son" said Papa. I smiled and nodded. Today I can really see papa's weakness, he really looks so down.

"Alan will solve this problem as soon as you can, don't worry."

I looked at my mom and dad in turn, and I held their hands together to make sure I could get through this.

***

Right now I'm standing right in front of my biological father's house. Yeah, like I promised my parents. Today I will finish everything. I looked at the woman who was currently beside me. My wife, she's coming with me. I actually rejected his desire to come with me, but I knew his stubbornness. So I relented and let him come with me.

"Corn," ask me. I held her hand tightly and I would never let go.

I pressed the bell several times, but there was no answer at all. I keep trying again. A few moments later the door opened. A middle-aged woman came out from behind the door. I can see his surprise too.

"A... What's the need?" tanyanya looks so nervous.

"Is Mr Bayu home?" my many. It's a holiday, there's no way he's not home.

"A.. Ada, please come in" he said, opening the door wider. I thanked him and went straight inside.

"Bi, don't be emotional" whispered my wife. I smiled as I rubbed his head.

"As long as you are" I said, holding his hand.

Before long the man who became my biological father began to be seen. I take a slow breath.

"Sorry," I said, letting go of his embrace.

"Ah, papa's too happy. We can finally regroup, he's papa's son-in-law, right?" tanyanya looked at my wife. I saw Ara smiling while nodding.

"May you always be happy, let's sit down, son," he asked. I sit back.

"Well, is there a guest?" greet someone who sits right in front of my wife. I could see the direction of his gaze, I held my wife's hand tightly.

"Bi, Ara will always be there for hubby," whispered Ara close her body to me. I smiled and nodded.

"Sorry before, my goal is to come here to discuss an important issue. Especially family issues,"

"I'm confused what to call you, sir? Because I never call strangers with familiar names" I said.

"I'm your father Alan, you can't deny that,"

I smiled when I heard her words.

"really? Where were you when I was born? Do you hate me so much?" ask with great emphasis.

"No son, I couldn't do anything at the time. The man who is currently your father is a cruel man who can do anything. Papa can't take you away, neither can circumstances support you" he replied so easily. I smiled bitterly.

"My father was a cruel man, but he gave me his big name and raised me like his real son. Even my name is listed in his family records. Are you going to choose someone else and leave your mom until you suffer? Don't you feel cruel?"

I do know a little about my late mother's past, there's nothing you can hide from me. Including the matter of mama's affair with the man who is currently in front of me. To make papa's life destroyed and change its nature. Even my father still accepted me, although at first he could not accept me with all his heart. But to me papa is papa, even though I am not his son. But his name is with me.

I also just found out why you sent me to study abroad. That's all papa did so I wouldn't meet this guy.

"But papa really had no choice, papa was really sorry son. Papa's sorry, papa's coward and so afraid your mother's lover is back to destroy papa. Papa's sorry,"

"Hahaha..do you know how ruined your life is when you hear you prefer other women when you are really down? At that time, Papa Arnold gave you a chance to unite. You choose to run away from responsibility. Mama got hit and wanted to kill me, did you know that? If there's no papa Arnold, maybe you won't be able to see me until this big, sir,"

"You are my biological father, but Papa Arnold is my real father. His services are more than that of my biological father. Arlan Digantara's. The name will remain the same, it will not change and nothing will change" I said at length. My heart ached as I recalled the story that flowed from my mouth a few hours ago. I close my eyes to keep these tears from spilling.

"But Alan, you're my son. Dio is your brother. Kalain is the heir to the Maheswhari family,"

"Heir? Am I still entitled to that? Children born out of wedlock are not entitled to the property of their biological father. Excuse me," I said immediately.

"Wait!" exclaimed the middle-aged oria again stopped my steps.

"Bi, don't be so emotional." I looked at Ara so closely. If he doesn't exist, maybe my emotions are more than this.

"Alan, please forgive papa. Papa will never disturb or forbid you from being part of the Digantara family. But please, please accept papa as your biological father. Papa please,"

I close my eyes to hold back the anger. I turned around and looked at the man.

"A human being has an obligation to forgive, but as a child. This pain is hard to get rid of, even an apology can't change everything,"

"It's so arrogant, papa's been trying to apologize. What it's hard to forgive, I don't understand what good you are. You're arrogant and you don't know yourself. The people around you should be aware of your vices,"

I wish I had put my fist in his face. But I recall the woman who was currently beside me. I don't want to make him sad and disappointed.

"Look off," asked me to pull her hand. But he quickly took off my grip. I looked at him confused, he was seen walking closer to the jerk.

"Sorry sir, maybe I used to respect you as my boss and I already consider you a good person. That respect is still there. But baby, a few seconds ago you proved that respect shouldn't exist. There are no perfect people in this world, sir. It's true, my husband is no better than any other man. But he's better than you, a man with no conscience. You already know if my husband is your sister. But without guilt, you treat him in public."

"My husband is very lacking, but he never offends anyone else's weaknesses. He is quite self-aware and knows the feelings of others. My decision was never wrong to make him a husband. Because he has a sincere and loving heart, not just ambition!"

I was really shocked to hear Ara's exposure being so piercing. That means I'm really a lucky guy. Can get her heart, get her whole. Making her my wife is the best thing. I did not choose a mother from my children. Behind its potent nature, stored wisdom that can make everyone stunned.

"Big boy, we're home." I flinched as my hand was pulled by it.

"Dear," call me. But he continued walking quickly, his hands so tight.

"He's so outrageous! fortunately, Ara did not have a sister. If Ara had such an older sister it was better for Ara not to be born at all!" his nag.

"But you're a big brother, baby" I said, aligning myself with him.

"But Ara has never been so evil bi,"

"Hmmm," I smiled and opened the door for her.

I looked at her face that still looked upset. His cheeks are red like boiled crab. Absolutely adorable.

"Thank you baby" I said pulling his nape and gently peeking at his forehead. I look at the beautiful netra deeply.

"Hubby don't be sad anymore? Ara followed sadly," he said with a funny face. I smiled and hugged him.

"If hubby is sad, there will be entertainers who will make hubby smile again" I said.

"Hmmm, Ara doesn't want to see hubby's tears anymore. It hurts so much, Ara can't see hubby grieving, hicks"

Look, he told me not to cry. But he was the one crying. You crybaby. I kissed her nose reddened by her crying. Ah, really adorable.

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