Sincerity of Heart 2
Chapter 9. Is He More Special to Me? (Alane)

You stupid girl. Why is he still not sensitive from earlier. It was obvious that the dress was so fitting. I also don't understand why he's suddenly stupid like this.

I glanced at her faithful self staring at our wedding invitation. Maybe he's still surprised. Let him play with his own mind. Now he won't misunderstand me anymore.

"Alan, then what about Jihan?"

Oh my god, why did he keep mentioning other people's names. I'm not going to explain. Let him think for himself.

"I told you, if we were both. There is no one else among us Ara" I said without seeing her.

"But Alan... Why are you doing this?why would you marry me?"

Aish this kid, what other stupid question is this?

"What do you think, if a man who wants to marry a girl is the sign?" my many. I want to hear an answer from him.

"Because he likes that girl. But we're different, Alan, you've got your own choice. Are you not doing this because of Papah? Because of that time?"

Huh, this girl seems to be asking for it in rukiyah. I wanted to pinch her cheek hard. Let him come back to consciousness. Unfortunately, I still drive.

"do you see what's on my face there's an element of compulsion?" ask again.

"That's Alan, Ara's that. Don't answer with questions anymore. Ara confused to know." whining. I laughed when I heard that whimper.

"That's not much to ask" I said. I'm sure, right now he must be very upset. I glanced at him briefly. Sure enough, he was currently bending his face. He looks so cute and adorable.

"Down, the ring wait for us too long" I chanted as I got out of the car. I turned around to open the door for her.

"The "casian ring. Keep me not." he said so annoyed. He pushed me and walked ahead of me. God, I can't wait to make it happen.

"Where do you like it?" my many. She's staring. His face was still the same as before, surely he was still annoyed.

"Pick it yourself" he said. He also sat in a chair.

"You sure?" I asked while looking at some couple rings. I honestly don't know which one to choose. Everything looks good.

"Sir, look at that one" I said, pointing to one of the rings that caught my attention.

"Well, that smart guy chose it. This is the latest ring. Very suitable for mas and mbaknya. Please try it." I was a little surprised to hear it. I don't even understand what kind of ring model I am.

"Here are your hands" I said.

"Make what? We're not legitimate. Tell her to be the crutches." she said. I really want to laugh. But that's not possible for me to do here. So many people. I forcefully pulled her hand and placed the ring on her ring finger. Very sweet. I think whatever he wears always fits.

"Wait a minute" I said, pulling out my phone and taking a picture of her hand.

"It looks like I have to ask your mother's advice, if you wait to stop sulking the shop can be closed" I said with a crisp laugh.

"Ih Alan." whined again while pulling his hand from me.

"Well, I love seeing couples like this. Very romantic. Her mother is also very adorable. I'm sure you'll be a romantic couple until your grandparents." said the store owner.

"Aamiinu. Thanks" I said smiling.

"Don't smile." whine Ara again. I cringed confused.

"Don't smile at Alan. What if you like him?" he said while pursing his lips.

"Yes just halalin aja mbak, kok difficult." I said while winking at the owner of the shop. I'm so happy to see him upset.

"Organ." He really looks upset. I soon got a reply from my mom.

"Sir, I took this one." I said back to take off the ring in the air. I see Ara still very upset. Let it be, soon it will be good on its own.

"The others didn't take the mas?" I'm shaking. I looked at Ara who was busy with her own thoughts.

"It's mas. The total is here." said the store owner handed over the ring and the letter. I gave you my credit card.

"Thank you, sir. Don't forget to come back. May the marriage be smooth and become a sekinah family, mawadah, warahmah" he said while cupping his hands.

"Aamiinu. Insha allah mbak. Then we say goodbye first. Assalamualaikum." I said.

"Wa'alaikumusalam" said the store owner smiling kindly.

"Still here?" I asked when I saw Ara still sitting there sweet.

"Hunger, eat first huh?" he said while stroking his stomach. I smiled and nodded.

"Yey, eat in a normal place?" he said with spirit. I don't know where the bad face was. This is what I like most about him. If he's angry or upset, it won't last long. Maybe in just a few minutes he'll come back like the Ara I know. The chatty and the whiny. But behind it all, she had a sincere, gentle and loving nature.

"Alan, can't you invite some special people?" he said while looking at me. Special person? Who is that guy?

"Who?" manya curious.

"You'll know later, too, right?" tanyanya while raising both eyebrows. I'm shaking. He looks disappointed. I also smiled and nodded.

"Yey, thank you Alan" he said excitedly.

"Is that so special? Is it more special than me?"ask again before getting in the car.

"You'll know Alan later, they're more special than you" he said straight into the car. I'm thinking a little. Yes, maybe it is more special than me.

Throughout the journey he did not speak at all. Maybe he's tired. I glanced at him briefly.

I smiled to myself remembering the look on her face when I knew she was the one I was going to marry. There is no reason to doubt in my heart to make her a wife. Mother has said everything.

The flashback

"Alan, are you sure you're going to marry Ara? Do you know that Ara is still childish? You hear you already have a boyfriend?" said the mother who managed to surprise me. How did mommy know. Ah, it must be Ara who said that. I smiled too.

"Alan knew exactly what kind of bun Ara was. So Alan was very confident in Alan's decision. For lovers' problems. I misunderstood bun. It was all Alan's fault. Alan could not distinguish true love from love that was only an obsession. Alan was already absolutely sure he wanted to marry Ara bun, Alan loved Ara sincerely." I explained. I looked closely at Mother and Papah Arham. I wonder how they react.

"Thank God, that means you have the same feelings and there is no element of coercion" said mother. Whahuh? Wait a minute, the meaning of the mother's words...

"I mean mother, Ara too.. " I pointed at myself. Mother nodded. God, so I've been misunderstanding all along. The man that Ara meant was me. How stupid of you Alan. Why are you so stupid that you don't realize it.

"The father will also not deny the promise of Alan. Do you remember the words of yesterday? Next month you will have a wedding. Papah is very confident that Ara will agree." said Papah Arham. I'm so glad to hear that. The blessing of all parties I have. I looked at both my parents. Mom smiled happily and nodded.

"Arham, once again I thank you for accepting this proposal. You don't mind Alan's background either. I'm so grateful." said papa. I'm down. It's true, Papah Arham did not discuss my background at all.

"I know what your son has been like since he was a child. I don't care about his background. All I know is that he got a good upbringing from respectable people like you. Alan is also very smart, so what else am I doubting. Our two children grew up together, they already understand each other."

I was very happy to hear the presentation of the Arham Papah. I'm back in spirit. Now I know, too, if it turns out Ara loves me too. It turns out we have been tied to each other for a long time. I'm very happy.

Flashback off

I smiled looking at his face. Maybe this feeling keeps growing every day. I will not promise to continue with him or to continue to make him happy. But I will try to stay by his side and make him happy until death do the parting.

Because in love, there is no covenant or offer.