Sincerity of Heart 2
Chapter 8. Misunderstanding (Ara)

Be patient. God will give you a million colors of rainbows after the rain falls. A smile after a cry. Blessings in answer to every prayer said.

~Heart Graduation 2~

Today will be a day of history for me. I have to be patient. This morning Alan picked me up for a suit fitting. I was still confused as to why I should come too. Why don't Alan do it alone with Jihan. Mother also why not help me to reject this offer. My mother knows my feelings well. Why is everyone so weird.

"Hey, why shut up? Bored?" I was so shocked when Alan started talking.

"No, just still shocked" I said with a big smile.

"Shocked? Shocked why?" ask again. Ih, really ngeselin. I'm surprised, surprised you're getting married so soon. What else with someone else.

"Sorry, you want to get married soon. I thought you were going to wait for graduation first." I said looking at him with a smile.

"Good intentions why it should be delayed" he said without looking. I just nodded and stared at the still pretty quiet streets.

"Is Jihan there yet?" ask me curious.

"hmmm." he replied while nodding. I also nodded.

"Everything's sorted out, right? The invitation is over?" ask again. I'm very awkward if I keep quiet.

"Hmmm"

Ish, that's so cute. Huh, I know for a second we won't be this close anymore. But please, don't fuck me.

"Lan, are you angry, did I ask you a lot?" ask again. Maybe he's a bitch because I ask so many questions.

"No.

It seems like he was angry because I asked so many questions. Yes, I'm quiet. I occasionally glanced at Alan with the tip of my eye. He still remained the same as his flat face. Hah, I can't be like this.

"Alan I want to say something. Can you?" I turned my seat to face Alan.

"And from then on you talked too." said Alan without looking at me. I'm very upset.

"Alan, what's wrong with you? I know you want to get married, but don't ignore me dong. I can't believe it. I want us to stay as we used to be. You and I, remain friends. Whatever we're going to face together. Don't fuck me Alan." I took out everything that stuck in my heart. I don't want a relationship that has been established for a long time to break in the middle of the road.

"You're so noisy." I was so surprised to hear Alan say that. Alan never said that before. Alan has really changed. I turned my face towards the window. I don't want him to see my tears. I rubbed my cheek slowly so he wouldn't see it.

"Down, we've arrived" he said out of the car. I was very surprised and went straight down. Alan looked at me. I directly lowered.

"Look in" he said, pulling my hand.

"Alan, take off Ara's hand. Jihan would be wrong if we were like this. Alan I beg you." I started to panic when Alan ignored me.

"Welcome, please come in." said one of the beautiful women while pointing at a room. I saw very beautiful wedding dresses on display there.

We are currently in a fairly large room. There are a few locker rooms there. But wait! Where's Jihan? Why I didn't see him at all.

"Mr, which I ordered yesterday" Alan told a woman who appeared to be an employee here.

"This is it, please try it first."

Wow, that's a pretty dress. Why is the dress so covered? Not that Jihan really likes a modern dress like on tv, huh? Ah maybe Alan doesn't want Jihan exposing his body.

"Now, there's the cobak." Alan gave me the dress. Uh, why should I try it?

"Alan, why would I be the one who has to turn over. Which jihan?" I asked while looking at the door, who knows if Jihan has come.

"Don't say much, there go in" said Alan pushing my body into the dressing room.

Ck, why should I try it anyway? My size with Jihan is very different. Alan, why are you so bad. Why are you doing this? If it's like this, I feel like I'm getting married. I took a deep breath.

I started to change my clothes in this beautiful dress. It felt so strange, I felt like a real bride. I turned around to see the dress I was wearing. So fitting on my body. It's like it's been in the messages all day. I wish I were in Jihan's position. I must be very happy.

"Ara, you didn't pass out on the inside?" alan shouted from outside. I'm so surprised.

"No, it's over" I said, tidying up my headscarf.

I opened the closing curtain slowly. Alan looked at me so closely. He saw my appearance from head to toe. My heart was beating like that when Alan looked at me like that.

"Beautiful" he said with a smile.

"Sir, this seems to fit. The other one I also took ya." said Alan on the mother-tomb that was carrying her dress.

"Alan, how come his clothes fit so well on me anyway? My size is the same Jihan very different." I said while looking at the dress I was wearing.

"Don't ask too many questions, change it again. Cassian clothes if over time you use." said Alan who managed to make me very upset.

"So you told me to turnip. Alan's evil!" I said straight back into the dressing room. I'm very upset. She made me wear this dress, and what did she say? Superfluity.

"Hey, don't bend his face. Ugly know no?" he said when I came out of the dressing room.

"Bodo." I said annoyed while giving the dress that I had been careless to Alan. I also went out of there. I'm already pissed off.

I flicked my feet a few times, I was really upset. If it's like this, I won't come. I look around this place. Then my gaze was immediately fixed on the small wagon standing not far from me.

"Youngaaaaaa... Shaved ice, I haven't eaten shaved ice in a long time." I shouted and ran straight there. It's been almost 3 years I never snacked when I was a kid.

"Mang, two yes. One syrup of strawberry flavor yes. The other one is mixed." I said with enthusiasm.

"Aaaasiap neng." said the mamang so funny. Looks like mamang ngefans really same bang Atta. Sampe niruin all.

"are fans the same as Atta?" my many.

"Yes neng, who knows I can also be famous like him" said the mamang who managed to make me laugh.

"It's neng, 15 grand."

I took 50 grand from my bag.

"It's mang, take it all. My best friend wants to get married, so itung-itung celebrate happiness." I said while giving the money to mamang Aaaasiap.

"Well, thanks neng. May the marriage be smooth and be a family Sakinah mawadah warahmah. Aamiin's."

"Aamiin, thanks mang. I say goodbye first." I said directly tancap gas. Alan was waiting for me.

But really, he was waiting. I ran over to Alan who was leaning on his car.

"Nih." I said give a cup of shaved ice I bought to Alan.

"You still eat kayak ginian? Like a little boy." he said back to provoke a commotion.

"If you don't want to, I'll finish everything" I said annoyed.

"I'm just kidding, here I want to" Alan said, taking the ice in my hand.

"He didn't want to, but he did too" I said into the car. So did he get in the car.

"Bismilahbornrahmanirrahim." I started eating ice that made my throat fresh. Oh, my goodness, that's delicious. Maybe the effects have long not eaten that.

"Where else is this going?" I asked while continuing to enjoy this super delicious ice.

"Ring shop" he said. I'm nodding.

"Oh yeah, why isn't Jihan coming? Want to surprise, huh?" I asked again when I remembered Jihan.

"Ra, if we're both don't talk about it, can we?" alan said that managed to confuse me. What happened to Alan? Maybe they are marahan. Geez, marriage is still going on.

"Yes, I'm sorry. You better get better. Don't wait until the wedding is still marahan." I said staring at Alan with a smile. Alan turned his body and looked at me. What the hell is this Alan? So strange.

"Why are you so stupid?"

Whahuh? I'm stupid. It's good that he said I was stupid.

"Alane! Who is stupid? It's good you said I was stupid. I'm the smartest girl I know." I can't take Alan's words to me. It's good that he said I was stupid. If I was stupid, I could finish school fast. I'm sorry I'm so arrogant, it's all because of Alan.

"Don't tell me anymore that Ara's stupid. Don't like to know! Come on, here's the ice. Not so Ara love Alan." I said taking the ice out of his hand. Mine's over. Coincidentally Alan's still a lot, so I'll take it. I went back to eating Alan's ice.

I looked at him because I had not been on the road.

"Why see that Ara? Angry, did Ara take the ice?" ask me while nibbling on an ice spoon.

"Ck, spend it" he said. He immediately gasped his car. No more talking. I turned on the radio because I was so bored. Huaaaaa... BCL song, true love. I really like. I raised the speaker and started following the song.

I saw the ice in my hand was about to run out. I saw Alan who had been silent. I scooped the ice and pointed it at Alan's mouth. He'll definitely stop, Hehe.

Hap! Whahuh? He took a bribe from me? Geez, why am I so embarrassed. I hear from people. If a girl is the same guy drinking or eating from the former mouth of the girl or boy it's called indirect kissing. Hua... Why didn't I think about it. I covered my lips with my hands.

Mother, papah, forgive Ara. Ara was unintentional.

"You why? Nausea? Your cheeks are also very red. You sick?" alan asked in panic. I put my hands off my lips and shook my head.

"really? Your cheeks are so red Ara." said Alan stopped his car on the side of the road. I keep shaking. Alan turned his body to face me. Alan touched my forehead and cheek a few times. My heart beats great.

"I'm fine Alan." I said lowered my head. This is wrong, Alan shouldn't have done that. I heard Alan sigh heavily.

"We'd better just delay it to the ring shop. Looks like you... "

"I'm fine Alan." cut me up. I don't want Alan's schedule ruined today because of my mistake.

"Really?" he looked at me worriedly. I smiled and nodded. I wish we could go on like this, Alan. I'm so glad to see you so attentive to me.

"Yes already" he said as he rubbed my head. Then he returned to his car. I turned my face to the car window.

Don't be like this Ara. Take care of your feelings. It'swrong. Alan doesn't belong to you, soon he'll belong to someone else.

"Ra, you see this" said Alan, offering a very beautiful invitation.

"Invitation? Beautiful." I said turning back the invitation Alan gave me.

"Open Ara" said Alan who looked annoyed. Why should I open it? Alan is so mean, he must be showing off. I annoyedly opened the invitation while looking at Alan. I turned my eyes to the invitation. ARLAN DIGANTARA AND DILLARA CHALISTA PUTRI PRATAMA.

Ck, what's with this invitation? I looked back at Alan. Alan looked at me for a moment.

Waitaminute! I looked back at the name on the invitation. WHAT!? Am I dreaming. Why is my name here? Wasn't it...

"Alan what does this mean? So then... "

I saw Alan nod and smile widely.

Hah, don't tell me this is a dream. I patted my cheek. Be ill. So this is real. Butwhy...

"Do you know Ara?" ask me to look at Alan. Alan lifted both his shoulders. I snorted in annoyance. How can everyone manage to prank me. I remember back to the time of the shirt fittings. The dress was so good on my body. Mother and aunt Nissa was so excited yesterday. So I misunderstood. How stupid of me.

I looked back at the wedding invitation. I touched my name and Alan took turns. Oh, my God, thank you. These are the answers to every prayer. Unaware my tears fell upon the invitation.

It turns out right, after the rain there will be a beautiful rainbow. The tears I keep shedding will be a smile. Thank you God.

I looked at Alan who was still driving. I smile. Thank you to my future imam.