Sincerity of Heart 2
Chapter 5. I'm Jealous (Alan)

Is this a dream? Ck, this is not a dream. It's real Alan. Oh my god, I'm so happy. My intention was just to pick her up. But happiness also picked me up. Thank you God.

I lyrics the girl next to me who has chosen to be quiet. Sometimes he glanced at me, and then he looked out the window. Both of his hands were also clung. I know, he was still very surprised. She looks so beautiful tonight. There was not a single trace of polish on his face. But her natural blushing cheeks made me fall in love even more.

"What's wrong? Why do you look so tense?" I opened the conversation so that the atmosphere would no longer be awkward. He looked at me, his lips twitching as if he wanted to talk. But he held it. For some reason from his home, he did not speak at all. To the extent that I felt like I was missing a chatty Ara. Usually he would comment on my appearance. But this time he was very quiet. Is it because of his father's words? This girl always makes me nervous.

"A.. Alan, for that matter I hope you didn't take it seriously. Papah must be just kidding, maybe he can't let go of me for someone else. It just so happened that you came, so papah made you an excuse to reject them" he said at length. I smile. So it was true that he was still thinking about it.

"I know which ones are serious and which ones are joking. Don't think about it." I rubbed his head. He was a little jolted by me.

"Hmmm, thank God" he said, sighing in relief. I smiled seeing her face so calm. Then he looked back at me. I raised my eyebrows to ask for an answer from her gaze.

"Why look like this? You're so ugly Alan."

Akh, this is what I've been waiting for.

"What's wrong with my appearance? Aren't I handsome?"

"No, you're so ugly Alan. Take off this ugly vest. That's what you're wearing?" he pointed at the bracelet I was wearing.

"Everything open. I told you how many times, don't look like a thug. I don't like it, here's the hand" he said pulling my left hand. He took off the circular bracelet in my hand and replaced it with a watch that I accidentally placed on the dashboard of the car.

"I'm driving Ara" I said, pulling my hand from her.

"Stop here Alan" he said. I looked at him confused. What did he want to tell me to stop?

"Stop Alan!" he said he looked upset. I stopped my car on the side of the road. Ara pulled the vest I was wearing.

"Did you bring a shirt?" he asked while looking back and looking for something.

"It's in the back trunk, what's it doing?" I pretended to be confused.

"Replace Alan, I'll wait 2 minutes" he said, folding his hands to his chest. I smile.

"Well princess." I pinched her cheek. Before he got angry, I got out of the car. As he asked, 2 minutes I've been back in the car. She looked at my appearance and her lips carved a beautiful smile. Oh my god, I gave up.

"Handsome. Ayok street. We're only 10 minutes away. They must have been waiting there." he said excitedly. I nodded and returned to my car. He was moving to bring the music to life. I keep watching him.

"Ara, do you like someone?" I intentionally asked like that. Wanted to know how he reacted. He looks very surprised.

"Emmm... Why ask like that?" ask her with a vibrating letter. I know, she must be nervous.

"I just want to know if you like someone or not" I glanced at him. He lowered. Oh my god, did I ask wrongly?

"Ah, no need to answer. I'm just a prank." I said I felt guilty.

"There's." The answer that managed to surprise me. I looked at him directly.

"He's someone who's hard to reach. I can't possibly get it. He already has his heart." he said sounding bitter. Who exactly is the man he was referring to? I guess he has feelings for me. But it turns out I was wrong. Who's the lucky guy?

"What a fool that guy would be, if I were him. I'll choose you Ra." The words just came out of my lips. Ara looked surprised, she looked at me full of question marks.

"Yes, you are beautiful, kind, loving, gentle. Although whiny and chatty." said I who managed to make him smile. I was so happy to make her smile. Maybe from now on I have to fight to get her heart. I'll take her heart from that man. I won't give up Ra, I'll make you half my breath. That's my promise.

"Is that guy handsome? So you like her?" I wonder what kind of man he likes.

He was silent for quite a while. But I was patient to wait for the answer. He seemed to be breathing so deeply.

"He is very handsome, kind, clever and very understanding. He was very different from the others." he finally replied. I glanced. His gaze was straight ahead. I don't know what he's thinking. I always expected the only one he always thought of. Not anyone else.

"Hmmm, does she know you like her?" I'm more interested in knowing everything.

"Why do you like a man who already has Ara's lover? It will only hurt yourself." I said a little emotionally.

"I'm sorry, I got carried away" I said realizing my mistake. I shouldn't be mad at him.

"It's okay" he said, looking down. Then no more talking. I'm confused what else to say. I let my heart calm down a little.

"Ah, yes. Who was that guy? What don't-don't... "

"No, I don't recognize him. I was even surprised when he was home. Fortunately there is you, if I am not confused what to answer." he said with enthusiasm. I don't understand why he's so excited.

"If someone you've known for a long time proposed to the house how?" ask me to provoke his reaction. He looked at me suspiciously.

"Hmmm... Don't tell me you want to apply for me, will you? If you're the one who came, maybe I can think about it again" he said with a big smile. Is he serious?

"Oh Alan, don't be serious about it! I was just kidding. How could you possibly propose to me, right?" he said while patting my arm. I stopped my car and I pulled her hand until I met her beautiful eyes. This is an opportunity for me to look at her beautiful face at such a close distance. A chance I can't waste. I want to bring my face closer. But he immediately pushed my body and went straight down.

I touched my chest that was shaking violently. I'm very happy.

"Tomorrow." take her back to open the door. I gave my best smile and got out of the car. Yes, at the moment we are at our destination.

"Is my appearance neat?" ask me while tidying up my shirt sleeves.

"Here you go, come in" he said walking ahead of me. Ck, even though I just wanted to get her attention. Already, she is not the type of sensitive woman.

The atmosphere looks very crowded. I greeted some of my old friends who hadn't seen each other in a long time.

"Hay Lan, the more handsome Lo. Where's Ara? She must be getting pretty, right?" said one of my friends named Nino.

"Lo want to see what Ara is?" just pissed. I don't know, now I feel very sensitive if other people talk about Ara.

"Looking down bro, when are you halalin the kid?Don't be long bro, I'll rush." chirped Nino who managed to make me more emotional.

"Quickly." I said. After chatting with my friends. I sit in a chair. Then I threw my eyes at the girl who was laughing with her friends. Seeing her smile, I smiled too.

Taps! Then our eyes met again by accident. But not how long he smiled at me. I returned his smile.

I think I should talk to him four-eyes. I could no longer hide my feelings for her.

"Ra, come with me for a second" I said, pulling his hand. He's a little surprised.

"Where are you going?" ask her while holding my hand.

"I'm sorry" I said, letting go of her hand.

"What's up, Alan? What do you want to talk about?" he looked at me confused. I was confused what to say. Why am I being like this. When I expressed my feelings to Jihan why not this big bang.

"Generic, Ara... A.. L'm.. I. "aish, why is it so hard to say words. I love you Ara, I love you.

"Alan, what's wrong with you? It's so strange to know. Look, your cheeks are red too. You sick?" He touched my forehead. My body grew tense as the delicate hand touched my skin.

"Not hot. What the hell are you? Don't worry me, Alan." he said again. But this time I could see the worry on his face. I smiled clumsyly. I'm confused what to say. Why are you being such a coward, Alan? Come on, tell him what you really feel. My heart continues to bully.

"Ara, I want to... "

"Haven't spoken again, looks like we should go home. You need to rest. I don't want you to get sick. Come on." cut it. It seems like this is not the right time. Maybe I'll act rather than over time with a speech.

I'm nodding. I really need to take her home. Enough of the eyes of the men here to look at him. I won't let that happen again in the future. He is mine and only I can look at him.