Sincerity of Heart 2
Chapter 62. Happy Tears (Ara)

I felt strange, slowly opening my eyes. How can I be on the bed? The last time I remember, I cried on the couch. After that I don't remember anything. Is Alan home yet? But, where is he at the moment? Is he still mad at me? Hiks, I didn't mean to hide everything. I don't think any of this is gonna be a problem. But I was wrong, I should have always been honest with him. It was my fault.

I wiped away my tears that kept flowing. It hurt to hear Alan yell at me, with a face full of anger.

"I'm sorry Ara bi, Ara is just in love with hubby. Hubby should have believed that."

Hoek... I close my mouth when my stomach feels nauseous. I ran to the bathroom, spewing out my stomach. My mouth immediately felt so bitter, my head was so dizzy. I saw the whole bathroom, it was like it was spinning. I held on to the wall, holding my body back from falling. My stomach is still very nauseous, my legs are also very limp. Hoek... I regurgitated the liquid coming out of my stomach. My legs are getting limp.

After not feeling nauseous. I sat on the toilet, I could no longer stand. My head feels spinning, it's also throbbing violently. I'm trying to get up. Suddenly I felt someone holding my hand.

"Hubby," I said as I watched Alan now staring at me.

"Are you ok?" tanyanya touched my cheek. I kept looking at his face. I wish he wasn't angry with me anymore.

"I'm sorry" only that word came out of my mouth. My tears are back to me with a lot of water. I was so scared that Alan would leave again.

"Have not cried, forget it," he said wiping away my tears.

"You're so pale, honey, do we need to go to the hospital?" continued. I just retaliated with a slug. Right now I just want to hug her. I hugged her tightly, my crying broke again.

"Don't be angry anymore, Ara's afraid of bi."

"Sorry baby, we should take the water directly. After the prayer, you rest again. I know you're tired, don't cry anymore."

I looked at him so deeply. Is it true that he is no longer angry with me? I touched the hand that was used to wipe my tears.

"Hubby's not angry anymore, is he?" I look at him in deep. I hope Alan really forgives me.

"No, I'm sorry. I'm too carried away, I shouldn't have yelled at you." I smiled as Alan kissed my forehead. I'm happy, Alan's not angry anymore.

"Listen baby, from now on. Whatever happens, please tell hubby ok? Hubby prefers your honesty, it doesn't happen again" Alan said. I'm nodding.

"Sorry," he continued pulling me into his arms. I close my eyes, my blood is pounding. Feel the great happiness.

"Take your wudu," he asked, nodding.

After performing the prayer, I went back up to the bed. My head hurts so much, probably the crying effect earlier.

"Is it still sick?" alan sat next to me. I nodded slowly.

"Hubby, I'm sorry, honey, this is all hubby's fault. If hubby hadn't gotten carried away, you wouldn't be like this."

Alan rubbed my face gently. I could also see such deep regret in his eyes.

"Don't discuss that anymore bi, Ara understands hubby's feelings. Ara also apologized," I said kissing the back of her hand. I close my eyes when Alan kisses me.

"Rest me" he said, confirming my blanket. I smiled, laying down my achy body. I'm looking for a comfortable position, it's hard to find a comfortable position. I usually fall asleep in Alan's arms.

"Bi, Ara wants to be hugged," I looked at her. Alan looked at me, and then he laid his body beside me.

"It's still spoiled, what if later our child is born huh?" abugn. I just smiled and hugged him.

"Ara dear hubby, I love you bi."

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"Darling, it's still a long time?" alan shouted from outside. I quickly tidied up my hood. I grabbed my bag and rushed out. Today is his oral defense. I will accompany him to the trial which will be held in about 2 hours.

"Already," I said. I saw Alan's charming appearance. Alan looks so neat, the hair that was a little long is now neatly arranged. The coat he was wearing was also very fitting on his sturdy body.

"What's wrong? Ugly huh?" tanyakanya.

"Hmmm. But a lie" I said teasing him.

"Don't tease me, this isn't the right time."

Alan kissed my forehead and stomach alternately. And then we went straight away. Hopefully everything is given smoothness.

Arriving in the courtroom. I sat on the front bench. There's been a look at Alex, Michael and Jane. Looking at me with a smile. All the teachers concerned are present. Including prof. Luis, he's been sitting neatly in his place.

"Please pray hubby" said Alan. I'm nodding. Alan touched my stomach and kissed it so sweet. I smile.

"Let's fight baby first" Alan continued.

"Yes abi, don't forget to read the bi prayer," I said imitating the voice of a child, I tidied his tie. Alan smiled, peeping at my forehead. Not long after, the teacher called his name. That means the trial will start soon.

I smiled, clasping her hands to give her encouragement. Alan let go of my grasp and rushed towards the podium where he was going to make a presentation.

"The spirit of bi, Ara always wishes hubby all the best. God willing, everything is going well,"

"He can do it" Jane said, touching my arm. I smiled and nodded.

I sat sweetly watching my husband's greatness. He was really very handsome when he spoke up ahead. I could see, there was not the slightest jitters in him. He looks calm and so mastered the material. Questions from several lecturers also received a good response from Alan.

45 Minutes passed, Alan's trial was finally over. Several times I said hamdallah, sending a pinch of gratitude has made it easier for my husband's speech and affairs today. Everyone in the courtroom was asked to leave because the examiners would discuss whether Alan graduated or not.

I hold her hand tightly. I smiled while looking at her beautiful eyes.

"Insha Allah passed, hubby already showed hubby's great ability. Well done, hubby!" I hugged him to give him some encouragement. Alan smiled as he rubbed my head. Jane, Alex and Michael were smiling.

"Must graduate, you're great. Your presentation is so cool, unequivocally. You also deflected all the Professor's crazy questions." Alex patted Alan's shoulder.

"Yes, I agree. Tomorrow it's my turn, pray that I can be like you." Michael's turn spoke up. They encourage each other. I smiled seeing him.

After 10 minutes passed, we were called back by the testing team to enter the room. Alan went back to the podium. My heart was beating fast. I looked at the examiners, including Prof. Luis. He smiled at Alan. I can also see if Alan is getting nervous this time. Can be seen from the look of his slightly wrinkled face.

"Well, we've decided on the outcome of your trial today, Arlan." Profs. Luis opened the conversation. We're getting tense, waiting for an answer to the Professor's decision.

"You graduated today."

I laughed when I heard it. Everyone in the room applauded Alan. I again said hamdallah, grateful for such a wonderful favor.

I was so moved when I saw a clear grain fall on his cheek. I'm crying too. Alan walked over to greet the professors. I wiped my tears that kept flowing. Tears of happiness. May happiness continue to surround us. With the presence of little angels in our lives.