Sincerity of Heart 2
Chapters 16. Do you know what love means?(Ara)

I was very surprised to hear Arin's exposure. So that's why he hates me so much. Arin likes Alan? Is that true. I knew there was no blood bond between them. But I'm not sure if Arin really loves Alan. He was very young, I was in his deposition where the feeling was still very unstable.

I looked at my husband who was right next to me. He's nodding. I took a breath and touched Arin's room door handle in doubt.

Bismilbornrahmanirrahim's. You can be Ara.

"Assalamualaikum" I said opening Arin's room door. I saw Arin crying while hugging a pillow.

"Would you like to be here? Go, I hate you!" I was shocked when the pillow he was holding flew towards me. But Alan caught him quickly.

"Whether... " I held Alan's hand. I don't want to get into trouble if Alan gets emotional and makes Arin worse. Emotions will not solve the problem.

"Arin, brother knows you hate big brother. But allow brother to talk to you. Brother wants to ask, do you really love brother Alan?" my word. I felt Alan's hand touch my shoulder. I looked at him and smiled.

Arin did not answer, he just gave me a sharp look. I returned it with a smile.

"When did you start liking your sister?" ask me again, now I'm sitting on the edge of the bed.

"What's his business with you, you don't need to know" he said.

"Need, I need to know. I am now Alan's legal wife. So I deserve to know how other people feel about my husband" I said casually. Right now I will position myself as his friend. Then I saw Arin smiling wryly and turning his face away from me.

"Well, if I told you the truth would you hand over Alan's brother to me? You're not gonna do that." he said back to looking at me hatefully.

"Who said I'd hand it to you."

"Ara, what do you mean?" alan started talking. I looked at him fixedly.

"Alan, if he really loves you. I'm going to advertise to share my love with him." I said holding Alan's hand. But Alan quickly shook my hand.

"I don't understand your way of thinking Ara. It's up to you."

Hah, I know he'll be very angry. I stared at his back which was beginning to disappear behind the door.

"Again I ask, since when did you like your brother Arin?" now I'm back to focusing on the girl who just grew up.

"No need to be a good-ass, I know you want to make fun of me, right? You're happy to see me like this and make everyone sympathize with you and hate me."

I let out a breath. Turns out he's really stubborn. I smiled and woke up, I walked towards the window.

"If I wanted to do that, I'd have done that a long time ago. Why didn't you tell me a long time ago that you loved your sister before we got married" I said without looking at her.

"Because my brother has been blinded by you. He never looked at anyone but you. That's why I hate you." I smiled and heard her words. It seems to be the matter of love that she advanced me.

"That means my husband is so stupid, how could he love this evil me" I said. I turned my body to look at him.

"Don't just talk, my brother is not stupid" he said with emphasis.

"Sister? Why do you consider him a sister? Don't you love her?" I said with a smile.

"Ka. 'cause he's my brother. But I like it, I've liked my brother for a long time. But you took it from me. If only you had never been present in this world, I'm sure big brother would have chosen me."

"Are you sure? I'm not sure." I said back to sit next to him.

"You." he said looking at me sharply. I smiled looking at the expression on his face. But I put on a serious face again.

" As I promised you, I'll give my husband to you. But I have one condition. Do you want to accept those terms?" I looked at him waiting for an answer.

"Why should you use conditions?" the question is so innocent. I smiled and touched his shoulder.

"Because he is something precious to me, I will not give it to anyone else. Unless that person really loves him sincerely, not just an obsession." I said. Arin slightly flinched when she heard my words. I don't know why he was so surprised.

"What's the condition?" he turned his face again.

"There are a few questions you should answer, if you manage to answer those questions. You can have my whole husband. How's it?" my spoken. He's a little down. Maybe he was thinking. I looked around the room to wait for her answer.

"Ok, I agree." he said confidently. I smiled with relief.

"Ok, first question. Do you know what love means?" I asked while looking at him.

"know, love is a feeling of wanting to have and wanting to continue to see the person we love forever. People also say if we are in love, then we will continue to pound if the person is near us." said Arin so confident. I smiled hearing his presentation.

"really? Then if we want to get a cop's ticket, and our hearts are pounding. That means we fell in love with the police?" I said while laughing.

"No, it's because we're afraid. Afraid that the police will ticket us, and that's if we're guilty of not having a full letter."

Ah, it turns out that she really is still very innocent.

"Well that's it, not all the debaran can be said to be in love. The fear of losing can also cause great stress. Love can not only be interpreted with a beat." I said looking at him fixedly.

"Love is an element that is so beautiful and difficult to interpret. Love is a difficult feeling to express. Love never asks for a reward. In love there is no covenant or offer. The word love is indeed very broad, love for the almighty, love for both parents, love for brothers and love for someone so special." I paused my words so that Arin could clearly understand all of my words.

"Love is a gift that God gives to every human heart. But many people misrepresent love. Many people commit suicide because of a breakup. He forgets that the creator loves his creation more than anything else. He misrepresented a love.

Love does not have to have. If we love someone sincerely, all that person's happiness will be our happiness as well. Sincere love never asks for a reply, because it is holy. Can't be littered with just a speech and a desire to have."

"So I think what you said just now is not love. But it is just a fear of loss. You don't want him to stay away from you and be so afraid of losing him. Everyone will have fear because they already have affection."

"I was afraid of losing my sister or feeling lost when she walked away. Because I love him so much."

"Then you are afraid of losing your brother because you love him so much. Because you've been together for a long time. You're afraid that your brother will love others more than you, right?"

I looked at him fixedly. He seems to be thinking.

"I...

"You're so young, baby, you don't understand the true meaning of love. I understand, because I was once in your position at this time. Where the heart is always changing. Sometimes restless, restless and sometimes heart-flowering that somehow all can happen. But you have to remember one thing. Everyone has the right to fall in love, but don't fall into the wrong hands." said I clasped his hand.

"Much more I want to ask? Before proceeding to another question, don't you want to ask me?" I said raise my eyebrows next to my.

"Did you love Alan's brother?" tanyakanya. I smiled at the question.

"Yes, I love my husband so much" I said.

"Why can you fall in love with Alan?"

I sighed and looked at him closely.

"There's no reason for me to love him. The feeling was present on its own without me noticing, I don't know. I don't know why I love him. Maybe true, love doesn't need an excuse." I said with a smile.

"Sorry." I was so surprised to hear an apology from him. Whatdoes thatmean?

"Arin is sorry, Arin was mistaken. Arin had misjudged brother, Arin was just afraid that Ara's brother would take Alan's brother forever. Arin was only afraid after sister married Ara's sister. Alan's brother will forget about Arin and won't love Arin anymore. Arin's used to Alan's attention. And now Alan's brother has rarely paid attention to Arin anymore. Alan's brother has changed. He loves Ara more." she said in tears. I took a breath and immediately hugged her.

"You're wrong baby, your brother never changed. Unfortunately, the feeling never changes. Alan is busy at the moment. Even these few days Brother Ara is also often ignored by your brother." I said a little vent. Arin let go of my hug and looked at me fixedly.

"Why?" ask her with such an innocent face. God, allow me to keep his innocence. I'll teach him not to fall into the free enterprise that's already taking a lot of young people's lives.

"Since your sister is busy with her work, give her time. Once everything is safe. Alan's brother will be back as he was, you understand, right?" I said cupping his face. Ah, she's so pretty. Look at her thick eyebrows, thin lips, round eyes and beautiful hair.

"Arin apologizes for being rude to my sister. It turns out that it's not wrong that brother Alan loves so much, brother is so gentle and affectionate. I'm sorry, Arin's drowning with Arin's own feelings" she said, hugging me. I hope this is a good start to my relationship with this girl.

"Son has forgiven you. So, how's the continuation? Do you still want to have Alan completely?" gurauku.

"Sister." whined while tightening his arms. I laughed crisply. Turns out he was so spoiled. I kissed her head gently. I was very happy to get a new sister who has a much different nature from Azka. If Azka would never want me to hug, even she would be very angry if I called her little sister. Hehe, but I bother him very often. I miss my little sister.